Welcome 2010!
I noe i am outdated. but wtd? don feel lik talknig bout it.
2009!
Well lets bitch a lil bit about 2009

Studies
i was enrolled in to ausmat in sunway some where around march. its around 9-10 months program. 
it was an okay situation there. din really sucked or really had fun bout it. and around dec if end with all those malaysian studies and all. finally FREE~ yet anotehr problem arise WHATS NEXT? lol


Financial
well its not really so un-manageable but at times do have some shortage. well cant blame it right? got chick at the moment sure spend al il bit more la. haha. thats why i said, having a GF aint easy! unless u some rich ass or ur gf were very understanding lik mine =). okay so, hmmm do have enough financial support through out the year. tak hutang tak pinjam pun tak di pinjamkan. so i guess i'm doing good la right? haha. damn! hmmm. its either i dont really spend so much or i am justa very good planner for gua punye money. haha. 


LOVE
Well here it goes again the topic love. may seems interesting for some, and some couldnt be more anticipated to know bout it. but i am just going to keep it short. start off sloppy early 2009, gained momentum as time pass, and at the point of highest i DROPPED! lol. so since half year 2009, IT sucked till the end. hahahaha. thats all. mau detail? dream on! haha. 


FAmily
alll fine and healthy, besides being a lil bit more pooor then the year before. gosh. the recession thingy really hit real hard! gotta be more careful on everything i spend. money kena cut. besides taht every1 fine tho. lol. 


lil last notes before i end 2009. 
its the best and the year in a year, IN 18 years of life. haha. wonderful? think again. hahaa. well, i learned alot along the way. those precious memories i gained where money cant buy.=) haha. learnd to trust ur love ones more, PLS! dont doubt them, as long as their hearts belongs to U. haha. but still mind the borders and limit. haha. should do fine =) oh yeah, jangan jgn control byk byk, ppl these days are much smarter then those days ppl. so u control byk then cabut! haha. being together dosnt mean u lost all freedom. Oh yeah don forget to love those u love alot and be understanding and tolerate, everyone does mistakes, loves decides how far u willing to push the limit. =) love can move a Mountain. opps i mean true love only. hahaa.
losing some1 very important in life sometimes make u, notice those who are around. and yesh U GUYS! and all my frenz =) thx ya'll
its been tough but u guys always there.


THE END 2009


HELLLLO 2010!
As for the start of 2010. i don really hope much. i only hope that things would get better.
What things? EVERYTHING! I'm greeedy? SO!?
haha
i don expect much, i know it will be better, cos last year is like the worst ever in 18 years? haha
nevermind its not like i totally lose everything, cos i gained experience and memories wher money cant buy. =) i know learning is never ending, so this year i hope to go into some Uni and do real well this time. don do shit, cos shit always happen. =) so be careful. 
i bad enough i ruined ausmat, cos tis time i really wanna do well. its not my fault i fall so deep rite? haha. tsk tsk tsk. 
so degree muz do better. much bettter indeed. tho i not enrolling into something i much preferred but i will do well still. and when i can afford it, after finishing degree i might continue my dream.
its a dream WORTH 295,000,000.00 of investment.
yesh its aint cheap. but i really had interest in it. 
hopefully after 3 years degree i may continue with it. 
with that money i can buy another of my house. yeah.
it is crazy! haha. 
SO dear 2010, i'm gonna love you. i hope u love me too.
blessed me with a good year. i don need a perfect year. 
i just need a good year. thats all. 
i wanna meet with real PPL, and fall for real person as well, even if i don, its okay.
i aint desperate. haha. all i have is time. plus studies maybe be in prior currently.
single is bad. but i've learned to accept it and learn to live it tat way. 
=) 
thats all. 



there is not much of a reason why its called forgiveness tho. its a pretty random topic actually. maybe its something i would wan to free my self. i don see a meaning in life with hatred everywher. to all frenz and family, i guess the best gift i would wan for tis new year was forgiveness. i just wanna live free thats all. i don wanna hate i don wan to be hate. cos i notice its easier to hate then to be hate. but since tis 2 alwiz happen 1 way or another, so just don do both. its a new year, so if bad things to be brought from the past year to a new year, then trust me its not a way u wanna start off ur brand new year tat way. its gonna suck.

well i did have those last year. haha. i noe it hurts real bad. i was hate very badly its n its was brought to a new year. tho everything seems pretty well at first, but it do suck in the end. so this time i hope things would be much different. start the year FREE, but as time goes on, and momentum gains it speed, wad happen will happen and wad should happen will happen. =)

well i cant expect ppl to forgive me, when i dont rite? so before u wan to be forgive, be sure tat u forgive others. haha. or else don dream that it will happen. life is a bitch dont expect to get anything if u dont give in.
the best is give in and expect less. lol. be the 1 losing first, trust me. u will be the 1 gaining in the end.


天空灰得像哭过

离开你以后

並沒有更自由

酸酸的空氣

嗅出我们的距离

一幕锥心的结局

像呼吸般无法停息


抽屉泛黄的日记

榨乾了回憶

那笑容是夏季

你我的过去

被順時針的忘记

缺氧过后的爱情

粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给了承诺

却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手会比较好过]

最美的爱情回忆里待續

60 things most girls dont know


–Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you’re not “popular” if you’ve slept with more than 6 guys..you’re a HOE)


–”Hey, are you busy?” or “Are you doing something?” ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.


–Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.


–Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they’re gonna say so there aren’t awkward pauses, but once he’s on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.


–Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.


–Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.


–Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.


–A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.


–Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.


–Don’t talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.


–Guys get jealous easily.


–Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to think.


–Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…nevermind..” would make him jump to a 
conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.


–Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.


–Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.


–Girls are guys’ weaknesses.


–Guys are very open about themselves.


–It’s good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don’t let him wait too long.


–Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.


–If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.


–A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.


–Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.


–Guys will brag about anything.


–Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.


–No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.


–Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.


–Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.


–Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.


–Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy’s confused, then we’re all confused.


–Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.


–Try to be as straightforward as possible.


–If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.


–If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.


–When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.


–When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”


–Guys don’t really have final decisions.


–If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.


–If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you’re with your boyfriend, he’s probably jealous and likes you.


–When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don’t say you aren’t. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don’t want you to disagree with them.


–When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.


–Guys like femininity not feebleness.


–Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.


–A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.


–Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.


–Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.


–Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.


–Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.


–If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don’t say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just 
hurts even more. Tell them that you aren’t interested in a relationship and they will respect you.


–Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.


–A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.


–No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it.


–Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.


–We don’t like girls who are too skinny.


–We love it when girls talk about there boobs.


–Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy …like wheather it’s a one time deal or not ….


–Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours…


–When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually


–Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..


–Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts…


–Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn’t intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that…after you let him know a couple times.


–When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.


it was a lil gift i goted. it actually GLOWS haha. cool

after tat was kinda fed up with the condition of my room. so i decided to clear up.
on the process edi


DONE! its incredible tat i dump ntg first row
reference second college
 third high skul

introduction of character
1 ; ama
2 ; aunt 1
3 ; aunt 2
4 ; couz
5 ; OFCOURSE ME LAR~!~

(p/s whole convo happen in hokkien)

introduction
i was sitting down ther in the hall in ama house after prayers stuff and enjoying my meal. then finish meal then was just talking to another couz la bout nonsense. here it goes. oh yeah early before tat my couz suddenly ask me, ehhh red wine lea? i say huh? y r? study la i guess. haha. y r? then he says bo la. ntg just asking. then i say ohhhohhh.

start!

aunt 2 ; ehhh no4 wad wad gf gf and wad wad gf stuff never bring bak see see intro intro and all.

me      ; *in heart* OMFG~ soon to be me. then i told aunt 1 lets go bak i wanna leave, she say she wan
             makan somemore. then i say HAR~? u not yet eat r? then okay lorrrrrr.

aunt 2 ; ehhh no4 why din see ur gf before de. wad ever wad ever crap. then no5 i heard ur gf sui oh? i wan
            to seee. then she ask ama " mother , u got see before right? not bad rite?"

me      : *stonning* hoping it end topic soon

ama    : beh pai la. peng sui. and peng ho la. *she was tired cos doin chores so she kept short*

aunt 2 : she ask aunt 1 u also got see before rite? wad u think r?

aunt 1 : oni see once la. and okay la. no opinion. don really noe her.

me     : aiyo bo liao la. mai kong liao.

aunt 2 : why r? wad happen? i heard she went dinner with ur family before also rite?

me     ; bo la. bo ngam lor. oni a few times la.

aunt 2 ; ask ama again. ehhh mother wad u think?

ama : okay la. beh pai la. very long din see edi.

aunt 2 ; ask me bak, ehh why so fast bo liao r? why din tressure or something?

me    ; bo ngam LOR. *abit pissed edi*

then they continue talk talk talk talk. then i just kept quiet keep wanna leave. hahaha. rubbish la.

spoil mood la. haha

i cant hate u, simply because i still love u. even talking bout it hurts~ haha.

tataz. its stupid story and lame but tat is wad happen lOR

i love when facebook give me so much control over privacy setting. haha. i decide who sees my post and i get to decide which nonsense ppl's post not to appear on my wall. so tat my day aint spoiled. they allow user to specify the persons name then everything related with the person wont appear. Great rite? haha.

same goes to live msn wher i get to block all those nonsense ppl's updates. those below ur msn those la. haha. great i love it.

I love wad i sees, and i seee wad i love. haha. sounds great. haha. keep it up to both FB and msn!

YO~

well i have been watching dramas alot alot. yeah its very sad love stories. sigh. don need mention bak scene stuff
example of 1 of the mv. super nice.
the chick in the show is awesomely CUTE!!! and guys also not bad pretty hot! sigh.

its been sometime i last blog bout anything. i guess just ntg much happen afterall. so as usual i cnat sleep then i will browse here and ther. gueees wad? i found 2 old pics of some1. i look at it, i stare at it. and have a good smile at it. well, i wasnt hunting for anything, but i just found it. haha. no denies u still makes me smile huh. i wish i can post it here. but i doubt the person would wan tat to happen. so ignore it la. its for me to know only.

a year from today is a day very very memorable.

a year and 5 days ago, was even a more memorable day.

few more dates were pretty important and i had it in my mind. will oni post when the time is right.

and wad happen on these dates?

its only for the person involves to know.

good nite sweet dream. huggies said by somebody. sounds lik pampers. but anyway nitex!

oh yeah wait.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY?
hahaha

okay done. good nite. lmfao