baby is stressing for finals. not only him i guess, everyone does. hehe. good luck everybody. sending all my love to ppl out there but most of it to my poo. good luck baby. looking forward to holidays with you <3
Qing tian Ben chi da bian. Ï łôvē śmëłłÿ pôò mâö.
Life is so interesting now days. So many things that are happening. Good and bad ones. But I just dint really have the mood or motivation to bla it all out here. Not just that i dont have the mood, but i also dont really have the time to spend going online for a very long time. like i said, life is interesting, u dont want to waste it too much sitting infront the computer do u. i will not bla every little detail over here but more of a summarize version.
Alot that i've learned lately.
Some of the lesson including my studies and also some human anthropology. ren shen dao li. Studies and all kinda went well, because i have all the courage and support from my bii. There is not much of assignment to rush off lately. but for the last two weeks i have like 3 exams in a weeek and one assignment due. Its kinda rush for that week. but yeah i manage to pull it through.
Besides studies, there is alot more that i have learn bout life. Its like i had a bang by the train and suddenly everything makes sense to me. I am glad i was banged hard enough that wakes me up. It that dont happen, i dont know how many times more i am gonna hurt the only person that i loved most. I learned that I must be careful of what U do, U never knew what u did today is gonna made how much n how big of an impact in a person's life. Dont just do anything just because u wished like it. Not only that, things that u do now, u may not pay the price now, but later on in life u may pay a higher price. Most important, never do as u like, u dont live this life alone, and u dont want to hurt the one u love. Its not fair that the things u anyhow do as u wish, and others pay for its price. that is something very valuable i learned lately. Always remember something. its never too late to change. Its never too late to start treating the one u love better.
U never know what is gonna happen even a min after this. So, please please. treat the one u love better. Appreaciate them more and never do something that is gonna impact their life in a negative way. You never know what kind of price they have to pay for the action that you did. I believe that when u love someone you really dont want to hurt them do you. so please appreciate them more. Love them more. Life is too unpredictable. Love every moment you can have with your love ones. Appreciate what you have before time makes u appreciate what u Had.
There are always things in life that we are not very proud off but it happen anyway. No one is perfect is this life, just make sure you dont repeat it again and again. one way or another I've become wiser and a better person in life. U will never know what hurts feels like until u truely go through it. Not everytime you are lucky enough to have a second chance. but when u do, give in ur everything n even more then u can give. to prove that the chance given is not a waste and another chance for them to get hurt themself. Prove to them they you are worth the chance. prove to them u changed and u r worth risking.
Never avoid challenges, embrace it, face it and live with it. there is no perfect life. remember practise makes perfect? this is it. the more challenges and barrier u go through. the stronger and better you become. Unless u are a retard, otherwise everyone becomes better after a situation.
A suppose to be short post became so long. I gues when u type and type. u lost trace of time and typed even more. =)
spm143443. its for me and her to know, for you guys to find you. =P
*stinkypoomao*
Emo, moody, tired, angry, sad! All ttm! :'(
I am so lazy to on my com. And since it's battery is also dead then it makes me more lazier to get it charged n turn back on. Dispite all that inconvenient I have something that I have to blog and also talked about. It's 10.00 am now. I am on my bed but I woke up real early for a day which I don't have class. Why? well I was real tired n sleepy yesterday.
Really don't know what happen yesterday though but I am really tired. The feeling is so shitty that it makes me feel like as if I am emo. Because I have difficulty in breathing and super uneasy everywhere. Stand sit and sleep nth makes me feel comfortable. Sp I decree to go to bee kinda early yesterday at about 11 pm. I slept the whole way through until 9.30 or so.
Althought the part above is really long and detailed but it isn't the point why I wanted to blog and having something to say about. Dispite my selfish action yesterday. I kinda hurt n affected someone really desr to me. It makes me fel kinda sucky bout It. Cos I only know bout it this morning. When I saw her late night massages n also my wall feed.
To my dear dearest dear, I would like to apologize for what happen yesterday. I bet you are real worried and yet nth can be done to help me. But dear don't worry just by being there for me always it already help me more then u can ever imagine. Sorry again for what happen yesterday. Allow me to make it up to you afterwards.
I love you *Stinkypoomao* 143443 thanks for everything.
