Dark night with snow falls

Life is so interesting now days. So many things that are happening. Good and bad ones. But I just dint really have the mood or motivation to bla it all out here. Not just that i dont have the mood, but i also dont really have the time to spend going online for a very long time. like i said, life is interesting, u dont want to waste it too much sitting infront the computer do u. i will not bla every little detail over here but more of a summarize version.

Alot that i've learned lately.
Some of the lesson including my studies and also some human anthropology. ren shen dao li. Studies and all kinda went well, because i have all the courage and support from my bii. There is not much of assignment to rush off lately. but for the last two weeks i have like 3 exams in a weeek and one assignment due. Its kinda rush for that week. but yeah i manage to pull it through.

Besides studies, there is alot more that i have learn bout life. Its like i had a bang by the train and suddenly everything makes sense to me. I am glad i was banged hard enough that wakes me up. It that dont happen, i dont know how many times more i am gonna hurt the only person that i loved most. I learned that I must be careful of what U do, U never knew what u did today is gonna made how much n how big of an impact in a person's life. Dont just do anything just because u wished like it. Not only that, things that u do now, u may not pay the price now, but later on in life u may pay a higher price. Most important, never do as u like, u dont live this life alone, and u dont want to hurt the one u love. Its not fair that the things u anyhow do as u wish, and others pay for its price. that is something very valuable i learned lately. Always remember something. its never too late to change. Its never too late to start treating the one u love better.

U never know what is gonna happen even a min after this. So, please please. treat the one u love better. Appreaciate them more and never do something that is gonna impact their life in a negative way. You never know what kind of price they have to pay for the action that you did. I believe that when u love someone you really dont want to hurt them do you. so please appreciate them more. Love them more. Life is too unpredictable. Love every moment you can have with your love ones. Appreciate what you have before time makes u appreciate what u Had.

There are always things in life that we are not very proud off but it happen anyway. No one is perfect is this life, just make sure you dont repeat it again and again. one way or another I've become wiser and a better person in life. U will never know what hurts feels like until u truely go through it. Not everytime you are lucky enough to have a second chance. but when u do, give in ur everything n even more then u can give. to prove that the chance given is not a waste and another chance for them to get hurt themself. Prove to them they you are worth the chance. prove to them u changed and u r worth risking.

Never avoid challenges, embrace it, face it and live with it. there is no perfect life. remember practise makes perfect? this is it. the more challenges and barrier u go through. the stronger and better you become. Unless u are a retard, otherwise everyone becomes better after a situation.

A suppose to be short post became so long. I gues when u type and type. u lost trace of time and typed even more. =)

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