Dark night with snow falls

Intro

hahah....and so its thursday....i hardly blog on mon to wed....unless its really very important de stuff or there is something changed in my day and i'm free...but thurs i more free cos no tuition mar....its the oni day of my weekdays wher i'm free from anything....not to really say super free dough...cos i studies lar....Spm liao eh don stud can Die.....cos skul oni in never never enough....especially when they sub is hard....its hard to understand sure need some self revision over at home to bak up ur understandings....i'll jux blog wad i wanna blog lar K?hahha.....cant satisfy every viewer de....


ANgry + Music = Calm

Well how many ppl actually saw me in super angry mode???hmmmmm.....no gua 1....well my medi for any prob i face is MUSIC....the more louder u hear my room tat means the more prob is happening tat day and i need to cool down.....all those boom sound seriously help in my emotionally probs....no matter wad....MUsic jux alwiz got into To Help me...hahaha....well and ofcourse i hab my dear ther anytime i NEED?hahaha....when chat with her jux felt cool when i'm not in shape....well many ppl got their ways in sorting out their emo probz....But for those tat din figure out their way they might ended badly gua...hahaha.....1 more thing....when its Super techno means tat day muz be something very wrong...otherwise i listen normal dj techno will cure...super is for super case....and nothing more.....muz hab diff categories for diff stage of Emo...


The relationship i'm in

Lets start with the word PERFECT...well everything its good within me and my baby...BABY TENG!wakkakaka...well she is in some prob on tue....we talked our selfs over via the phone till lik 11....hopefully she is much better after tat....My area here alwiz the signal not good...so the line will break frequently.....so here comes a part wher its total silence....I'm NoOb i admit....well at first i though was the line prob.....it was silence for about a min plus 2?then the line break....It my dear saying was the line prob....FOr tat instant i noe I nOe I Noe Wad happen jor....Well i Got concern bout wad happen....cos before tat i can hear my dear voice also a bit change jor....but i wasnt smart enough to notice it was tat....well i was very concern and try to cheer her up....i think i manage at last gua....hahahah...finally....worried me....cos it was my first time hearing tat....sure lik gan jiong lor...wakakkaa...too u guy's i'm noob....but jux to remind my dear lar....i'm alwiz ther for u....name it....call me....msg me...I"M THER....

SKul

As in for skul....hmm everything was kinda normal....lesser teacher ponteng these days...good lar....can effort losing any more class while exam is nearer and the silibus is not getting fin....worried lar...(si bei ke)....many laugh many shit...and many rubbish....biasa lar....me ? my frenz? all siao 1....we live something called LIVES...we r not good in studies but we r average in everything else...well if we manage to pump up a lil bit in studies i bet we will be a very much better person?hopefully it will...i think it will....its never 1 day wher skul got no laugh or shits...alwiz hab...no matters hu is around...cos every1 of us is very good joker and cocker except me...(noob abit)....


Life?

I hab some 1 tat really cared for me...i'm jux lucky ba to hab her....no words can discribe her to me...I wish i could enjoy n play and fly everyday....but now its not the rite time....spm student somemore wanna play paly r?walao...die better lar...but nvm nvm...i half die edi...hahah....well as for my life now its almost perfect....i got ntg to mumble about...i got everything rite at its place....the perfect placing makes everything rolls finely....hahaha....i laugh and shout everyday...i distueb Pn Zaimah almost everytime she enters class....i call aunty wong ,aunty when she oni lik 24....but she left now edi....jux replace My Pn Zaimah for like 2 weeks oni....so temporary de....she is nice at times ....cant blame her lar...she aunty mar...got menopause....hahhaha.....shit me dick!i'm so mean....i say things i don mean...i do stuff without thinking....i talk withough thinking consequences.....ALL THISS WILL KILL ME LAR>..but nvm lar....u noe u gonna die the time ur even born so why even worried bout dying rite???

ben ♥ teng = benteng (oUr SiGnAtURE)

MY dEAR

she is jux alwiz ther no matter how busy she is....as u all noe she very nerd de....and still she manage to manage her time for everything...shes too goooooood....so many ppl praise her telling she so cute and she seriosuly is....so far got around 5 ppl praise jor...not i wan over but its real de...look at hers pics la...speechlessly cute....hahah...


