so basically everyone's patient has its limits....so pandai pandai la...if too much edi then don blame ppl for being bad to u lor...hahahah....
basically my parents went for holidays...and i and my sis is left at my ama house....haiz....with a car and full tank...wakakkaak....well i cant go out lepak anywher...except for goin eat oni...when got no food to eat....hahaha....i jux came bak from 2 round of mamak...since my fren malas wanna go bak then we went round then go again...hahahha....siao los...tomolo might go for mee since tis afternoon tak jadi edi...cancel last minute...dick...hahahaha.....
ohhh don lik when ppl does tat huh?now u noe how it feels when ppl does it?then y bother doin to ppl?sometimes i jux got so so so moodless looking at it...and sometimes moodless to reply....change....
thing will never stay's the same huh?all is said to be said...
i'm alwiz ther and i'm alwiz downed....
i jux hate those feelingz....never felt good....
haiz....my day is at home and nerd and sleep and computer oni...simple and yet boring...i cant simply go out lepak lik no body biz.....muz guai guai....hahaha....lolx....afternoon wanna invite baby eat but again i don think she can...hahaha....
baby's gonna nerd late...good luck and stay awake ya..don tertidur...hahaha...good nitex muaxxy
I''m getting super paranoid sometimes....I get easily pissed with little things....my new nick might be tornado...cos angin sepoi sepoi banyak cepat...i dnr wads wrong...but lil things seems to pissed me VeRY MUCH....Y r?i'm i getting crazy....i'm getting same sick as dee...jux not as bad as hers...my still under control....hahaha....lately i'm sick damn frequent also....dnr wads wrong...maybe nver drink enough water...so body damn heaty....hahaha....pls pls help me cool down...i neeed ice...i wan snow room....i wan slurpy...i wan COOOOOOOOL 7up...I wan Carlsberg if not Tiger PuN ok...anything...COOOL...i NEEd a fridge rOOm....I wan SNoW RoOM...I wan -ve degree RoOM...i wanna TO FREEZE.....LAstLY I wAN TECHNO to tag along CAN?i goonna ON 16 degree to nite till tomolo morning...And full fan....I on NOw...till later it should freeze d...big power for small room...i gonnae freeeze...YEAY....
YEsterday was my last bm tuition class...i was god damn sick...i do work lie down...my headache was killing bastard....hahaha...and so hot as if the fukking aircon was off....Can order a place in tanjung rambutan for me?I need a place wher crrazy ppl belongs....Cos i gettting crazy soon...paranoid disease...err skul sux everything sux...homework sux...shit smellls good....i wonders why....and my peeeee seeems lik diamond....OMG.....i hab been having the same food every thursday for 3 weeks consecutively....wtf?i'm soooo damn not happy....
All i wan to do now is Slek and do ntg jux listen song and froze.....i'm mooody....IN SHORT ITS CALLED EMO U blood M.F
My all time favourite techno was from dj speed-flying high...and many more from dj satomi....
I cant bother if i dnr...i guess the best is i dnr...
I'm sick I need help which it means i cant very much help others....
hahaha
Tis is when i'm A lil bit free and all is crazy to tag along...
I'm blogging maybe becos i felt lik i wan tO?hahaha...anyway....heres some anything bout wad happen lately...Skul is getting lamer each day.....its really best to jux study ur self at home....cos half the time i dnr wtf the teacher's doin at all....hahaha....i'm digging my grave wach day....I better stop and make a change...or else the longer it gets the deeper it gets...I noe its bad digging own grave and yet i'm trying not so hard to stop digging...I better TRY....hahaha
Its hard to try stopping wad i hab been doin for past 8 months EVERYDAY....reduce is something i totally can hab it and Agreed...but stop will feel very much odd and uneasy....will alwiz go check and see...cos its already a habit when u do it everyday....for such long time...hahaha....its for our very own good...how can u don do something which is good for ur self rite?hahahah...