I have so much to say by a sudden. I have so much to express by a sudden. I will so energetic by a sudden. Ofcoruse that also includes that my thoughts are going in the speed of light. So many things are going through my mind but only one thing remain in my heart. *you*
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People comes and goes in my life. Some came and stay awhile then they leave. They leave footprint behind. They leave a wonderful lesson that money cant buy. I dint regret the things that i have done. If i would given a second chance i would repeat it all once again. Because I believe in domino effect. I also believe that its all those process and things that happen that brings me to you.
*I Believe In Faith*
I believe taht whats happens today to me, Its the most wonderful thing that everyone can have. Love, Those who dont like it called it responsibility. Those who plays with it called it a game. Those who dont hate it call it a dream. Those who understands it call it a destiny. and for me I called it You. The Power of love is the most powerful that GOD have ever created, thats why GOD created Adam and gave Adam, Eve. Its precisely the way i sees it. She was a gift. The most wonderful gift one can ever receive.
Her present is that makes me wanna wake up in the morning. her present is whats make me who I am today. Its a very wonderful feeling to be an important part of someones life. Her present is what makes me perfect.
Whats A Puzzle With A Missing Piece? Simply called puzzled.
With Every single piece comes into place, Which makes puzzle so amazing. As in the process you might not see the whole picture, but with ONE piece of puzzle its made perfect. Same case goes to love, Life isn't anything without love, but with love life is made perfect. The same way she perfect my life with the missing piece. The one little piece of puzzle that i have been hunting all this while.
Its feel so good, to have a person that would always be there for you, and its willing to be there to share her every moment with you. Without her, i might be the same old me, the same old ben. same old silly guy that does what ever he is happy doing without much of thinking.
Some say You know you are in love when you dont wanna go to sleep because reality is better then your dreams. For me, i say i love both day and night because in both world i know I have you always by my side.
*Anyone can catches my Eye, But only Someone Special Can Capture my Heart*
Good Night . <3
Thanks to my Stinkypoomao She has been micro blogging for me and also to cheer my blog up a lil bit. Since she knows that i am too lazy to get things done by my self sometimes. So I wanna Thanks her for helping me out all the time.
Melaka.
The two days one night trip to malaka was awesome. I mean everything was right until the end. but the little hassle at the end is not gonna stop me from having the best time with my stinkypoomao. We went with singhow and his gf. A double date u can say that. A wonderful one obviously. We enjoyed all their delicacy, tho the que was long but it never stop us from having the best food there. I would grade the trip 4/5 star. Well not bad i guess. Staying in A-famosa was quite a good one. Tho its abit far from town but then for the price we pay, it was good!
Micro Blogging.
I hope I wont be using the note, If can i would want to keep it forever. For a very long time. Cos it meant more then just a piece of paper. Every one piece of it, shows loves and lots lots of loves.
K thanks Good bye.
Well, the morning started like any other morning. Nth usual or nth unusual. just another morning. I woke up and woke my dear up. Just another wonderful morning Well the night before me and my dear we decided to cook for each other over at her place. Well its the first time we gonna do that tho. I went over to her place and as usual we have a light chat before we start cooking.
*now i know why she said I will have something to blog about today*
Indeed i cant deny. Another great things happen from her. Its not any other ordinary morning perhaps. When i was on call with my dear yesterday the whole night, Can notice that she was busying something over there, but i ask her and she keeps saying nothing. I felt for it. I though maybe she is reading some blogs or what that why sounded bit busy. but well, i just let it past.
credits to tanyongchwen for singing marryyou altho it's kinda sucky. hahahahaha, but istillloveit. =) lessthanthreeyouloadsloadss <3
It is always good, come back from work knowingly that there will be someone lovely waiting for your return.
The feeling is like so awesome. It might not be alot for others, but yeah its lot for me. I mean what could be better then coming back from a hot hard day and having your dear waiting for me. =)
Like seriously no matter what time i come back also she waits for me. Sometimes even into the early mornings. Just wait and wait and I update her from time to time till the moment i am done. =). Like i said before my blog is gonna be the a place to rant, and also a witness to our love. <3
nites =) time to sleep. *less then threee*, stinkypoomao
You Wont Be Who You Are Today, If It Wasn't Of What Happen Before.