sunday

well its sunday again...wad u expect?i should go for my driving pretest and guess wad!i woke up at 11....haiz...when i suppose to wake up at 7....and i see my phone got 7 miss call 2 sms in seperade line....after tat i called bak to apologize to mR something tat i lupe and ter sleep till 11....we was freeeking good....and said nvm we try plan again anytime soon....i was lik ohh Okie...then i suppose to drive to bkt tinggi 2 for our breakfast...i got too fed up and decided to jux stop at the junction...cos yesterday was doin parking....and hell it was slow...still they say HOI OI FAST FAST....SLOW ABIt...fine fine fine...i hantam the break la....wakakakak....all STFU....lolx...fine la...was my mistakes actually...lolx...but it was slow lor...damn....then tis mor we ate BAk KUt TEh....lolx....not bad lar...it was new so its taste also ok ok oni lo


PReTEsT + Random

and so i din go for the pre-test...my dad ask me go follow him auction choose my car wor....but i was too lazy and wanna cam with my dear....anyway i'm lazy to go also...cos not really say i can decide...so no point i go also ma....better stay at home and let my dad decide can edi la...no need bother too much...while break fast my sis say wanna lend my 2nd line phone cos her hp kong edi wor....Fine lor...i was chatting half way...ask her to wait and she was grumbling abit....lalalalalal...i act no hear enough....lolx...then i told my dad change 012 to 016 wor.....i told him get some nice number i wanna change....his mood good la i guess...he say take his old num...Nvm la...I du1...i wan new number...and nice number...the stupid ugly number u take ur self la...anyway u need 016 also rite>!hahaha....then he say ltr see how la...eat first...

after tat my mum say wanna go jusco...i fan tui...but end up still go...i walked with my sis the whole of jusco.....cos my mum was bz-ing with some test thing....we walked for half hour and my mum still at wher she is when we left her....lolx...then walked till 2 plus.....and bough donut from the apple thingy shop.....


JUSCO = MAny LAla's

well i guess if wanan see lala jusco is the right place to be....lolx...its everywher.....every time i turn my head sure got de....Well i believe wad ppl say is true...i'm lala once a while...Sometimes oni lar...still most of the time i'm normal....not lala...well lala is the current trend to go la....so many ppl in to it...lala bag lala shirt lala shoe.....everything also got lala...as long as its over fashioned its lala...and its true....and some is super lala with the super lala coloured hair....well tts all for lalala today.....


SoMEGirlS is JUx KUKU?

well y do these days so in to fukup guys lea???hmmm....i'm wondering stilll....i saw some couples today....the girls was lik pretty and so on...but their wad jux luks so not matching....then it came too mode or something....selll many shoe de....the guy was standing outside the girl inside picking shoes....then she go bring him in....ask him see tis tat nice bo....i jux sit donw ther listen....then after picking he walked out again.....then she tarik him in again...and sit side or me tis time...(the shop got Cushion) then hug till so sweet and all...wah....konon so sweet and all...after tat she say something then help me pay for tis....wahawhawhwahwhahwhah...syoknyer....well the guy is fat and the girl was not bad....and she goes to him for money?dnr lar...ppls luck lo sometimes....but seeens many fukup guy with very decent girls....except for my case....i'm not those ppl and i hab a decent and wonderful nice girl...hahaha....hmm....well maybe some girls these days were jux too kuku to think gua....see leng zai + lala then straight ON cerita...hahaha....

hahah...and so...today darren and ky say wanna come my house do project....ADD MATHS PROJECT...hahaha....and so they came 11 plus lik tt...hahaha.....3 ppl with 3 lp macam sangat gaya....llik some geeek haiz...but all also noob oni....hahahahah.....welll we do more shits then work actually...but still we manage to get almost half of work done up....hahahah....half a half...means something lik quater....our first time do....so very noob...well many ppl come up to help....and thx my dear to so early also send sms lai help me...hahahah.....ther is some pic below of how its actuallly look like lar.....and lastly got a joke or comedy from out famous comedian called DARREN AND KAE YEAN.....they r replacing russle peter soon.....enjoy....

ky main tooot toooot so he hab to cover.....looking some porn in my laptop

(from left) Mine,ky,darren

DArren in ky com and ky in darren com


ky in darren com and darren in ky comp and mine unattended


ky use darren profile checking some chick profile....