I cant drive over 80km/h on highway with my mum in car...if my dad oni then i guess i can go for faster....mum's kinda scare of my driving...haha....i'm kinda scare with her onboard also...i don hate skul and i don lik skul....skul is jux a place i visit everyday whether i lik or don....hahaha....
<3 cLlT 4eVa
Topic i promised...here it goes...
Its a something wher can happen anywher anytime and ofcourse any1....
AIM:Jux another random topic....Goe to no1...Cos i don noe any1's lik tis....Pls don...
Definition:Hypocrisy (or being a hypocrite) is the act of pretending to oppose a belief or behaviour while holding the same beliefs or behaviours at the same
its a simple behaviour done by human to pretend...Well tis happenz anywher...but not at me or my fren...cos i believe our years prove it all....My click 5...consist of siva,darren,ky,briand and me....I believe we r frenz and true frenz...(i hope)...I cant understand how could ppl tat don lik each other be with each other?Erm....Would u ppl hab anything to say to another person which u don lik?Sry I cANT...Cos if i don lik tat person,UR OFF....Die die also i wont talk to u unless i'm forced to....
haha....True frenz are hard to get...and it last...sry if any of the my reader r hypocrites....I wont ask hypocrites to do anything....Seriously they R gooD actors...Since they can act so well i would suggest Hollywood to giv them a try in the acting industry....For those who thinking to be a hypocrites i would not comment anything...Its ur wish lo....Imagine La!Ur goin out with ppl u don lik and yet ur acting lik ur very close together....Come on!How to go out with ppl u don even lik but force to act lik u lik?
I can die wei if tis happenz to me....but luckily i'm not in thoe situation....I believe some be hypocrites and hab their OWn Reason....IT BEtter BE A GoOd ReaSon Or ElSe....i hab been rounding my sripts for several days edi...partially i'm bz...lalalalala....Pls Pls Be UR SelF K?if the person lik u he/she better lik hu U r...or else jux fuk off....No point acting so much which will in the end hurt UR Self....
Took me 30 min to jux convert dvix and burn to a DVD disk...Not as a data disk but a bootable Dvd player disk...i so hard oni found the software...MAyB I'm noob...hahhaa...but the quality was A OK....hahaha....not much run....well Yesterday went To CArEy Island for seafood...cos wanna celebrate mum's birthday which is on 11aug...hahaha....for the past weeeks keep got ppl belanja so cant celeb till yesterday.....And so Asusual i drove ther lo...on da way bak DAmn JAM...and i freeking wanna pee edi...ARGHHHHH.....damn cant tahan...stuck ther nearly 1 hours...Bloody Asshole....those stupid police close from 3 lane to 1 lane...haizzz....my bladder almost BURST...walao....
at first is plan wanna go aunts house but too jam and late edi so malas wanna go edi....I plan burn the dvd giv my aunty and watch in hers house....but since din go edi then muz wait till next week edi lo....otherwise no chance to giv edi....hahaha....yesterday detention class....till kinda late...i really did....till kinda late....cos friday sleep to much then sat afternoon also sleep...so I kena denda...wakakakaka.....denda nerd...wahahahahahaha.....well i guess i did ok yesterday...hahaha....
today mornin wake up 10.00 plus lik tat....hahahaha....then go c house then go eat....then go jucso buy donut...hahah....then come bak..then now its wad u see....blogging..later got to work....Self work...= stud...waakakkaka....how DID i BEcoME SO NERD?not SO nerd but more nerd then last time edi la...walao...i need nerd specs....I need nerd outfit...Gosh....
So basically wad keep bonds tight is a thing called trust...so Trust is comething damn important...once trust is broken shits happen...the world will fall on u...trust is something when breached it will fail on u....A relationship is also the matter of trust...how can be with 1 if u don trust onces rite?if can means bullshit la...sure something tat makes u trust tat some1 to be with tat 1...
the reason tis has become a topic in my post is bacause recently i encounter something to do with trust...not happened on me but on ppl around me...haiz...y trust muz be the reason many shits happen?if one don trust another its hard to it to work out!get it?so pls pls pls...don do things which will breached trust...cos its hard to gain bak wad u lost...u might lost things u work very hard for...and all hard works will be for shits...don waste waste life...