Hellooo 山豬 <3
Today when she send me a few pic of her, It made me fall in love again. Over n over again, every time i sees it. Gosh. The smile is a smile that gonna brighten my night, a smile that gonna put a smile on my face. A smile that meant the whole world to me. Its that sweet. Say it that, love is what makes a person person. Maybe its true. Now i truely know when miley cyrus say, love can move a mountain. I believe love can Make the globe turn clockwise then look from the north pole.
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is a night i will never forget. I know, she knows, good enough for me.
Basically every moment i spend with her, is a moment that i am not gonna forget. There will always be a moment that we can never forget, and also moments that its gonna last forever.
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IT might not a very special date for some other date. And for people that done it very huge scale. THis might be nth for them. well, that dont really matters, Cos what matters was it is special for me n her in our very own special way. *someone decided that she wanna eat without using hands* okay thats the hint. LOL.
Still loving the moment we went to lookout point n basically the whole day, that we spend together. Every time reminisce me bout the happy and awesome moment.
Short post* done. tadaaa. tata
I could have put it in the same post as the previous one, but then this wasnt on my wishlist yet it happen, so wonderfully and so unexpectedly. Well, it might not be something for others but for me it truly meant a lot.
Enough of a drama the point was she fetched me back from Subang. Yeah yeah, nth for others. but for me is something lor. Well, yeah i was kinda tired cos was driving here and there. so when we dropped derek back in ss15 she decided to jump into the driver seat, so quickly. LOL.
its a first time as well. normally I am the driver and happily being one. But for once she fetched me back straight to my door step. Not bad of a driver actually. Dont mind for a second ride. But then abit awkward for my dear to fetch me instead of i fetch her. A big NO NO.
Enough liao. Wanna sleep! Nites Once again. Take care.
Tittle says alot of what i am gonna blog about. Well it was a real fun day. The initial plan was to go cheong K, as we does it everytime we end our send with finals. But this time it was abit different because Many decided that they not gonna sing, so rather not waste the money going in there listen to song only. So we end up going for Ice skating. We wanted to go for it, for quite sometime already and its kinda a first time The college gang go for it.
Usually I am the one, standing at the side of the ring admiring other couple that was inside it, Thank you so much dear, this time i am the one inside there that let others outside there admire me inside the ring. First time. I of my wishlist fulfilled.
skype has been available for so long already. I also have been using it for so long already! but as dumb as i can be, Me n Her Never video skype before until yday midnight! that also i came out with that idea. haha. otherwise i dont think we would video skype lor. even though, we damn miss each other at times but then we never though of video skyp-ing. i Used to know what to do last time but then now got drunk in her love.
Gosh she looks cute via the webcam! *wiggles*
Thx god that my finals are all over. *well i only have one paper la actually* So before my parents bug bug me to go work, i fast fast go find some work to do. then they got nth to say liao. haha. well working just a few days a week is okay la. I dont want to be too tied up for the moment. U KNow Y* need to spare time for Dear,
Finals are over, then i got 2-3 weeks of holidays ahead of me. so many plan coming up. so may things wanna do, so less time, so less cassh! thank GOD got some work to keep me alive for a moment. haha. PArt time for part a life! haha.
I guess, thats all for now. if holidays plan manage to be carried out then will blog n post bout it over here!
Tomorrow is gonna be the first time I go Skating with her *hearts* haha
Nites*
Jan 8...
Today's date is 16/07/2011.
Its a whole load of 7 months since i blog. There are many things that happen in my life. There are people leaving, and also a whole lot more that came along as time pass. Well, we learned in life that, u don't win some if you done lose some right? So i guess that's what it is now.
I like to blog at the wrong time, My finals is next week and I have quite a lot to go I guess =)
The tittle says a lot of what happen. Someone very very interesting appears in my life. This is another interesting part of my 20 years of life that i don't wanna miss talking and blogging about. Its always gonna be and always is gonna be another best moment i gonna have in my life. How would i know it? I would call it the guys sense.
I guess i am gonna allow my blog to grow ants.
How we meet was a mystery, how we know each other was a surprise, how get belong to each other was a gift. =)
I really would want to start from the start of how it all happen, And I guess that might take sometime, or a little longer then I initially expected.
Oh yeah, btw she is on call on the other side on my phone.
I have a lil confession that she her self never knew, but shes gonna know now. I admired her, the first time i saw her Facebook, I saw her in my friends profile. That's the moment i found her interesting, and hell i think she is awesome and also had a little crush. I guess it was at the early of this year, that i saw her and her profile. Of Course i did added her in my Facebook. But guess what??? She don't simply accept strangers that she don't know. SO, she did not accept me.