2 of them looking something at darren's full of virus laptop

and ky showing his face off....rich ppl with compaq and acer...mine oni road side de


and some video for u guys to enjoy(happen in my hut)

so today is my second car driving lesson....i drove all the way from teluk pulai to bkt tinggi ther....so far so good...thx god....well my parking today got a bit out....i touch the pole....and din drop it...Jux Touch....hahaha....my first class it self i drive ther jor....the malay guy put a lot of confident in me....he say jux drive...drive drive...well i taking my pre-test tis sun...its jux pre-test...and my real test is on 25thjuly...hopefully 1 week after tat got P then after 1 month of P can drive alone jor....cos parents sure muz escort 1 mar....lolx....

my dear suddenly internet can work.....after some long while....well today i kinda tired..so won on9 for long gua....but she will continue with hers work....lolx.....showed my dear some young pics and its cute....hahahha....self praise....kns....mayb after tis i goin to oiks d lor....cos sleepy pig got to sleep edi....driving aint tire-ing lar....jux tat not enough sleep is tire-ing nia...wakakkaka.....we chatted whole nite....VIA MSN....muz mention cos we alwiz also chated whole day de.....wakakakak.....

well for those which think its too sooon for my dear welll its not so soon lar....stop wondering whether we r together bo lar...jux lai ask me lur...or teng also can....we will happily says YES....cos seriously we r happy ma...walao....hahahaha.....well u don need to love ppl for A reason....cos its never A reason....its alwiz many many reason which will ended up too much to tell...so if anyway ask y i would even love her!answer is dnr~hahaha....too much too tell lar actually....till tomolo also cant fin.....

well i guess it ends here tis time ba....Got Nice every1....Nite Dear~don work too late....

welll i finally learn something.....and its good thing i guess....i jux got to work hard my self...for everything i need....cos things don come easily....money don grow on trees....and stuff don come easily...jux after tuition and supper with my parents.....i'm trying out the add maths project tat we get on mon....welll it seems easy dough....but its hard actually...

i found many example...and hopefully it will very much help me....IT will laar....ahahhaha.....I trust my bare hands more....sry....bla bla bla....10 ppl with 10 fukking reason...life is full of reasons...BUT BUT,i respect them all....say all u want...i noe next time to do wad liao....hahhaha.....i'm listening song,browsing web....find add maths shits....i finally found a way to increase my blog popularity....but i'm not doin it....du1 to be LOA lar....cos its not my type...if u wanna view u view...if du1 view i write for my self song also nvm de...lol....

welll not sleeping late tonite....hopefully hopefully tis sat would very much works out...pls pls....haiz....got to fin the project fast...otherwise ltr got trial liao...sure damn bo eng edi...wher can find time for tis somemore...hopefully can find in 2 week!consecutive...if it don carry 10 marks...The project can kiss my white ass good bye....jux bare in mind UR BARE HANDS every1 or my dad will call the combs of banana....hahhaha....I RESPECT ALL OF U....no matter wad....love u no matter wad....hahaha....well my dear gave some tips atleast....and will very much helped too....THXIe....

p/s tis got nothing to do with any1 or anything....wad u read here stays here la pls~~....don see any point to spread some shit i post rite?rubbish nia.....buhbyes...come come more often ya...bye bye...

halor....well its a brand new day with brand new story.....learn from past to live the future....hahaha....well skuls was hmmmmmmmm not bad lar.....usual usual stuff lor...with so muz jokes and shits i seriously laugh till my stomach muscle cramp jor....with all the frenz i hab i bet any1 will LUFAO.....seriously will....with those darren ky and siva enough....the whole day willl be filled with jokes and laughter.....well i jux come over to blog cos jux felt lik blogging.....The song sang by PApa roach-scars very nice lor....hahahaha....

well i got my exam time table jor...and exams start on the 30th july...i got around 3 weeks to pump my ass offf.....why they jx du1 to do same with mgs lea???atleast can together nerd ma....gong gong 1 lor....welll i got another bad news to every1....ITS BAD WHEN I SAY ITS BAD.....I recv add maths assignment...WTF????hahhaha....really de...my skul suddenly ask ppl do add maths crap....padahal the previous form 5 also din do....now we muz do....well i plan to seek help from my dear....but wait her exam fn first la....~or jux copy hers~wakakkakakaka~shhhhh.....lolx....

welll every1 says its so hard la tis la tat la....well it does seems hard dough....hopefully my frenz will share some links which will help me out lar....PLS PLS....don so stingy K every1....i NooBie in tis....my head blank when it comes to tis...cos never do before de....Once i get the thing oni i straight screw liao lar....Maybe I Ask D and see....Don stingy stingy K every1....

