Dark night with snow falls

its been some times since i last post anything in my blog . yeah i jux don ave to mood to say or write anything.

no matter how bad things was but i jux keep it close in betweeen. Cos i realised no1 can help me, and the 1 that can is not bothering at all.

last week or last last weeek, i reformated my laptop due to some graphic problem. so i backup everything in to a hard disk instead of the phd borrowed from ky. its because i wanna scan everything first before i put into his drive. scared got virus. GUESSS WAD?>>>>?????

the drive that i did my backup IN, BURNED! i was hell pissed and down. 70% of my data are gone. nw i cant even access that drive, everything that i backEd up in ther is totally forgotten and gone for goodness sake. Guess wads gone?"

1. My whOle MY document.( including pics, vids, received file, basically everything in life!)
2. 50% of my songs.
3. Movies
4. downloaded data.
5. college stuff
6. and a whole lot more.

can u imagine losing ur whole MY DOCUMENT? i was really down and sad. i cant eat nor sleep because of that. that is SOOOOOOO many things which is priceless in ther. Some which will never return again. i was pethatic and stupid. I LOSE IT! i cant talk bout it no more. ITS GONE! its was that i can said. Lucky ther is some saved in the phone. thx.
and for now my laptop is facing the same problem after reformatting and losing everything.
i jux can conclude that my laptop is gone!
how bad is things goin to be?

Lets Live Life to find out!

the whole scenario seems soooo moody.

its raining now.

its tears rolling.

Thx god for taking care of her and for listening to my prayers.

when i cant anymore.

After hearing that, i am jux glad she is ok.

pls protect her from any danger.

although it happen sometime ago.

its sad to have to hear it from others.

its sad, when u love some1 but u cant care for them.

its cruel to say people to say i love u not when he/she love her most.

Once you've been tagged, you have to answer all the questions HONESTLY.Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged :)

1.How old were you when you had your first relationship?
liik 17?

2. Are you taken/single?
DurH!! singl3

3. Do you like anyone right now?
Nah no specific some1.

4. Ever had your heartbroken?
YEAPSSSSSSSS

5.Miss anyone right now?
YEAPSSSSS. like the only 1.

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
snail!!!!

7.Last person to text you?
jia HUI?

8. The last person U saw!
My dadddddd

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
he drive lik crazy.

why tis topic come into mind? haha.

both the words emotional and anger are great words and strong in sense.

this 2 words come with such energy that it can ruined alot of things.

this feeling will last for 5-10 mins oni. if u can bare it through means it will be over until the next time.

this emotional anger may in result hurting ur self or hurting others very super badly. the words that come out is unimaginable i am serious. and at that point u will hurt ppl very bad and u might jux not notice it. which is real bad. regret after that might already leads to blood flowing of the heart d.

jux try to control ur anger. and u will be a much much better person. but many failed to do so. they tend to jux release it all out. if release on the right people then its ok. or release on ppl that don mind then its ok. haha. cos they will lik sponge absorb everything in. and leave no footprint of being angry or wad so ever. haha. u will noe who in life that will tolerate urs.

at point i notice that hurting people u loved is more hurting ur self. so i decided to reside in anything which is thrown to me. and no point. sometimes i rather not noe. cos i noe the truth is the pain. but cant help it. human are curious rite? they tend to wanna noe and then after tat get hurt edi oni kao pe kao bu. biasa la. i am no exception. haha. but i might wanna noe less cos i don wanna get hurt. cos getting hurt is much more pain then not noeing it self. haha. its time to be smart person that play on the safe side.