so oh yeah, i've on holiday like since ever since. haha. yeah its super long, and i'm satisfied. i did sleeep super long. anytime anyday. yeah many ppl is liek so jealous of what i'm going through here. too bad, i'm lucky UR NOT! haha. so yeah, holiday sleep eat on9, those usual stuff people does. i sleep from 3 hours a day to maybe 24 hours? or nearly ther. yeah, i'm PIG. a huge a this time. well, besides being driver fetching my sis, i doubt there is anything much to be done, oh yeah also include time i spend checking out colleges and open days then enquiry, calls, etc etc. many phone calls made. long talks, sometimes it gets too long that i ask them to call bak! u want my money? u CALL me!

so basically thats what i've been doing. everyone is busy with colleges and all, DAMN i'm jealous. hahaha. yeah it may sounds kuku that i;ve been excited for my course to start! while many others complain what a hectic life htey have being goin over, GUESS WHAT? i actually miss those time i spend middle of the night rushing my assignment, studies late night. sigh, but i believe when its back, i'm gonna complain and start screwing what a hectic life this piece of shit is!

thats human, they never get saticfied with what they have! they always wants more and better stuff! ofcourse better life too!

i'm actually kinda happy with my life now, tho there is nothing much happening, or going on. BUT its SIMPLE! its great. simple is good. complicated is bad. because i mgith eventually get lost in my own life? sounds stupid? but it did happen before. haha. i'm lucky to be who i am, with who i have, great frenz , great family, just felt blessed. those lil things that i've never noticed has now become something that i'll never forget!

my life before teach me alot alot alot. hahaha. real damn appreciate to ~u know who~ for teaching me what money cant buy. hahaha. u r my best lover, my best freen, my best x, tho looking at wher we stand now, but nvm la. just hope that u have a blessed and a blast life ur self! hahaha.

now i've understand the phrase ~looking back is not teardrops but smile~

never forget, some animal, that was always there for me, when i really need some1 to disturb, i'll call her anytime! hahaha.we do spend lots of time together too. lol. thx~ u r wonderful fren! lol.

i have great fren~

the only thing bugging me is i'm not satisfied with my self, includes status, edu level, looks, height,
(yeah i expect alot from my self)

ARGH! i seriously damn happy with my life~!

hopefully entering a new phrase of life will bring better and more meanings to my life. 

FAMILY
fren
Music
?????????
i love you all loads! 
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

yeah i seen it. i come to believe it was for me too. but ther is tis thing i would wanna say or else its like a piece of meat stuck in my throat. i've never blame u or anything but myself. i believe u r just being who you are. but a lil advice, sometimes the truth is already said and proven, all u have to do is just to believe it.

its okay too think too much, everyone does the same. i do my self. but at a certain point, i finally come to an understanding that its really the truth. i did told u the truth. don blame everything to ur self. u don have to burden ur self tis way. i believe u have pretty much problem ur self. and this should not come in the way to burden u even more.

as in for me, i felt everything is fixed. all u have to do is to believe wad i say is true, because it really is.
i don wish things be this way way. i don wish ther is gap or distance, i onli wish everything would be bak to normal.

=)

i'm sry if i take things too lightly, someday u will know why.
SRY!


All I ever wanted was to be part of ur heart,
and for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one in the world can even compare to you.
No one is this world would ever replace you, 
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would, 
I love you so much more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and our past,
by the way you look at me I know we were not meant to last.
I hope that someday you'll come to realize, 
how perfect you are when seen through my eyes

As far as the ocean is wide
through miles and miles of sea;
You will be someone special
a true miracle to me.

As high upon the mountain tops
as high as one can climb;
You will be so dear to me
the best friend I can find.

As many stars that twinkle
throughout the heavens above;
You will be a a bright reminder
of what it means to love



Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall. Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected. LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.
Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart.
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.
Men vs. women: Men would rather sacrifice love to conquer the world. Women would rather give up the world just to be with someone worth the sacrifice.Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but sensible balancing of both.Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has it's way of expressing itself despite the silence.The happier the memory, the deeper it hurts.
There are so many stars in the sky only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.


hmmm i think it was saturday nite. well i'm too free so i tried la. see if it knock me off. tis is wad i did. 

                                               
                                                                                                                 that jar/ cup i bought for 24 bucks


 (inside is 10% henessy + 10% white lable + 60% carls and 20% jolly) (times 2). try having 2 jug of those. hmmm. it does knock me off. lol. fun wei! haha


anyway its just for fun. lol. got company then even better. lol



die lor. my house line got problem. cant even make calls or even internet. all i hear when i pick up the phone is toooot toooot tooooot. chao ci bai la. lol. whooops so long din curse edi. lol. i cant live without internet tho i don do any big business wit it but i just cant live without it. lol. hhahaha. easily down for a week d la. since tis is not oni internet problem but its the whole phone line go prob. haha.

current status = At bangi kopitiam. kolian dai have to on9 outside. go bak then dieed. lol. bored to death.


Time : 3.53

gosh my parents so long winded. lol. from just now dinner chat chat until now oni i can reach home. i dnr wads wrong with me lately. like gonna sick gonna sick. or maybe badly ill.gosh better now fall sick now wei. anyway. like everyday i am super tired and sleepy. wnana go do pig edi. nitex!

all also go do pig la K? lol. 


Time : 10.30

just bak from ucsi and ucti tis time. lol. now oni just reach home. have to rush and go out for dinner later at 6.30 dinner at 7. jior everything so rush rush i think i gonna fall even more sick. hahaha. got time when i am bak for dinner then i write longer. as for now i mush rush go bath then out for dinner d. tataz


Time : 6.17pm

well i have been out since morning. gosh. i was real super sleep. i think i goin to fall sick anytime edi. lol. keep got headache on and off. lol. ever after since breakfast wit family then go limteh with fren and all. then nite go dinner with family till 10plus. gosh i was super sleepy my eyes closing. i was so blur tat i drove out without licence somemore drive all the way to klang then find no food then rush bak go pandamaran. damn i'm sotong. lol. hmmm. keep rush them to faster come bak cos i wanna sleep. so reach home around 10.30 lik tat. GOSH FINALLY home sweet home. lol.

GUESS wad? after reach home then i brush up and all edi suddenly no electric. FUCK! i edi lying on bed wanna sleep jOr. then my dad got tis brilliant idea to go out limteh at 11pM!!!! then go until now oni reach home. Just a short blog of wad practically happen. now oni got time to on9. gosh. how pity. hahahaha.

the words i said the most today was Efffing hell and idiot and HOT HOT HOT! seriously the weather is so damn hot. i gonna fry. tat explains why i getting sick grrrrrr!!!!

rating : good day.

random ; its better the way it is now, good for both of us like tis. haha who noes huh? in about 1,2 years down the road, we meet somewhere, we might eventually smile and say hie. leave it all burried behind. lol. aint too much huh??? hahahaha. since we cant love each other, no point hating each other too.






finally i can sleep. thx GOD. lol. it really was a long and busy day. haha. =)
NiteX WORLD!!!!

at i-city, i looked so stone. haha

Time : 12.41am