Dark night with snow falls

Emo, moody, tired, angry, sad! All ttm! :'(

I am so lazy to on my com. And since it's battery is also dead then it makes me more lazier to get it charged n turn back on. Dispite all that inconvenient I have something that I have to blog and also talked about. It's 10.00 am now. I am on my bed but I woke up real early for a day which I don't have class. Why? well I was real tired n sleepy yesterday.

Really don't know what happen yesterday though but I am really tired. The feeling is so shitty that it makes me feel like as if I am emo. Because I have difficulty in breathing and super uneasy everywhere. Stand sit and sleep nth makes me feel comfortable. Sp I decree to go to bee kinda early yesterday at about 11 pm. I slept the whole way through until 9.30 or so.

Althought the part above is really long and detailed but it isn't the point why I wanted to blog and having something to say about. Dispite my selfish action yesterday. I kinda hurt n affected someone really desr to me. It makes me fel kinda sucky bout It. Cos I only know bout it this morning. When I saw her late night massages n also my wall feed.
To my dear dearest dear, I would like to apologize for what happen yesterday. I bet you are real worried and yet nth can be done to help me. But dear don't worry just by being there for me always it already help me more then u can ever imagine. Sorry again for what happen yesterday. Allow me to make it up to you afterwards.

I love you *Stinkypoomao* 143443 thanks for everything.

I have so much to say by a sudden. I have so much to express by a sudden. I will so energetic by a sudden. Ofcoruse that also includes that my thoughts are going in the speed of light. So many things are going through my mind but only one thing remain in my heart. *you*

*random*
People comes and goes in my life. Some came and stay awhile then they leave. They leave footprint behind. They leave a wonderful lesson that money cant buy. I dint regret the things that i have done. If i would given a second chance i would repeat it all once again. Because I believe in domino effect. I also believe that its all those process and things that happen that brings me to you.

*I Believe In Faith*

I believe taht whats happens today to me, Its the most wonderful thing that everyone can have. Love, Those who dont like it called it responsibility. Those who plays with it called it a game. Those who dont hate it call it a dream. Those who understands it call it a destiny. and for me I called it You. The Power of love is the most powerful that GOD have ever created, thats why GOD created Adam and gave Adam, Eve. Its precisely the way i sees it. She was a gift. The most wonderful gift one can ever receive.

Her present is that makes me wanna wake up in the morning. her present is whats make me who I am today. Its a very wonderful feeling to be an important part of someones life. Her present is what makes me perfect.

Whats A Puzzle With A Missing Piece? Simply called puzzled.

With Every single piece comes into place, Which makes puzzle so amazing. As in the process you might not see the whole picture, but with ONE piece of puzzle its made perfect. Same case goes to love, Life isn't anything without love, but with love life is made perfect. The same way she perfect my life with the missing piece. The one little piece of puzzle that i have been hunting all this while.

Its feel so good, to have a person that would always be there for you, and its willing to be there to share her every moment with you. Without her, i might be the same old me, the same old ben. same old silly guy that does what ever he is happy doing without much of thinking.

Some say You know you are in love when you dont wanna go to sleep because reality is better then your dreams. For me, i say i love both day and night because in both world i know I have you always by my side.

*Anyone can catches my Eye, But only Someone Special Can Capture my Heart*

Good Night . <3

Thanks to my Stinkypoomao She has been micro blogging for me and also to cheer my blog up a lil bit. Since she knows that i am too lazy to get things done by my self sometimes. So I wanna Thanks her for helping me out all the time.

Melaka.
The two days one night trip to malaka was awesome. I mean everything was right until the end. but the little hassle at the end is not gonna stop me from having the best time with my stinkypoomao. We went with singhow and his gf. A double date u can say that. A wonderful one obviously. We enjoyed all their delicacy, tho the que was long but it never stop us from having the best food there. I would grade the trip 4/5 star. Well not bad i guess. Staying in A-famosa was quite a good one. Tho its abit far from town but then for the price we pay, it was good!

Micro Blogging.

I hope I wont be using the note, If can i would want to keep it forever. For a very long time. Cos it meant more then just a piece of paper. Every one piece of it, shows loves and lots lots of loves.

K thanks Good bye.

Well, the morning started like any other morning. Nth usual or nth unusual. just another morning. I woke up and woke my dear up. Just another wonderful morning Well the night before me and my dear we decided to cook for each other over at her place. Well its the first time we gonna do that tho. I went over to her place and as usual we have a light chat before we start cooking.


*now i know why she said I will have something to blog about today*

Indeed i cant deny. Another great things happen from her. Its not any other ordinary morning perhaps. When i was on call with my dear yesterday the whole night, Can notice that she was busying something over there, but i ask her and she keeps saying nothing. I felt for it. I though maybe she is reading some blogs or what that why sounded bit busy. but well, i just let it past.

This morning is when i know what was all the busy-ness that she is all about the night before. The picture says it all. Well I am talking about getting a bottle for me n her. But well she was a step faster then me. She got my favourite colour bottle. Not only that, she filled the bottle with a few notes, more like redemption coupons. Gawh, Isnt she sweet? the moment i saw the bottle i am like OMG!! I stonned, then we continue or plans to cook, but endded up she cooks for me only. Dyam* Sweetest ever. =) I am kinda still in a shocked mood now even tho it passed a day ago. She always knows how to put smile on my face, all the way to my heart. Btw, she got herself the green little version of this bottle. Cute!!!

She gives me a million reason to love her more every single day. There is no one reason for me not to love her for being so awesome. I feel very reluctant to use the bottle now. It looks so awesome with all the love she fills with. But if i not gonna use it then I gonna kena d.

*lilttle Notes*
Dear stinkypoomao, I love you a whole lot more everyday.  Well, let me take a look of it a few more days longer and when college starts I use it k? <3 Loads loads Of love my dears. Thank you so much for everything. Every little thing. <3

credits to tanyongchwen for singing marryyou altho it's kinda sucky. hahahahaha, but istillloveit. =) lessthanthreeyouloadsloadss <3

It is always good, come back from work knowingly that there will be someone lovely waiting for your return.
The feeling is like so awesome. It might not be alot for others, but yeah its lot for me. I mean what could be better then coming back from a hot hard day and having your dear waiting for me. =)

Like seriously no matter what time i come back also she waits for me. Sometimes even into the early mornings. Just wait and wait and I update her from time to time till the moment i am done. =). Like i said before my blog is gonna be the a place to rant, and also a witness to our love. <3

nites =) time to sleep. *less then threee*, stinkypoomao

You Wont Be Who You Are Today, If It Wasn't Of What Happen Before.