Help help me lor....well its 10 marks of spm trials....if not means i don give a shit for doin it edi....haiz.....me and my frenz plan to together do....jux do as in together but diff stuff de...hopefully tat will very much help us lor....BSB-Helpless when she smiles damn nice also....listen lor....go get it anywher....hopefully when 3-4 brains sit down together can get work done and work out....i bet it will lar....And i bet i will contribute the most less 1 cos i most stupid de among them.....cos seriouly all i noe is bout cllt oni....wakakakka...hahahahhaha......well tomolo its hers last day exam edi...hopefully by then,then she will be lesser emo d...cos my dear exam time mood swing de....hahahaha....~SO CUTE~.....

today malas wanna colour2 the words edi lar....nothing imposrtant to stress out cos its ALL IMPORTANT....hahahaha....MiNd ME abit kuku today....Mind me for doin so many stupid stuff in skul today.....JUx mind me...ANd u guys confirm lor....c wanna gaya gaya do at starbucks or at any1's home also can....lolx....imagine 3 of us with 3lp sit down at starbucks ther do add maths project.....LMFAO....hahahhaha....i muz mind wad i doin these days....muz remember not single anymore liao...mai siao siao.....muz muz hange all the bad de stuff....but mind me lar...first 1 sure willl hab mistakes de....but but but...i'll sure to learn from EVERY mistakes I done And BE A better men after tat....BubBYe....

TO Cllt:
good luck in physic and maths tomolo lor...i noe u maths pro de....but still muz concentrate on physic...~MUaXX~HUgX~bubbye....and all the best...

welll i cant believe i'll post tis post so soon...welll tis should'nt hab happen at all...its jux me doin some stupid things which i shouldnt do at all....well I"M SORRY.....I PromISE shit lik tis won ever happen again at ALL....The more its nothing to more its something.....Well I HAb To POSt Tis I wanna Apologize for shit i've done....I done mean to come out with rubbish lik tis....well although u said its ntg but i noe its never nothing....I don mean to start with anyshit which would spoil things up....i deserve wad i deserving now....haiz....ITs truely my fault oni....Well i admit i'm flirty before I'm with U bUt NOW!I dont AT ALL....ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.........STUPID BEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I"ll still say SORRY....even its no cure or wad ler....well I'll very much learn from tis time mistakes....I noe wher were wrong and wher need to be repaired or changed.....I noe u u will somehow noe bout tis post...Hmmm...forgive me tis newbee Can MA????

buckcherry - sorry

Hmmm 1 thing tat some 1 said seems true lo....
some1 said when ppl in love they very sleepy De....
well seen some example...
lol...
its rubbish la...
no such thing de,some1's hypothesis wrong lar....
well sec,min,hours,days,weeks passsed.....
and every sec pass it gets better and more loving.....
except for the moment she mood swing lar.....
welll if elephant can pms y not girls rite?(no offence)
hahahahhahahahahahahhahaha.....
some1 sound abit tulan when i said tat jux now....
but i noe he is not cos he used to take higher dose then above....
well!not well!very well!very bad!
i'm cock-er.....
i shit a lot especially lately.....

What I feel for you,is really true. You got to know,I need you so. When you are gone,I can't go on. Can't you see, that you are the only one for me?

well i'm not good creating it my self but i hope u don mind if i lend from ppl....

I have liked many but loved very few.yet no-one has been as sweet as u.I'd stand and wait in the worlds longest queue.just for the pleasure of a moment with u

Well words jux dosnt seems enough to express how much i love her....
i heard and recv many coment from many diff ppl....
but tat don change the way i felt for u....
u alwiz say ur lucky to hab me...
well i think i much luckier to hav U....

