Dark night with snow falls

i din really noe why i was doin tis!haha.
but sometimes we jux do things jux because we felt lik doin it?
hmmm.i got my dinner and food everything downther.but i am jux to lazy to get bath and go to eat.
i don think i would hav the apetite to eat it after all.i alwiz love the porridge but today the porrigde is the same but i jux felt tat its gonna be tasteless tats why till now lazy to even get my bath moving to do all my stuff.damn i am die-ing.realy fast real quick tis time.aiks aiks aiks.virus kena me edi.

don feel lik eating.maybe today puasa la.since don think i can eat.so far i had a meal tis morning till now.yet yet yet.damn bo hungry.haha.sometimes decision is not in our hands.sometimes we wans it very much,if ur not meant to get it then every lilttle things might jux spoil it.

i jux felt tat i hav so much to say.so many words.so many thoughs.so many opinion.i wans to many things.but but.i jux cant let it all out now.suddenly lik no words eh.hahaha.well well.hmmm.sometimes we hav to live with decision tat others has made.its not tat we cant make out own decision,but its our decision its not the way ppl wanted.sometimes its their future plan has excluded us inside.so we has to make our own,new,future plan's.

lik i ever said.thing will not alwiz goes the way u MOST WANTED.nah."we" are jux not those lucky ones.me is jux another person on planet earth.wher things will go the ways we never wanted and least hoped.errrr miracle?aiyo.u think u live in fairy land r?hahaha.maybe its does happen.but its jux not for ppl lik me.

sometimes we say,aiyo put less hope then we crash softer.but but.someetimes thing jux don allow us to decide.sometimes we cant decide wad we wan.we can say wad we wan.but to really get wad we wan is jux aint as easy as talking it self.yesh.the world thse days is jux aint tat easy.every1 is getting more complicated.try living a simple life!maybe not on earth maybe not on milinium.try living the stone age.hahaha.