you think you know what is love?

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.
Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected. LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.
Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.
Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart.
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.
A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.
Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go.
True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.
Men vs. women: Men would rather sacrifice love to conquer the world. Women would rather give up the world just to be with someone worth the sacrifice.
Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but sensible balancing of both.
Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has it's way of expressing itself despite the silence.
The happier the memory, the deeper it hurts.
There are so many stars in the sky only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

tofranil

Why is Tofranil prescribed?

Tofranil is used to treat depression It is a member of the family of drugs called tricyclic antidepressants.

Tofranil is also used on a short-term basis, along with behavioral therapies, to treat bed-wetting in children aged 6 and older. Its effectiveness may decrease with longer use.Some doctors also prescribe Tofranil to treat bulimia, attention deficit disorder in children, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and panic disorder.

Tofranil-PM, which is usually taken once daily at bedtime, is approved to treat major depression.

What side effects may occur?

Side effects cannot be anticipated. If any develop or change in intensity, inform your doctor as soon as possible. Only your doctor can determine if it is safe for you to continue taking Tofranil.

what is tofranil?

Suicidality and Antidepressant Drugs

Antidepressants increased the risk compared to placebo of suicidal thinking and behavior (suicidality) in children, adolescents, and young adults in short-term studies of major depressive disorder (MDD) and other psychiatric disorders. Anyone considering the use of imipramine hydrochloride or any other antidepressant in a child, adolescent, or young adult must balance this risk with the clinical need. Short-term studies did not show an increase in the risk of suicidality with antidepressants compared to placebo in adults beyond age 24; there was a reduction in risk with antidepressants compared to placebo in adults aged 65 and older. Depression and certain other psychiatric disorders are themselves associated with increases in the risk of suicide. Patients of all ages who are started on antidepressant therapy should be monitored appropriately and observed closely for clinical worsening, suicidality, or unusual changes in behavior. Families and caregivers should be advised of the need for close observation and communication with the prescriber. Imipramine hydrochloride is not approved for use in pediatric patients (see WARNINGS: Clinical Worsening and Suicide Risk, PRECAUTIONS: INFORMATION FOR PATIENTS, and PRECAUTIONS: Pediatric Use).

INDICATIONS

Depression - For the relief of symptoms of depression. Endogenous depression is more likely to be alleviated than other depressive states. One to three weeks of treatment may be needed before optimal therapeutic effects are evident.

Childhood Enuresis - May be useful as temporary adjunctive therapy in reducing enuresis in children aged 6 years and older, after possible organic causes have been excluded by appropriate tests. In patients having daytime symptoms of frequency and urgency, examination should include voiding cystourethrography and cystoscopy, as necessary. The effectiveness of treatment may decrease with continued drug administration.

DOSAGE AND ADMINISTRATION

Depression

Lower dosages are recommended for elderly patients and adolescents. Lower dosages are also recommended for outpatients as compared to hospitalized patients who will be under close supervision. Dosage should be initiated at a low level and increased gradually, noting carefully the clinical response and any evidence of intolerance. Following remission, maintenance medication may be required for a longer period of time, at the lowest dose that will maintain remission.

Usual Adult Dose

Hospitalized Patients - Initially, 100 mg/day in divided doses gradually increased to 200 mg/day as required. If no response after two weeks, increase to 250 to 300 mg/day.

Outpatients - Initially, 75 mg/day increased to 150 mg/day. Dosages over 200 mg/day are not recommended. Maintenance, 50 to 150 mg/day.

Adolescent and Geriatric Patients - Initially, 30 to 40 mg/day; it is generally not necessary to exceed 100 mg/day.

Childhood Enuresis

Initially, an oral dose of 25 mg/day should be tried in children aged 6 and older. Medication should be given one hour before bedtime. If a satisfactory response does not occur within one week, increase the dose to 50 mg nightly in children under 12 years; children over 12 may receive up to 75 mg nightly. A daily dose greater than 75 mg does not enhance efficacy and tends to increase side effects. Evidence suggests that in early night bedwetters, the drug is more effective given earlier and in divided amounts, i.e., 25 mg in midafternoon, repeated at bedtime. Consideration should be given to instituting a drug free period following an adequate therapeutic trial with a favorable response. Dosage should be tapered off gradually rather than abruptly discontinued; this may reduce the tendency to relapse. Children who relapse when the drug is discontinued do not always respond to a subsequent course of treatment.

A dose of 2.5 mg/kg/day should not be exceeded. ECG changes of unknown significance have been reported in pediatric patients with doses twice this amount.

The safety and effectiveness of Tofranil as temporary adjunctive therapy fornocturnal enuresis in children less than 6 years of age has not been established

if only you know why i post this or just assume its anotehr random fact. 

