Dark night with snow falls

so oh yeah, i've on holiday like since ever since. haha. yeah its super long, and i'm satisfied. i did sleeep super long. anytime anyday. yeah many ppl is liek so jealous of what i'm going through here. too bad, i'm lucky UR NOT! haha. so yeah, holiday sleep eat on9, those usual stuff people does. i sleep from 3 hours a day to maybe 24 hours? or nearly ther. yeah, i'm PIG. a huge a this time. well, besides being driver fetching my sis, i doubt there is anything much to be done, oh yeah also include time i spend checking out colleges and open days then enquiry, calls, etc etc. many phone calls made. long talks, sometimes it gets too long that i ask them to call bak! u want my money? u CALL me!

so basically thats what i've been doing. everyone is busy with colleges and all, DAMN i'm jealous. hahaha. yeah it may sounds kuku that i;ve been excited for my course to start! while many others complain what a hectic life htey have being goin over, GUESS WHAT? i actually miss those time i spend middle of the night rushing my assignment, studies late night. sigh, but i believe when its back, i'm gonna complain and start screwing what a hectic life this piece of shit is!

thats human, they never get saticfied with what they have! they always wants more and better stuff! ofcourse better life too!

i'm actually kinda happy with my life now, tho there is nothing much happening, or going on. BUT its SIMPLE! its great. simple is good. complicated is bad. because i mgith eventually get lost in my own life? sounds stupid? but it did happen before. haha. i'm lucky to be who i am, with who i have, great frenz , great family, just felt blessed. those lil things that i've never noticed has now become something that i'll never forget!

my life before teach me alot alot alot. hahaha. real damn appreciate to ~u know who~ for teaching me what money cant buy. hahaha. u r my best lover, my best freen, my best x, tho looking at wher we stand now, but nvm la. just hope that u have a blessed and a blast life ur self! hahaha.

now i've understand the phrase ~looking back is not teardrops but smile~

never forget, some animal, that was always there for me, when i really need some1 to disturb, i'll call her anytime! hahaha.we do spend lots of time together too. lol. thx~ u r wonderful fren! lol.

yeah i seen it. i come to believe it was for me too. but ther is tis thing i would wanna say or else its like a piece of meat stuck in my throat. i've never blame u or anything but myself. i believe u r just being who you are. but a lil advice, sometimes the truth is already said and proven, all u have to do is just to believe it.

its okay too think too much, everyone does the same. i do my self. but at a certain point, i finally come to an understanding that its really the truth. i did told u the truth. don blame everything to ur self. u don have to burden ur self tis way. i believe u have pretty much problem ur self. and this should not come in the way to burden u even more.

as in for me, i felt everything is fixed. all u have to do is to believe wad i say is true, because it really is.
i don wish things be this way way. i don wish ther is gap or distance, i onli wish everything would be bak to normal.

die lor. my house line got problem. cant even make calls or even internet. all i hear when i pick up the phone is toooot toooot tooooot. chao ci bai la. lol. whooops so long din curse edi. lol. i cant live without internet tho i don do any big business wit it but i just cant live without it. lol. hhahaha. easily down for a week d la. since tis is not oni internet problem but its the whole phone line go prob. haha.

current status = At bangi kopitiam. kolian dai have to on9 outside. go bak then dieed. lol. bored to death.


Time : 3.53

gosh my parents so long winded. lol. from just now dinner chat chat until now oni i can reach home. i dnr wads wrong with me lately. like gonna sick gonna sick. or maybe badly ill.gosh better now fall sick now wei. anyway. like everyday i am super tired and sleepy. wnana go do pig edi. nitex!

just bak from ucsi and ucti tis time. lol. now oni just reach home. have to rush and go out for dinner later at 6.30 dinner at 7. jior everything so rush rush i think i gonna fall even more sick. hahaha. got time when i am bak for dinner then i write longer. as for now i mush rush go bath then out for dinner d. tataz


Time : 6.17pm

well i have been out since morning. gosh. i was real super sleep. i think i goin to fall sick anytime edi. lol. keep got headache on and off. lol. ever after since breakfast wit family then go limteh with fren and all. then nite go dinner with family till 10plus. gosh i was super sleepy my eyes closing. i was so blur tat i drove out without licence somemore drive all the way to klang then find no food then rush bak go pandamaran. damn i'm sotong. lol. hmmm. keep rush them to faster come bak cos i wanna sleep. so reach home around 10.30 lik tat. GOSH FINALLY home sweet home. lol.

GUESS wad? after reach home then i brush up and all edi suddenly no electric. FUCK! i edi lying on bed wanna sleep jOr. then my dad got tis brilliant idea to go out limteh at 11pM!!!! then go until now oni reach home. Just a short blog of wad practically happen. now oni got time to on9. gosh. how pity. hahahaha.

the words i said the most today was Efffing hell and idiot and HOT HOT HOT! seriously the weather is so damn hot. i gonna fry. tat explains why i getting sick grrrrrr!!!!

rating : good day.

random ; its better the way it is now, good for both of us like tis. haha who noes huh? in about 1,2 years down the road, we meet somewhere, we might eventually smile and say hie. leave it all burried behind. lol. aint too much huh??? hahahaha. since we cant love each other, no point hating each other too.