So that was the first part that it all flows by, because i also noticed that she was currently engaged to a person. So, I let it all flows away with the washed away as the wave hit the shore. Let it remain as admires. I remember that she was enrolled into Segi. So as hope goes into flushed. it all passed by. Tho that happen but then there is once after a few weeks, she changed to inti. So i ask a close friend of mine to stalk a lil bit. LOL!
Not bad, and the pic don't differ much from what her real person was.
Until there is once fine day, my friend intro-ed me to her, cos apparently they were in the same class. it was a fine fine morning. =) But nothing much have picked up from there. We hardly contact as well. Everything was in a standstill until i came to this current short sem. So i removed the initial friend request and send again. Need attention la tu. Next next, Guess what? It was a short sem, We had the same subs, same time table, everything same. She is my sort of secretary for this sem, because i wont know about exams, quiz, or anything related to the subject, except for going to class n finding out from her, all that i need to know. This job used to be elyse and joey but then this sem i only have same subject with Karena, and i am sorry girls, she is not much a different from i am.
So things start to pick up from there, we start hanging out for lunch, and also out for chilling. Basically spending more time hanging out. The rest of the progress, was just following the flow. It was a good flow, it was an awesome flow. It was a flow that brings us closer and better. It was too awesome to be true.
| Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true... |
yeah it is be lar dy amazing how fast time just zoom zoom past. And i finally come to notice that high school is already 3 years away. 3 freaking yearS!!! haha. its amazing huh? lol. Know what? i still keeps most of the high skcool books and notes till TODAY! My floor is so darn messy. So i had no choice and have to clean it all up before my coming sem, Otherwise i wont have enough space for all my rubbish! At first, its about cleaning the floor only, but then the fortitude cames along and i end up clearing up all those "secrets" i left over in my closet. MOre like a bookshelf actually. At first i got 3 stacks of what so ever in the shelf. 1 for high stuff then, pre-U and another is for what so ever thing else.
so i finally decided to throw all the high school notes and texts away. well, its been there long enough. so its time for it to go. far far away. looking back at all those notes and cute cute things people done for me, gosh its so memorable, high school have many many wonderful moment with wonderful people. its all those little thing where it dosnt matter so much at that time, but as time past it serve as memory we will never forget. not all are happy stuff, there are not so happy moment, but then its all great moments with great lessons learned along the way. =)
not to forget i manage to dig out a few assignment i did back then when i was in form 2. YEAh~~ it goes wayyy wayyy back. i told my mum i am keeping it. mum says HAR? i said for my kids~! she laugh and said up to u, its ur storage space.
at there is also a pile of physic notes someone did for me "hehe" i still keeping it u know!!! she might not probably see this, but then thx for the notes its not an easy job to write and arrange the whole of form 5 physic notes. =)
so i even did throw all the pre-u stuff where i did not did so well, its a dark past. a waste of many things in that period of time. but then its all worth while. i had a fun ride a learn a thing or two bout humanssss. hahaha.
i only keep few text boook from pre-u such as econs!! accounting!!! and some of CAE papers. thats all.
i throw a whole lotf lots of paper. not throw actually more like recycle. tries saving some, but many are not worth keeping and some are really worth throwing. let it all go, let it all pass. just keep buried at a cornet of our hearts, and leave it there untouch and unsaid. =P
ohh yeah never forget, many notes from my current degree course also i throw throw it all away! haha. its over, like it or not, ITS History. haha. i am preparing for new notes, new subject, new people, new lectures and new new new all way long for this new year! haha.
ohh yeah never forget that i slept at near 5 the nite before and up at around 9.30am. keep cant sleep. so i decide lets work abit today. then see if i would be tired enough to sleep at night! haha. (bad insomnia)
thats all. took some pics along the process of cleaning up. haha.
Dont quite know how am I suppose to put it into words. But then lets try yeah! hmmm. new year? 2011!!!! how i start? I was poker-ing at the moment of new year! with my very very close brothers. This new year starts with very close relationship with friends around me. that night i only went back at 3 and reach home at 3.30 am. Yeah!! awesome i know it! hahaha. but then, i watched some movie till about 4 plus,