Misunderstanding is something co-related to trust...misunderstanding is another shit which is easier to solve compare to BReached of trust...misunderstanding happenz alwiz....but for those which is willingly to listen and clearify the prob then things will go on smooth and better?hahaha...get it?better DO...its maded harder when misunderstanding happenz and 1 is not willingly to explain or another is not willingly to listen And clearify the misunderstanding...so its best if 1 explain wad truely happen and another listens wad happen...easier to solve prob tat arrise...it also makes ppl tat tries to sabotage harder...cos u wouldnt noe wad ppl might do rite?or how frenz tat could stabs ur bak and do shits to tat u wont be more happier then them....
its alwiz best to play with da rule and don break rulez...cos if u break rulez and u get caught!U DIE...play by the rulez and play safe...don cheat...or else DIE...wanna live long?follow the simple steps....
Meaningful WOrds I've ReaD
What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?
Some people live and some people die.
But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...
That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...
If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.
p/s:hahha.....i pretty love it when i read's it...Mind If I CoPY...I love the content...Its pretty cOOl...tHx DeE...
Simple Plan - how could this happen to me
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
hahahha...and so class at skul was on as usual from 9+ till near 12....gosh....thxie Pn Nurhafizah....Shes great woman....she publish her own book which is out on store now...but sry i forget the tittle....shes talented woman....hahaha....and so jux to buy drinks for the class ky drove our to sion onn to buy the drinks and come bak...hahahaha....
after bio class
ky drove us round the world tis holiday....well we plan to eat chicken rice ourside bukit tinggi ther....but thx to darrens mum we dint make it....cos darren mum cook chicken rice....which is delicious....trust me...DArren ! ur mum should open restaurant...hahahaha....well chemy class is X'tream boring and sleepy....dnr is it the sir's fault we so sleepy....we three behind de can keep see we goin to die anytime.....cos seriosuly is damn sleepy....borink and die-ing....hahhaa...
after darren house
its me here doin blogging since feel lik blogging....driving family out for dinner later....hahaha...still haben decide wad to eat Yet....But sOme1 has fish for dinner....hahahahah.....great great....fish got protein.....chaox
Well Tis holiday has been crazy...Since we hab new driver in the hood we go makan damn alot and waste damn a lot money easting here and ther....DAMN....Well THx To KY our new drive...and also a curser...he curse damn a lot lik no body biz oni....
monday.....
besides tuition and all i don think anything special happened....
last tue....
well last tue i did a surprice and my baby really was shocked to see me ther in jusco cos i tell her i not goin but i suddenly appeared behind of her...haha...well in actual we din plan to go edi...but some how my fren wassss soooo kinda they join me ther...cos my baby is ther ma walao...thx to them again...wasting time and moneh....well thx again to ky tat fetch us all around....and darren tat accompanied last tue....wouldnt had made it without u guys....
WEd....
well after class ky fetch us go yong's shop and eat chicken rice...hahahha...and saw tct car ther...and some1 took up the wiper....hands itchy....then after tat went bak edi lo....welll the mee stall at melawis ther has not been open for a few days edi...we went ther a couple of time but din get to eat cos kedai tutup....i wonder wads wrong....
Thurss....
We plan eat bkt and we did...before class....we eat half way then seom1 told class cancel....FINE....so we din noe wher to go we try to go tag and surf but haben open so we went 7/11....many crazy stuuff and shits happen on the way to any wher....but i hab beeen requested by the actors to remove the vids cos its extreame explicit...the words to over the limit....
FriDAy????