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POSSESSIVE

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gosh my timing really run out edi. day become nite and nite become day. everything terbalik. ppl sleep i awake. but ppl awake also i awake. die la lik tat. think tat i sleep lesser and lesser. but then when i really sleep then i can sleep lik half or more of the day. haaha. its either sleep real less or in some day sleep real lot. hahaha. gosh gosh..

i shall not give up and try a different approach. maybe the way i tried the last time was not a good way. letz wait till after exam.

p/s jux wish to have dinner wit u. and celebrate wit u. =)

only pics

random tag

tags
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
some weird feeling left unexplianed

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo WITH?
non

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
nope not at all

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
sure. itss good for health

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
non at the moment

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
for now NO

8. What does your last text message SAY?
drivecarefully. take care then.

9. What are you thinking about right NOW?


10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
wish i could, but

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
6 plus?

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
it was a gift.

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
yea sure, the 1 and only 1 tat owns my heart still =)

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
does reply consider? if yes then its my hearts owner.

everytime i think of u. i fall in love once again

All I ever wanted was to be part of ur heart,
and for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you so much more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and our past,
by the way you look at me I know that we will last.
I hope that someday you'll come to realize,
how perfect you are when seen through my eyes

i shall stop pretending

i was nerding for a very long time. i guess lately tat is all i does the most. cant blame it exams near.
all the stress and pressure are getting intense. i ccant move anymore. not 1 not 2 not even a single step. tho subs tat i really need to work on is 3. but i've been wasting lost of my life for the past month. its all need to be buckup in a short few days time. blame no1 but my self.

wasted time procras and emo-ing half of the time. wad i can do? its those feeling i fear most. but it keeps coming back. currently taking soemtime off the books and notes and papers. or else i'm goin crazy for sure. i cant wait for it to end. i wan it to past. i'll be free after the exams. at times when i study, i've got lost. lost of motivation and inspiration to go on. i fear those. cos it will only breaks me then to build me. when tat happen, all i can do is sleep or lie on bed doin plain ntg. facing the 4 walls and the ceiling thinking of u. even at times it goes beyond bound tat i cant fall asleep.

i blame no1 but my self.

well sopposing the tittle have soemthing to do with the post rite? but it have not seem relavent yet.

i cant pretend no more. i'm so sick and tired of it already. i cant be who i'm not. i cant be lik someone else if i'm not. from now on, i just wanna be my self and no one else. i tried to live better then i've originally been. trying to show the world i'm doing good when deep down inside i'm dieing. i wanna feel free to feel and express how i fell. i don care how the world is going to be. i just wanna be my self. to be who i really am. this is because i've learn the fact u are meant to stay in my heart. even if I am gone in Urs.

i can change no fact. i cant change what have happen. all i can can do is to live life the way i really am. with a personality i'm born with. its enough of me trying to pretend i'm really ok and moved on. living life lik i never needed u. i cant do tat. even if i tried its just not working that way.
which way am i goin? the left 1 where there is nothing right? or the right one where there is nothing left? i dnr. i'm confuse of what i feeel sometimes. but i am sure what is feel for u is real.

i've always trying to prepare my self to ask u question that have been floating around my mind. but i guess no matter how hard i try i still cant be prepare for ur answer. hence, i never dare to think of it and ask u bout it. will the 1 day come when im prepared to listen? i dont know. i wish the day never come. i wish thing could go around. u need to make my dreams come true, i hope u still can be the one making my dreams alive lik how u used to. its a fact i cant live without u. but its a fact i've to learn to live with.

thinking of u makes me happy. eventho we are far apart. but u will always be close in my heart. in my heart u are always there and never left. tho in life its much of the other way round.
i've learn that there isnt a reset button i can hit and clear everything all the doubt and trust betryed and start it fresh. No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around me is, they are useless without the person I want to laugh with!

i wish i could turn back time to the day i first meet u. thing would have been much better now if i were given a second chance. i've learn alot. i've grown. bigger in the inside out. and would try to be the 1 and the only 1 beside u and for u. i dont have high hopes. but i guess even a lil light would bring me up in life once again. i'm down hurt and faliing hard, would u lend me ur hands once again and pull me up. i'm willing to lie ther, hurt and injured to paying what u think i deserve.

i wish for another chance. ~pls bring me up to life~

i was asked "Why d i keep loving someone U tho u've long gone? there are tons of fish in the water!"

i simply replied " just because its also water, would you drink from the sea water?

i hope i can meet u once again. to motivated and helped me out. i really need all the strengh and power of will do work work work. my exams are nearer then possible.
i cant believe i still smile happily when i get a reply from u. it means alot to me. it might be a simple thx or okay but for me. its not only a word!its everything. i see thing much positive now. trying to be optimistic. as possible.

from now on. i would jux voice out what i really feel and how i really feel for u. i suck at flirt i suck at taking pics. its because i'm not with the right 1 which is U! my dear~

Pls Giv US Another chance?

Regards~

With Love
Ben

p/s i love you dear snail~

wanna say it not true?

Dear Tan,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Friday, October 30:

You're never one to state the obvious. It's all about oblique references and vague remarks, especially when it comes to your feelings and emotions. Just for once, try to explain exactly what's going on inside you.

Looking through your eyes
There’s nothing to hide
And you’re no longer mine
How could I survive
When you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high

Can’t stop the tears from falling
We used to be so fine
When you walk in to my life
I tried to reach out for you
Just to be with you
My heart is breaking