its been some times since i last post anything in my blog . yeah i jux don ave to mood to say or write anything.

no matter how bad things was but i jux keep it close in betweeen. Cos i realised no1 can help me, and the 1 that can is not bothering at all.

last week or last last weeek, i reformated my laptop due to some graphic problem. so i backup everything in to a hard disk instead of the phd borrowed from ky. its because i wanna scan everything first before i put into his drive. scared got virus. GUESSS WAD?>>>>?????

the drive that i did my backup IN, BURNED! i was hell pissed and down. 70% of my data are gone. nw i cant even access that drive, everything that i backEd up in ther is totally forgotten and gone for goodness sake. Guess wads gone?"

1. My whOle MY document.( including pics, vids, received file, basically everything in life!)
2. 50% of my songs.
3. Movies
4. downloaded data.
5. college stuff
6. and a whole lot more.

can u imagine losing ur whole MY DOCUMENT? i was really down and sad. i cant eat nor sleep because of that. that is SOOOOOOO many things which is priceless in ther. Some which will never return again. i was pethatic and stupid. I LOSE IT! i cant talk bout it no more. ITS GONE! its was that i can said. Lucky ther is some saved in the phone. thx.
and for now my laptop is facing the same problem after reformatting and losing everything.
i jux can conclude that my laptop is gone!
how bad is things goin to be?

Lets Live Life to find out!

WHY MUZ ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END?

so i wont be seenss on9 as frequent as i do anymore. i guess i shall pay more attention in studies then
the problem is i still have assig to be doned up. i jux donor how. Everything jux come crashing down to make everything much worst then anything could ever be. don worry i will be trying to make my self to accept wad ever i've been thrown. i will hug all my challenges and overcome it no matter how bitter or sweet its goin to be.

life is not oni about laughing at the happy times, but it living up enduring all challenges.

have faith in fate! have fate in god.
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lastly happy holiday to all my skulling frenz. May u have the fullest out of ur holidays.

my life is goin to be as usual as its goin to be. weekly scheduled classes wil be on as usual as it can be.

LIVING A SIMPLE DULL LIFE! wont be as sad and pethatic as u guys think it can be.

cant imagine living without my laptop. i guess i shall get used to it. MOCKS is coming up. SIGH.

i shall bring my laptop to repair. or i shall jux let it rot? i dnr.

living life without U is jux sad, boring , dull, black, and emo!
i wish u wont leave,
i hope u could jux stay,
i wish u would be here,
i hope u can still cheeer me,
i wish u can help me,
i hope u would do fine,
i wish u will forgive me,
i hope we will be bak.
i wish i can turn bak time
i hope i can do things right,
i wish to continue stay strong.
i hope to still be ther e for u lik i used to,
i wish things can be turned around,
LASTLY, i hope u still CARE!

GOOD BYE WORLD!!!
HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!

love you more then anyone in the world.
no words can describe my feeling and love for u.


It will be sometime before i am bak.
sign off ~Ben~

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