TomOLos stody ya
Hi Friends,
Pls read….nice word
小心讀每一個,再用一兩秒想一想
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting
and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
~Yesterday~
Hahaha...yesterday reach skul early in da morning oni go medern minum while wait ky come...cos muz leave all da stuff in his car....Cos after tat he fetch us eat then to darren house then to tuition...DriveEr la...hahaha....Great to hab a fren tat can drive and can drive alone....ahhaha....not to say we wanna take advantage but i would consider it as helping oni lo...WEll we plan to eat at melawis...Manatau the stupid shop din open....haiz....cos we told siva to meet ther ma...Cos tat nigga got to go home take $$ first...since the shop is close then we went to wait at his house lo...tat idiot fellar go change up damn long wei....sementara wating we decide la wher to eat!so ended up eating sat KFC(klang Fu*king Centre)wakakkaka* in teluk pulai ther...hahaha....Should not had ate so much chilli....cos i kenot eat spicy then when too much rite the stomach cant work well....ttS y ppl can hardly see i eat very spicy food de....Cos i cant....
i don pretty much noe wads gonna happen today but i noe wads gonna happen at nite atleast...goin with my family for some buffet at puchong ther or something...but i guess the whole afternoon and morning will be stuck at home d la...batter make a good use of it...otherwise its gonna be wasted lik any other day....fine fine...i woke up oni remember the breakfast for tis mor is maggi!muz cook ish....TIll now haben go eat...cos made of steeel no need eat de....Okie oKie....Mum jux said tat Tonite not goin puchong edi...idiot last min decision...Go pelama EAt?WTF?go own self la....malas wanna go....call darren them later...see mayb jux follow them go jJ...bETTER....fuk pelama...
WAiT Tilll PPl Feeel WAd I fEeEl Now THen U Will NoE TaT ItS Not RiGHT....SomeHow SomeTHinG iS Not RigHT and I cant Noe Y...
sometimes its wrong to be alil bit more sensitive...
yesterday i watch white chicks...and the buggar said damn true...watch it again...analyze the words then u will noe wad She THe black guy said...hahhaaha.....
I DNr I ThiNk I Noe But I LoVe My Self And my cute lil baby
Hie YAll
Ns
Well if follow the sms by counter 15888 its said to be wher i din kena....but well like i told any1 else don too happy first...cos the full list is out on 14aug oni...but for those Which kena already via sms,Jux enjoy urself...It will be great...Don worry too much>...Will hav fun 1...But for those which din kena(majority) pls be prepared too watch out for the list by 14 aug....Check Out Here..Well Jux don so worry bout anything....It will be great...
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Loves And LOves OncEs
Well it great and everything is great....My baby is alwiz been busy...stupid skul gav her many homework which makes her hab tight schedule...TAts Life Is Guess....ALWIZ HECTIC....hahaha....Its been WeeeEEEks Since i last meet her....Well Hopefully things will change soon and i get to meet her....DESPERADE liao la...but no choise still got too yan....Nothing Gonna change how we r no matter wad....Still gonna be Close Lik Never BEfore...And Getting Better EVERY Single Days...And For THose WhiCh WAnna See SPM Exam timetable kinda View My BAby Blog....She Scan And Uploaded to her blog....CLICK HerE
Gua BAnYAk RINDu SAma Dia <3
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Skul
well skul is Lik normal lik any other day...homework,Studies,lecture,Nagg,and ofcourse many funny stuff....I'm NOT SMALL HEART u DICk....I'm TOO Big to be small heart....hahaha....well every1 is asking and talking bout NS...lik as if ITs some BIG deal...not because i din kena so i wanna talk big...I'm more worried cos The tarikh penentuan Is 14AUG...Well i'm not really prepared but wad can i do rite?jux face it cos i got TO one day....was kinda crazy before clicking and sending sms...NERVOUS la...hahha....
