Dark night with snow falls

Bahahahaha. wad time now? wad date? i think its 28 rite? and 12.17 lik tat .lol . i damn lazy wanna blog thse days. damn lazy wanna say anything. haha. damn lazy for shits. haha. hmmm

so here goes college part. welll noe many ppl and meet hells lots more. so college was great besides being aprt from ppl. other then tat i guess everything was fine. haha. i don love college but i jux lik it. haha. besides meeting new ppl we knew new lecturer and noe some "rumah" and "WAniTa" hahaha. gosh i am doomed in EALD cos damn i think i am goin to be the 1 presenting
here is how the convo goes. when i meet azhar.

so so so. first day was ok la. u see ntg is really done and not done. haha. actually is plan wan eat d go head to sunway. but manatau too i was late and everything is late.haha. end up plan go ther oni eat. haha. but mana tau go ther edi din eat. haha. lucky the class end early. or else sure die. haha

somemore walk here walk here. find tis and find tat. stupid id somemore kenot work. haha.done up all my sub registration and all. so first day was ok la. our subs oni start on mon. study and all also. lol. the place was nice. when ur not alone or else sure damn crap. haha. no 1 ther tat i knew except those tat go with me. haha. well after tat oni go makan. damn hungry wei. somemore walk stairs up down here ther. haha. after makan and all i guess we head home d gua
haha. jior.

very sesat. but don worry getiing used to it.

so basically i am bak from my first day of work lo.ntg much really happen la.i jux hate it i hate it i hate it.Jior i gonna die.can i don go bak tomolo?pls pls pls pls?Jior.i don think i can.i have to.the earliest is a week of notice before i can really leave the job.haih.but but i got strong supporter.so i muz atleast get a deal before i left.haih.its crap its bad its not for hman wei tat job.

Jior tat was so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

but srY its was pnc.

i din really noe why i was doin tis!haha.
but sometimes we jux do things jux because we felt lik doin it?
hmmm.i got my dinner and food everything downther.but i am jux to lazy to get bath and go to eat.
i don think i would hav the apetite to eat it after all.i alwiz love the porridge but today the porrigde is the same but i jux felt tat its gonna be tasteless tats why till now lazy to even get my bath moving to do all my stuff.damn i am die-ing.realy fast real quick tis time.aiks aiks aiks.virus kena me edi.

don feel lik eating.maybe today puasa la.since don think i can eat.so far i had a meal tis morning till now.yet yet yet.damn bo hungry.haha.sometimes decision is not in our hands.sometimes we wans it very much,if ur not meant to get it then every lilttle things might jux spoil it.

i jux felt tat i hav so much to say.so many words.so many thoughs.so many opinion.i wans to many things.but but.i jux cant let it all out now.suddenly lik no words eh.hahaha.well well.hmmm.sometimes we hav to live with decision tat others has made.its not tat we cant make out own decision,but its our decision its not the way ppl wanted.sometimes its their future plan has excluded us inside.so we has to make our own,new,future plan's.

lik i ever said.thing will not alwiz goes the way u MOST WANTED.nah."we" are jux not those lucky ones.me is jux another person on planet earth.wher things will go the ways we never wanted and least hoped.errrr miracle?aiyo.u think u live in fairy land r?hahaha.maybe its does happen.but its jux not for ppl lik me.

sometimes we say,aiyo put less hope then we crash softer.but but.someetimes thing jux don allow us to decide.sometimes we cant decide wad we wan.we can say wad we wan.but to really get wad we wan is jux aint as easy as talking it self.yesh.the world thse days is jux aint tat easy.every1 is getting more complicated.try living a simple life!maybe not on earth maybe not on milinium.try living the stone age.hahaha.

Haih.ltr at 4 i goin for another job interview at aeon.
it seems its at the fitness lab or shit lik tat.not really sure wad i will be hired for.
well its gonna be a long hours job.10-10.12 hours lea Jior.
haih.i din really wan to work as my parents are the 1 tat ask me to.
its less then a month left till the result is out and till i re-persue with my studies.
if i really get the job its many things i gonna miss.
its not about things tat i gonna miss tat hurt me.its about the possibilities of losing something tat i was more worry about.
me will never change.and no matter wad happen i will still be the same same same.
i jux don wish the job at tis point.not until i am stable.
but letz jux see wad happen later la.
also dnr wad to say edi.
the job is a might be a big lost for me.

basically my today starts at 6.15?hahah.okie okie.aiyo good bro muz fetch sis go skul la.
then after come bak can sleep till anytime lo.cos my mum aint working.and i am staying at home.
aiks my mum is sick.has to help mum settle house work and all lo.not giving her do house chores.
so i woke up at ???errrrrr 11.10 lik tat la.hahaha.some1 woke me.hahah.gosh.

its beeen a lame day i can say.ntg much i did or nothing much i din do.basically all the daily stuff la i gues.haha.oh yeah good news~! my body is getting used to alcohol much better edi.hahaha.no more rash or itchy anywher.haha.means good news.next time can take more.haha.lil dose aint working.haha.

hahahah.hmmm.tonite at home makan gua i guess.lol.everyday go out eat die very fast lor.lol.

oh yeah i love the show the day the earth stood still.
hahaha.they implement a FACT tat no 1 can deny lo.
human will change when they had no choice or no road to move anymore.
they r FORCED!hahaha.its the oni way they got.watch tat show la.lol.
nice eh.muz see.by now i think can DL edi.hahaha.

i think its the end for today gua.lol.
next time says more.
I am Alwiz Wise Jux SOmtimes Dnr WHy Gong AbiT.hahaha
Oh YEah "THE" "THE" thing guess used it next valentine.
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hahah.i din say it to get attention.
cos i noe i will get it without the post.
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