Hellooo  山豬 <3

Today when she send me a few pic of her, It made me fall in love again. Over n over again, every time i sees it. Gosh. The smile is a smile that gonna brighten my night, a smile that gonna put a smile on my face. A smile that meant the whole world to me. Its that sweet. Say it that, love is what makes a person person. Maybe its true. Now i truely know when miley cyrus say, love can move a mountain. I believe love can Make the globe turn clockwise then look from the north pole. 


Its gonna be a long working day tomorrow. As I will heading all the way to ipoh to Shift some server from a server farm there. Which means, i prolly gonna be busy the whole day, and not gonna be able to there for my Dear. Well, she say she is not gonna let me go, And wanna me to pay back on the next day! =)

<3

Do what makes you happy,
Be with who makes you smile,
Laugh as much you can breath,
Love as long as you live.

My definition of love is simple, YOU! 

2107
is a night i will never forget. I know, she knows, good enough for me.

Basically every moment i spend with her, is a moment that i am not gonna forget. There will always be a moment that we can never forget, and also moments that its gonna last forever.

2207
IT might not a very special date for some other date. And for people that done it very huge scale. THis might be nth for them. well, that dont really matters, Cos what matters was it is special for me n her in our very own special way. *someone decided that she wanna eat without using hands* okay thats the hint. LOL.

Still loving the moment we went to lookout point n basically the whole day, that we spend together. Every time reminisce me bout the happy and awesome moment.

Short post* done. tadaaa. tata

I could have put it in the same post as the previous one, but then this wasnt on my wishlist yet it happen, so wonderfully and so unexpectedly. Well, it might not be something for others but for me it truly meant a lot.

Enough of a drama the point was she fetched me back from Subang. Yeah yeah, nth for others. but for me is something lor. Well, yeah i was kinda tired cos was driving here and there. so when we dropped derek back in ss15 she decided to jump into the driver seat, so quickly. LOL.

its a first time as well. normally I am the driver and happily being one. But for once she fetched me back straight to my door step. Not bad of a driver actually. Dont mind for a second ride. But then abit awkward for my dear to fetch me instead of i fetch her. A big NO NO.

Enough liao. Wanna sleep! Nites Once again. Take care.

Tittle says alot of what i am gonna blog about. Well it was a real fun day. The initial plan was to go cheong K, as we does it everytime we end our send with finals. But this time it was abit different because Many decided that they not gonna sing, so rather not waste the money going in there listen to song only. So we end up going for Ice skating. We wanted to go for it, for quite sometime already and its kinda a first time The college gang go for it.

Usually I am the one, standing at the side of the ring admiring other couple that was inside it, Thank you so much dear, this time i am the one inside there that let others outside there admire me inside the ring. First time. I of my wishlist fulfilled.

After ice skating we went to Ac makan makan then head up to ampang lookout point. Its also another wonderful time there as well. another wishlist full filled. so many many photo is taken. So many many many. but aint in my phone its in dear punya telepon. This is the only picture i have in my phone. I dont know why.

It was one hell of a tiring day. One hell of a sweeet moment and day. Feel so greatful to have such a chance with such an awesome people around me.


I shall go to bed. Too damn tired. Its been a hell of a great day. Life is just gonna get better.

Nitex

skype has been available for so long already. I also have been using it for so long already! but as dumb as i can be, Me n Her Never video skype before until yday midnight! that also i came out with that idea. haha. otherwise i dont think we would video skype lor. even though, we damn miss each other at times but then we never though of video skyp-ing. i Used to know what to do last time but then now got drunk in her love.

Gosh she looks cute via the webcam! *wiggles*

Thx god that my finals are all over. *well i only have one paper la actually* So before my parents bug bug me to go work, i fast fast go find some work to do. then they got nth to say liao. haha. well working just a few days a week is okay la. I dont want to be too tied up for the moment. U KNow Y* need to spare time for Dear,

Finals are over, then i got 2-3 weeks of holidays ahead of me. so many plan coming up. so may things wanna do, so less time, so less cassh! thank GOD got some work to keep me alive for a moment. haha. PArt time for part a life! haha.

I guess, thats all for now. if holidays plan manage to be carried out then will blog n post bout it over here!
Tomorrow is gonna be the first time I go Skating with her *hearts* haha

Nites*

Jan 8...

Today's date is 16/07/2011.

Its a whole load of 7 months since i blog. There are many things that happen in my life. There are people leaving, and also a whole lot more that came along as time pass. Well, we learned in life that, u don't win some if you done lose some right? So i guess that's what it is now.

