yeah it is be lar dy amazing how fast time just zoom zoom past. And i finally come to notice that high school is already 3 years away. 3 freaking yearS!!! haha. its amazing huh? lol. Know what? i still keeps most of the high skcool books and notes till TODAY! My floor is so darn messy. So i had no choice and have to clean it all up before my coming sem, Otherwise i wont have enough space for all my rubbish! At first, its about cleaning the floor only, but then the fortitude cames along and i end up clearing up all those "secrets" i left over in my closet. MOre like a bookshelf actually. At first i got 3 stacks of what so ever in the shelf. 1 for high stuff then, pre-U and another is for what so ever thing else.

so i finally decided to throw all the high school notes and texts away. well, its been there long enough. so its time for it to go. far far away. looking back at all those notes and cute cute things people done for me, gosh its so memorable, high school have many many wonderful moment with wonderful people. its all those little thing where it dosnt matter so much at that time, but as time past it serve as memory we will never forget. not all are happy stuff, there are not so happy moment, but then its all great moments with great lessons learned along the way. =)
not to forget i manage to dig out a few assignment i did back then when i was in form 2. YEAh~~ it goes wayyy wayyy back. i told my mum i am keeping it. mum says HAR? i said for my kids~! she laugh and said up to u, its ur storage space.

at there is also a pile of physic notes someone did for me "hehe" i still keeping it u know!!! she might not probably see this, but then thx for the notes its not an easy job to write and arrange the whole of form 5 physic notes. =)

so i even did throw all the pre-u stuff where i did not did so well, its a dark past. a waste of many things in that period of time. but then its all worth while. i had a fun ride a learn a thing or two bout humanssss. hahaha.
i only keep few text boook from pre-u such as econs!! accounting!!! and some of CAE papers. thats all.

i throw a whole lotf lots of paper. not throw actually more like recycle. tries saving some, but many are not worth keeping and some are really worth throwing. let it all go, let it all pass. just keep buried at a cornet of our hearts, and leave it there untouch and unsaid. =P

ohh yeah never forget, many notes from my current degree course also i throw throw it all away! haha. its over, like it or not, ITS History. haha. i am preparing for new notes, new subject, new people, new lectures and new new new all way long for this new year! haha.

ohh yeah never forget that i slept at near 5 the nite before and up at around 9.30am. keep cant sleep. so i decide lets work abit today. then see if i would be tired enough to sleep at night! haha. (bad insomnia)

thats all. took some pics along the process of cleaning up. haha.






on the process of cleaning up.







done. cute dog doing its usual "stuff" hahaha

Dont quite know how am I suppose to put it into words. But then lets try yeah! hmmm. new year? 2011!!!! how i start? I was poker-ing at the moment of new year! with my very very close brothers. This new year starts with very close relationship with friends around me. that night i only went back at 3 and reach home at 3.30 am. Yeah!! awesome i know it! hahaha. but then, i watched some movie till about 4 plus, 


Guess what? from then till dawn I cant sleep! I was blamming the Tea i had before i came back, but it never happen like this before. ITs just teh O ice. and Only 1 Cup? (as i know I still sleep the last time) and never forget i took alcohol before that, i should sleep real tight right? just dont quite know what happen. i cant sleep. my bed was facing the window, so i watched the sun rise infront my eye. LOL! until about 8am + i decied to give up trying to sleep and end up just go facebooking and round around the web. haha. just frustrating when I cant sleep, especially when i tried so hard to sleep!! DENG!!! haha. 

so what i feel bout this new year? in short, ITS JUST ANOTHER YEAR! haha. i sleep so much still. and movie marathon almost everyday!!! atleast 2 movie. ATLEAST!! nah i got nothing to do. i wake up at 12 or 1 or 2 and start to dig for food i found around my house, if got nothing then i go out. 

its beeng lonely tho, my sister left and now i am alone when i go for lunch, and wake up alone. no one to argue with me, dont have her annoying sounds lingering around the house! miss it a lil tho. and since she is not in, i got so lazy to get out from the house to find for food. i just laterally feed my self with anything and just get over it. haha. well, what am i suppose to do wei? go out lunching alone??? nah, thats way too emo for a guy like me and i hate ppl cock stare at those ppl eating alone. looks so kesian. macam tada orang to pui that fellar! haha. i Dint WAnt those sympathy!!!! or those cock stare! haha. so save it and eat maggie at homE! haha. or cook la! 

6 days! and every day is just gonna be another day. until my college start! and lets pray and hope for some different to happen in my life. not that i dont like it now! i get to sleeep alot, i don have anything to think about, besides what to eat later for my lunch. haha. its a good life man! a good 1! haha. but college will be fun! probably meeting new people, different people, maybe make some great friends! *possible lover* awhhhh. never knew whats gonna happen right? so lets stay possitive. 2011 is not being a bitch yet. but lets see how far my wonderful life cruse along the year and see what happen! haha. 

i see many ppl start screwing that their year starts off badly, dont worry tho, things will eventually work it self out. 2011 gonna be great! stay tuned! stay tuned! 

ohh yeah, that fact hits me real hard when i finally accept the fact the i am 20!!! 20!!!! damn its 20!!! for good ness sake! i am no longer a teenager. I am grown up! A big boy/ A young men! next year and i will be legal for casino and all clubs! haha. crazy crazy! but then i am 20!!! damn!!! some may say its only 20! YEAH, but then still i want to brag bout it, living around people which is 19. a year younger. dont change much of a fact actually, but then just the thing bout 20 that I dont, for no reason! hahaha. jsut don like! 

thats all la. i blog like i talk. DENG!!! 

now another movie then its good night world!!! enjoy ur self enjoy ur day make the best out of what ur self can offer! =)