Dont quite know how am I suppose to put it into words. But then lets try yeah! hmmm. new year? 2011!!!! how i start? I was poker-ing at the moment of new year! with my very very close brothers. This new year starts with very close relationship with friends around me. that night i only went back at 3 and reach home at 3.30 am. Yeah!! awesome i know it! hahaha. but then, i watched some movie till about 4 plus, 


Guess what? from then till dawn I cant sleep! I was blamming the Tea i had before i came back, but it never happen like this before. ITs just teh O ice. and Only 1 Cup? (as i know I still sleep the last time) and never forget i took alcohol before that, i should sleep real tight right? just dont quite know what happen. i cant sleep. my bed was facing the window, so i watched the sun rise infront my eye. LOL! until about 8am + i decied to give up trying to sleep and end up just go facebooking and round around the web. haha. just frustrating when I cant sleep, especially when i tried so hard to sleep!! DENG!!! haha. 

so what i feel bout this new year? in short, ITS JUST ANOTHER YEAR! haha. i sleep so much still. and movie marathon almost everyday!!! atleast 2 movie. ATLEAST!! nah i got nothing to do. i wake up at 12 or 1 or 2 and start to dig for food i found around my house, if got nothing then i go out. 

its beeng lonely tho, my sister left and now i am alone when i go for lunch, and wake up alone. no one to argue with me, dont have her annoying sounds lingering around the house! miss it a lil tho. and since she is not in, i got so lazy to get out from the house to find for food. i just laterally feed my self with anything and just get over it. haha. well, what am i suppose to do wei? go out lunching alone??? nah, thats way too emo for a guy like me and i hate ppl cock stare at those ppl eating alone. looks so kesian. macam tada orang to pui that fellar! haha. i Dint WAnt those sympathy!!!! or those cock stare! haha. so save it and eat maggie at homE! haha. or cook la! 

6 days! and every day is just gonna be another day. until my college start! and lets pray and hope for some different to happen in my life. not that i dont like it now! i get to sleeep alot, i don have anything to think about, besides what to eat later for my lunch. haha. its a good life man! a good 1! haha. but college will be fun! probably meeting new people, different people, maybe make some great friends! *possible lover* awhhhh. never knew whats gonna happen right? so lets stay possitive. 2011 is not being a bitch yet. but lets see how far my wonderful life cruse along the year and see what happen! haha. 

i see many ppl start screwing that their year starts off badly, dont worry tho, things will eventually work it self out. 2011 gonna be great! stay tuned! stay tuned! 

ohh yeah, that fact hits me real hard when i finally accept the fact the i am 20!!! 20!!!! damn its 20!!! for good ness sake! i am no longer a teenager. I am grown up! A big boy/ A young men! next year and i will be legal for casino and all clubs! haha. crazy crazy! but then i am 20!!! damn!!! some may say its only 20! YEAH, but then still i want to brag bout it, living around people which is 19. a year younger. dont change much of a fact actually, but then just the thing bout 20 that I dont, for no reason! hahaha. jsut don like! 

thats all la. i blog like i talk. DENG!!! 

now another movie then its good night world!!! enjoy ur self enjoy ur day make the best out of what ur self can offer! =) 

1 comments:

haha , the old one dont go , the new one dont come. =) happy to see tht u are missing ur sister. Sayang her more when she's back. =)