I like to blog at the wrong time, My finals is next week and I have quite a lot to go I guess =)

The tittle says a lot of what happen. Someone very very interesting appears in my life. This is another interesting part of my 20 years of life that i don't wanna miss talking and blogging about. Its always gonna be and always is gonna be another best moment i gonna have in my life. How would i know it? I would call it the guys sense.

I guess i am gonna allow my blog to grow ants.

How we meet was a mystery, how we know each other was a surprise, how get belong to each other was a gift. =)

I really would want to start from the start of how it all happen, And I guess that might take sometime, or a little longer then I initially expected.

 Oh yeah, btw she is on call on the other side on my phone.

I have a lil confession that she her self never knew, but shes gonna know now. I admired her, the first time i saw her Facebook, I saw her in my friends profile. That's the moment i found her interesting, and hell i think she is awesome and also had a little crush. I guess it was at the early of this year, that i saw her and her profile. Of Course i did added her in my Facebook. But guess what??? She don't simply accept strangers that she don't know. SO, she did not accept me.

So that was the first part that it all flows by, because i also noticed that she was currently engaged to a person. So, I let it all flows away with the washed away as the wave hit the shore. Let it remain as admires. I remember that she was enrolled into Segi. So as hope goes into flushed. it all passed by. Tho that happen but then there is once after a few weeks, she changed to inti. So i ask a close friend of mine to stalk a lil bit. LOL!
Not bad, and the pic don't differ much from what her real person was.

Until there is once fine day, my friend intro-ed me to her, cos apparently they were in the same class. it was a fine fine morning. =) But nothing much have picked up from there. We hardly contact as well. Everything was in a standstill until i came to this current short sem. So i removed the initial friend request and send again. Need attention la tu. Next next, Guess what? It was a short sem, We had the same subs, same time table, everything same. She is my sort of secretary for this sem, because i wont know about exams, quiz, or anything related to the subject, except for going to class n finding out from her, all that i need to know. This job used to be elyse and joey but then this sem i only have same subject with Karena, and i am sorry girls, she is not much a different from i am.

So things start to pick up from there, we start hanging out for lunch, and also out for chilling. Basically spending more time hanging out. The rest of the progress, was just following the flow. It was a good flow, it was an awesome flow. It was a flow that brings us closer and better. It was too awesome to be true.


In this cruel and lonely world
I found one true love
My dear love, I found you!

Its not long we were together, we gonna celebrate our 1st monthly celebration. I know this feeling, I know this feeling, it was a feeling I know its true, is real and way better then my dream. I will regret for sure if I let this wonderful person passed my life. I cant get bored of looking at her, and every moment i spend with her, i wish time would have slow down just for me and her to have time together. Sadly time pass way too fast when we are together.

there are dates in my life, i would never forget, i would never missed, and always be the best memories i've ever had.

It wasn't the most tasty porridge i've ever had but girl, it was a bowl full of emotion and sweetness + effort. Gosh, i wish it wont finish. i took my own sweet time enjoying every moment i have there. I really dint expected it, i thought she need my help on her internet or something. i dint know until i reached. Gosh, that put a smile on my face throughout the whole day, whole week and now when i think back bout it i still can feel the sweetness at the tip of my lips.

I am sad because i forget to take a pic of it, but she reassure me that, it would not be the last cook i ever gonna taste from her. <3

Its never about how tasty it is, its about how meaningful it is.

I believe great moment have more to come, i want my blog to be the witness and a place i share the new chapter of my life with her. Its a beginning of the best moment in my life. Girl, ur awesome the way you are.

i guess i am just gonna end here, too much for a day might be hard to digest. Thanks so much for all the people that was so happy for me and her. Thanks thanks. If there is critics out there, seriously nth is gonna spoil the moment i have with her.



Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true...
With loads of freaking love, Good Night and sweet dreams. let hope i will continues blogging. perhaps next time i might tag some pictures. =)

yeah it is be lar dy amazing how fast time just zoom zoom past. And i finally come to notice that high school is already 3 years away. 3 freaking yearS!!! haha. its amazing huh? lol. Know what? i still keeps most of the high skcool books and notes till TODAY! My floor is so darn messy. So i had no choice and have to clean it all up before my coming sem, Otherwise i wont have enough space for all my rubbish! At first, its about cleaning the floor only, but then the fortitude cames along and i end up clearing up all those "secrets" i left over in my closet. MOre like a bookshelf actually. At first i got 3 stacks of what so ever in the shelf. 1 for high stuff then, pre-U and another is for what so ever thing else.

so i finally decided to throw all the high school notes and texts away. well, its been there long enough. so its time for it to go. far far away. looking back at all those notes and cute cute things people done for me, gosh its so memorable, high school have many many wonderful moment with wonderful people. its all those little thing where it dosnt matter so much at that time, but as time past it serve as memory we will never forget. not all are happy stuff, there are not so happy moment, but then its all great moments with great lessons learned along the way. =)
not to forget i manage to dig out a few assignment i did back then when i was in form 2. YEAh~~ it goes wayyy wayyy back. i told my mum i am keeping it. mum says HAR? i said for my kids~! she laugh and said up to u, its ur storage space.

at there is also a pile of physic notes someone did for me "hehe" i still keeping it u know!!! she might not probably see this, but then thx for the notes its not an easy job to write and arrange the whole of form 5 physic notes. =)

so i even did throw all the pre-u stuff where i did not did so well, its a dark past. a waste of many things in that period of time. but then its all worth while. i had a fun ride a learn a thing or two bout humanssss. hahaha.
i only keep few text boook from pre-u such as econs!! accounting!!! and some of CAE papers. thats all.

i throw a whole lotf lots of paper. not throw actually more like recycle. tries saving some, but many are not worth keeping and some are really worth throwing. let it all go, let it all pass. just keep buried at a cornet of our hearts, and leave it there untouch and unsaid. =P

ohh yeah never forget, many notes from my current degree course also i throw throw it all away! haha. its over, like it or not, ITS History. haha. i am preparing for new notes, new subject, new people, new lectures and new new new all way long for this new year! haha.

ohh yeah never forget that i slept at near 5 the nite before and up at around 9.30am. keep cant sleep. so i decide lets work abit today. then see if i would be tired enough to sleep at night! haha. (bad insomnia)

thats all. took some pics along the process of cleaning up. haha.






on the process of cleaning up.







done. cute dog doing its usual "stuff" hahaha

Dont quite know how am I suppose to put it into words. But then lets try yeah! hmmm. new year? 2011!!!! how i start? I was poker-ing at the moment of new year! with my very very close brothers. This new year starts with very close relationship with friends around me. that night i only went back at 3 and reach home at 3.30 am. Yeah!! awesome i know it! hahaha. but then, i watched some movie till about 4 plus, 


Guess what? from then till dawn I cant sleep! I was blamming the Tea i had before i came back, but it never happen like this before. ITs just teh O ice. and Only 1 Cup? (as i know I still sleep the last time) and never forget i took alcohol before that, i should sleep real tight right? just dont quite know what happen. i cant sleep. my bed was facing the window, so i watched the sun rise infront my eye. LOL! until about 8am + i decied to give up trying to sleep and end up just go facebooking and round around the web. haha. just frustrating when I cant sleep, especially when i tried so hard to sleep!! DENG!!! haha. 

so what i feel bout this new year? in short, ITS JUST ANOTHER YEAR! haha. i sleep so much still. and movie marathon almost everyday!!! atleast 2 movie. ATLEAST!! nah i got nothing to do. i wake up at 12 or 1 or 2 and start to dig for food i found around my house, if got nothing then i go out. 

its beeng lonely tho, my sister left and now i am alone when i go for lunch, and wake up alone. no one to argue with me, dont have her annoying sounds lingering around the house! miss it a lil tho. and since she is not in, i got so lazy to get out from the house to find for food. i just laterally feed my self with anything and just get over it. haha. well, what am i suppose to do wei? go out lunching alone??? nah, thats way too emo for a guy like me and i hate ppl cock stare at those ppl eating alone. looks so kesian. macam tada orang to pui that fellar! haha. i Dint WAnt those sympathy!!!! or those cock stare! haha. so save it and eat maggie at homE! haha. or cook la! 

