okie okie i have to admit tat i have a bad start in a week. haha seriously damn hectic weeek tis weeek. i Got 4 exams and my asssig got rejected i have to patch up in 1 day nite time and a rush up presentation to be done by 2 days alll happen in tis weeek . i truely appreaciated her for being wit me and support me through all the hard time i facing. okie okie i jux wanna apologize to her bout not being nice to her tis pass few days. I"M SORRY I"M SORRY. hopefully u forgive me.

Okie okie enuff bout the hectic stuff. it came with a wonderful friday. hahaha. OMG! its too great to be mentioned. haha but i try my best k. haha. okie okie the whole nite was GREAT! but the best of the best part is before my dear left. Okie okie.

Here iT GOes.....

okie okie we cant decide wher to eat or wad to eat. hahaha. so we ended up decided to eat maggie CUP! haha.here it goes. MY dear came up with a brilliant idea of cooking it somewher and eating it else wher. hahaha. so we went off lik as if we are lik very rush but padahal we are jux worried tat the maggie kembang. and she noes i don lik tat. hahaha. so we drive drive drive and ate it somewher. hahaha. i seriously think its very cute. haha. cooking maggie 1 place and carried it to another place and eat it. hahaha. OMG! we ended up finish the maggie and fetch my dear bak and she left for home sweet home. hahaha.

When i say u r 1 of a kind i seriously meant So.
hahaha. she alwiz got cute ideas tat could blow ur mind. Those ideas never cross ur mind ever. haha. WAIt ther is another thing. Don speed when I drive alone but I can speed when shes with me. hahaha. and my dear keep ask for more. lik lik the car wan fly lik tat. hahaa. normally and gf will tell u not to speed with them and drive them safely. haha. but ur different and 1 of a kind. hahaha. seriously meant it 1 of a kind. hahaha. Ur so So so So Special la dear.

She gives me confident when i fetching her. and she felt safe when i drive her.

some pics to be tag on at the END

Ok ok i noe i damn retard but i cant help it. haha. over happy



2 cups


the cups we left after we r done. location undisclosed. 2 cup stacked


finally its me again. jahaha

haha. actually was jux trying see if i can blog from‭ my phone and it really work out.haha. gosh gosh. i cant wait for tis to be all over. sigh. sigh sigh. stupid stupid. ≥.≤ i am so goin to be ¾ dead by end of today. more then 9hours of college stuff and study. longest ever ever for me. trying to cope wit everything now. forgive me if i am alil OFF tempered tis week. haha. its discrete now. and the sir is doin some stuff so we are left to do some work.

sigh i really hate tis weeek. ITs been a fukking long week. OMg. And i reach college early today so jux update blog abit. Noe-ing the fact that i might not meet u tis week really make it harder.

my mum actually REad my blog??????
is it good or bad?
look at the bright side. atleast she cared bout wad happen to me.

the bad side?
She wanna spy me. hahaha.

OVerall rating.......
GOOD THING. hahah

Don worry Ben will still be ben. ME still be me no matter wad.

The feeling is strong and it will never be wrong

History will repeat It self Once again.

lets start off wit my life la? so far i hav been great. never been better even since. Its been a rollercoaster life. i guess i picked my choice now i live wit it. but guess wAD? i love my choice. I really do and din regret,never will. for the passs few days i sleeep at near 5 and up at 10, then the following nite which is yday, i sleep at 2 and up at 6 till now. i am tired i really do. i was doin my assig which is kinda hard to get info. lucky got frenz which helping me out here and ther. Its a easy job but the hard part in to get info. Then college is good la? today was suprisingly not sleepy at college. kinda surprice. ahaha. normally sleep alot still very sleepy but tis time dnr why. Thx to a wonderful morning i guess? haha. energy given for the whole day. although food sux but time spend together was splendid. hmmm. besides tat i guess ther is ntg special bout today huh?

Goin to go for a early bed today. as i am dead for 2 consecutive days already. i love my life. i love my another half. how can my life be anymore perfect? i will never noe. cos i noe it will never be anymore perfect then it hav been now. i am lucky i admit. I really felt tat i am the luckiest ppl on earth? how can some1 be any more luckier then wad i am goin throught now? ok enough.

do u noe humans are stupid? ok tis is totally random for real. hmmm why i say so?hav u exp before in a situation wher u noe tat will hurt u and yet u jux wanna see or wanna noe. u already noe its gonna hurt u! but yet u jux wanna noe. and guess wad? the most stupid thing is to repeat the mistakes. u noe its goin to hurt. but u jux never wanna stop wanting to noe noe huh? haha. humans are stupid. So lik so wiser say its better to noe ntg then to noe something tat could hurt u. but i guess humans are curioous and curiosity Kills the rat.

~girls lik attention~ giv me sometime to digest tis pls. LimiTs?

hmmm should i go form 6? well i am already in wher i already in and i guess after all its paid then i am not goin anywher except to finish it till the end of tis year. which is anotehr 6 months form now. my exam is coming soon. so i guess i will have to work harder as i am not goin to let u down.

ther is limits in our life. ther is borders in every coutry. to be on the safe side we usually play by the rules and stay on our side. Limits are not to be ordered but to be respect and followed. haha.

i guess every1 is goin to be busy wit their studies and wad so ever already. time we spend with our beloved would drcrease tremendously. but if everything is strong and good then ther is ntg love cant endure.

to all form 6 happy skulling again. haha. its hard start after such long holiday. but u hav no choice. lifes hard? Since when its easy? haha. good luck to all form 6 work hard and do ur best. Don busy flirt flirt and drop grades. hahaha.

short note of love hopefully u readers don mind

Love is not sweet talks and flowers,
but love is forgiving and compromising,
love is to share ur life with some1 you love and love forgets mistakes.
rational doesnt reside in love,
it cant N it never will.
cos love is all about being irrational,
doin things for people tat most would consider foolish.
giving up things and dedicating urselfto the 1 you love.
love is a everlasting commitment to cherish one another during hardships of life while never give up.
Love isnt smiling during thr good times,
but its still holding hands on the BAd times.
Love is not perfect.
Rather a feeling full of problems and hardship,
buts its through thse problems and hardship tat we noe tat LOve can survive and endure anything and shall endure 4eva..
love is the strongest feeling tat could makes impossible, possible.
LOve is wad tat makes u hang on on bad times and not giving up.
As u might not wanna let ur other half down.
Love its not ALONE thing.
love is something tat involve 2 particular person which is in love with each other.
Love can put far relations near and near relations NEarer.
Love is wad tat makes Long distance, short.
Love is about being understanding.
try to understand Our other half.
Love is also trying to ther for the 1 u cared about.
When they needs u.
Love is depends on how u quote it.

Sign OFFF BEN

ILYSM
♥TLSVM ♥
I ♥ U