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RanDom And StuFF wHich pOp Out MY NaNo BRaiNZ
Notice ther is quite a number of ppl which noe me which i don even noe Them?lolx....ANyWAY HIE YA'LL...Glad Not To nOe U although U noe Me...hahaha....they muz hab seen my frenster or blog or heard from ppl or wad so ever la...I guess frenster go higher posibility cos my blog de visitor is all regular customer de...can noe via all the tracker i installed...Same ip or closed ip all the time...hahahaha...Sure Ther Is A wAy 1 RItE?hahah....anyway,anyhow HIE is wad i gonna say to ya'll tat noe me...
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well sometime u hurt ppl without noticing but it really DOES?ExcEPt when i HURT u KY...well sometimes somethings tat we do hurts but ppl jux kept it?and try to yan...hahaha...Again I EXplaiN ITS RAnDOm STUfF...NotHING WroNG WITH ME or the relationship i am IN...So sometimes lesson is not needed to learn?cos sometimes when something happen already its TOO LATE?Sometimes i dnr whether is good to be sensitive or Kayu?cos both hab their pro and cons...sometimes if were too sensitive the thing tat ITs NOT will be YES?*confusing*nvm nvm...Sometimes somethings tat seems ok may not be ok and you might not hab noticed it?well n sometimes if too kayu ppl might not lik it?
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I'm a ppl which Don expect much from anything....HaPPy go LUCY GUY!very small things is enough to make me happy!Small Words Little Words its good enough...I don need ppl or my loves once to be working hard or doin many things to impress or make me happy....cos i'm easily satisfied...TAT ExPLaiNz my bad result?gosh....Its a attitude which need some modification...well its good in some ways....and bad in study wise...need change need change....
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(More randoM StuFF)
weel sometimes somethings don need to be covered cos some how ppl will noe?hahaha....look at an egg...It seems lik totally resistance rite?but somehow air still enters?lolx...some ppl which kena ns in my skul de i see they try to cover they sadness for not being picked or being picked...Its all in ur eyes....try hard but it will eventually leaked?well sometimes i jux don seems to get ppl...HUMAN ARE COMPLICATED....agree with me no matter lik it anot...hahah...well GOD created many diff type of ppl so the ppl will mix and share their diffrences...can u imagine god created every1 the same??gosh it would be dulll and ALIKE!hahaha....GOD is great...
How can one measure how much some1 loves or miss another 1?well sometimes we don noe how much it is...we our selfs noe bout our selfs...and no1 can noes better....But sometimes when human feeel its not ther but in actualy ITs ther...Some got to be more sensitive and some got to be less sensitive....Too much of either 1 will kill u my FREN....hahahaha...Get even Get Rite Get A LIFE....
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DiGi PRomotIon
Reload RM100 now! and get 1 year validity...Its good for those which don use a lot and alwiz accumulate lotz of money...But 1 thing la!U need to reload Rm100 which is kinda lot at a time....my dad jux did to his second line and ky did it to his too...>Its lotz of saving if u calculate rm30 a month..but u don use tat much....and end up collecting few hundred day end of the day....So hurry Up PromoTIon EndZ 31aug....Too late then its good bye....RELOAD 100 ANd GET 360DAys Period...
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Brylcream WAx
its so called easy wash off Formula is a fukking lie...its so hard to get it off....Even gatsby does a better job without telling its a easy wash off wax...I wash 2 round with shampoo and still can feeel the stupid thing sticking on my hair...It makes me so irritated...cos it cant get clean...So I Would NOt ReComEnd PPl TO buy Berylcream WAx as iTs rubbish...its jux smelll nice but not really nice to use...I wasted 13bucks for tat shit...should hab jux get gatsby wax which is more reliable and oni Rm1+ more expensive then brylcream...Turts me GUYs don buy brylcream...
IT SUX
GTH BRYLCREAM
TRusT GATsBy
My OpiNion
THe first few part say is damn true and i cant deny tat is true...but the last few part lik the sickness part wasnt really true....well its up to u to see how true it means...