6 days! and every day is just gonna be another day. until my college start! and lets pray and hope for some different to happen in my life. not that i dont like it now! i get to sleeep alot, i don have anything to think about, besides what to eat later for my lunch. haha. its a good life man! a good 1! haha. but college will be fun! probably meeting new people, different people, maybe make some great friends! *possible lover* awhhhh. never knew whats gonna happen right? so lets stay possitive. 2011 is not being a bitch yet. but lets see how far my wonderful life cruse along the year and see what happen! haha. 

i see many ppl start screwing that their year starts off badly, dont worry tho, things will eventually work it self out. 2011 gonna be great! stay tuned! stay tuned! 

ohh yeah, that fact hits me real hard when i finally accept the fact the i am 20!!! 20!!!! damn its 20!!! for good ness sake! i am no longer a teenager. I am grown up! A big boy/ A young men! next year and i will be legal for casino and all clubs! haha. crazy crazy! but then i am 20!!! damn!!! some may say its only 20! YEAH, but then still i want to brag bout it, living around people which is 19. a year younger. dont change much of a fact actually, but then just the thing bout 20 that I dont, for no reason! hahaha. jsut don like! 

thats all la. i blog like i talk. DENG!!! 

now another movie then its good night world!!! enjoy ur self enjoy ur day make the best out of what ur self can offer! =) 


So, How can i missed talking bout how 2010 is going to end, and how much 2010 has or might change who and what I am. Let’s brag all along the way of 2010 and how things were different from the year before or the year to come. My resolution for 2010 were simple, I want to live a simple happy life and probably avoid being caught up in love, do better in my studies compare to my Pre-U. Nevertheless also to appreciate and love everyone around me or those which are far away. =)

I admit I dint start this year off in a very nice way. I came in Sad and being emotional half the way through. Before entering 2010, I am always hoping for the year to be a very different and happier or wonderful year for me. Not only I am hoping for that to happen but also giving in effort to try change things in ways which I can manage! Cant just sit down and hope for miracle to happen right? The first half this year wasn’t as bad as the last half of last year. So glad that along the way so many wonderful friend has appeared and supported me along the way. Thanks You all for being such a wonderful friend!

2010 is filled with down’s up’s and down. I had my great time’s, sad time’s. 2010 is basically filled with all kinds of emotion. Everything! The up times were very high up and the down times were pretty much underground!

I had part time jobs early this year before I enrolled into my current course! I had great time working meeting new people, having new experience. Then somewhere around May I enrolled into my course. I would not say its my first choice, but it’s a choice I made that I have to NOW work my ass of it and get the best out of it! I knew many great friends there. Many wonderful ones. Yeah, some may be noisy and some could be fucking all day round, but its all bits and pieces that colour my college life~

Its also the same month where the great upturn happens in my life. She is so great I decided to just let everything flow and Ignored the so called resolution thinggy. You have been very wonderful to me. Gave me great memories, sweet moments. I know I made a right choice. No regrets despite all the sorrows that happes! Sorry we dint last. I really though we could, but its ok now! Thanks for once being apart in my life. =)  

My very first sem ended very nicely. Its just a short sem btw! So I did pretty OK! At least were something in my range! Long sem started about june I guess or july! This sem, I was pretty disappointed with myself as I slack too much and dint really gave in afford like the previous sem. Everything were pretty much last min job. Everything has to be rushed and midnight oil were burn until it almost finished. The worst was about a month before finals, where for about 2weeks lack of sleep. I could really see my panda eyes so obviously!
After making so much noise on wanting an Iphone. I finally had it! I couldn’t be much more happier. It’s a great gift.

Nov
By this time, finals over, longs sems over, loves over. Great friends gets better. So since everything is over, means it’s a start for emo session again? Well, cant deny it does happen(unless I am heartless).

Dec
December!!! YEAY! Its my sem break! I spend most of my time at home or with the brothers at klang! Then the usual routine of eat and sleep and minum. Result of my previous sem really shows that I dint give in much to what I have to offer. I know the result going to suck, but cant help it, it will just further add on weight to my existing sorrow. It’s finally coming to an end, its already 31st today! Tomorrow is a brand new year, brand new resolution and brand new me(hope so). Class going to start soon, will be soon back to those hectic life once again. With the pretty fucked up time table which really make me sick. I will frequently remind myself to NOT repeat the mistakes I did in the previous sem and to consistently give in effort in studies and no last min stuff.

A short summary of 2010 were, it start with down then up then down! It’s a really fun year. I had people that comes, and also people that leaves my life. Smiles were the most wonderful thing u could ever see on people’s face! Laughter would be the sound that would lighten my life! To everyone all around me, You are a great gift to me. Nothing much I can asked for. As I had all I wanted and I had more then I expected!

Lastly GOOD BYE 2010 And WELCOME 2011!
(may all the pain and sorrow leave with the year 2010, and may the best moments of live to come arrive with the year 2011)