Sometimes My eyes get jealouse of my Heart!!!
You Know Why?Bcoz.....You Always Remain close to my HEART n far from my EYES (suit us very well)

Take tis as an happy post and not any shit called the EmO post....
cos the emo emo stuff is long gone....
some says LOVE IS A REASON TO GET HURT....
well i guess i decide tat for my self....
ppl is feel free to coment as i'll take into consideration....
Changes i felt in me after 20/6/08 is minor and not really drastic...
i would say its a changes tat would make me better....
I'm sure bout tat....
Some says i'm nice ppl...
well i'll jux let ppl decide tat them self....
self praise is useless n pointless.....
Well When she NErds I NerDs....
although diff subs....
We should hab a ques asking session....
might do it sometimes with my dear....
well last wed we spend near 3 hours doin Our works....
Its A Nice DAy I luRve IT....
Wad Hppen???
Hmmmmmmmmm I DNR....
hahahahhahaa......
cos ntg did.....
can jux say we spend expensive time together oni....
well i saw something on some1's pm and kinda interesting

she says:
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Damn true right??
its freeking meaningful....
i dnr was she goin through till she said tat...
but no time to bother so much wor....
cos i my slf is very biz with my biz to bother bout others....
Tis wasnt a post to draws attention or wad so ever....
I'm not tat LOA dough....
its jux a post tell ppl how much i love n appreciate her...

<3 CllT *MuAxX*

hie....i noe its abit crazy to blog now...but hu carez rite???hahaha....today my first class of chemy...in alpha zone also....thx to darren and mum....darren's mum fetch us ther and bak....i hab been following him whole day round....cos he fetch me to tuition de....hahaha....well its my first day... and i would call it a smeelly day...cos KY smelly....welll.....He din bath go ttn wor....the the elephants feeet lik 3 years din wash de smelll....luckily lea...darren sit side him...i sit 1 seat further....THX GOD...darren was about to die....but darren oni notice its from him lik after 1 hours plus....~he is a bit slow~well it wasnt tat strong at my side....cos i'm FAR2 away....thx god again....well....the time in the clas i think i ter-sleep a couple of time....but after tat come bak jor now so sleepy edi....then when bak to my home totally not sleep...till now still can blog...haiz...its been some long time i said anything.....welll my DeaR updated her blog finally http://www.xanga.com/teng200691

last wed i pui her go cc do her add maths stuff de...it almost din happen...nothing much happen ther...cos its cc la wad could hab happen rite???hahahaha.....sweetest girl....but she manage to persuade her mum to let it happen.....she did said and blog something bout me...if u understand u understand la...but if u don then u go long piak la...i pui her ther in cc for couple of hours for her to do her on9 stuff...well she doin her work i playing game ma....so ther is at a point wher i drift the car till long piak and ACCiDENTLy ter-curse...my dear look at me lik wan kind and wanna strangle me...my oh my...hmmm...should watch my word next time...i reallly din meant it...but the word jux come out...hahaha....well....many ppl got many diff thinking....some says since i changed status i more kuku...but there is also ppl tt says me be good wor....and changed from devil to angel....hmmm....well tt is ppl opinion lor....i accept all opinion warmly....no body wann be bad the whole life rite???muz change once a while ma...then wher got ppl with 1 same attitude through out the whole life 1???so kuku la....changes is normal in teens....i was shock when i recv a msg asking whether teng is my gf anot....hahahaha.....cos i was totally unexpected....now its near 2 am but still got another midnite hantu not sleeping and watching movie and wating for me to blog fin...cos she gan jiong wanan see...and will be the first to see...haha...after blogging tis i guess i need to go to bed ler....although tomolo can sleep late....but lack of sleep can cause many sickness....so i guess its good nite la....byebye....

Six Things Im Passionate about:
1) myself~
2) my family~
3) my friends~
4) money!!~~
5) love~
6) study?(not really..haha~)


Six Things I Say Too Often:
1) kuku
2) *****
3) ******
4) ****
5) lolx..
6) bastard


Six Book I've Read Recently
1) text book (everyday also will read..cz skul..~_~)
2) tech magazine
3) Car magazine
4) Pc Games
5) phone magazine
6) Pc buyers


Six Songs I Can Listen To Again And Again:
1) LEavin-Jesse Mrcartney
2) Bsb-helpless when she smile
3) Akon-Sweetest girl
4) coldy O donis-wad u got!
5) bu hui ai
6) Jay chou-tui hou


Six Things I Learnt The Past Year
1) Ky is bad influence(really is)
2) study hard..
3) Emo Cos they wans a gf
4) KuKu is because no Gf
5) a empty heart is = EMo
6) lonely is very lonely