Dark night with snow falls

so basically i am bak from my first day of work lo.ntg much really happen la.i jux hate it i hate it i hate it.Jior i gonna die.can i don go bak tomolo?pls pls pls pls?Jior.i don think i can.i have to.the earliest is a week of notice before i can really leave the job.haih.but but i got strong supporter.so i muz atleast get a deal before i left.haih.its crap its bad its not for hman wei tat job.

Jior tat was so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

but srY its was pnc.

i din really noe why i was doin tis!haha.
but sometimes we jux do things jux because we felt lik doin it?
hmmm.i got my dinner and food everything downther.but i am jux to lazy to get bath and go to eat.
i don think i would hav the apetite to eat it after all.i alwiz love the porridge but today the porrigde is the same but i jux felt tat its gonna be tasteless tats why till now lazy to even get my bath moving to do all my stuff.damn i am die-ing.realy fast real quick tis time.aiks aiks aiks.virus kena me edi.

don feel lik eating.maybe today puasa la.since don think i can eat.so far i had a meal tis morning till now.yet yet yet.damn bo hungry.haha.sometimes decision is not in our hands.sometimes we wans it very much,if ur not meant to get it then every lilttle things might jux spoil it.

i jux felt tat i hav so much to say.so many words.so many thoughs.so many opinion.i wans to many things.but but.i jux cant let it all out now.suddenly lik no words eh.hahaha.well well.hmmm.sometimes we hav to live with decision tat others has made.its not tat we cant make out own decision,but its our decision its not the way ppl wanted.sometimes its their future plan has excluded us inside.so we has to make our own,new,future plan's.

lik i ever said.thing will not alwiz goes the way u MOST WANTED.nah."we" are jux not those lucky ones.me is jux another person on planet earth.wher things will go the ways we never wanted and least hoped.errrr miracle?aiyo.u think u live in fairy land r?hahaha.maybe its does happen.but its jux not for ppl lik me.

sometimes we say,aiyo put less hope then we crash softer.but but.someetimes thing jux don allow us to decide.sometimes we cant decide wad we wan.we can say wad we wan.but to really get wad we wan is jux aint as easy as talking it self.yesh.the world thse days is jux aint tat easy.every1 is getting more complicated.try living a simple life!maybe not on earth maybe not on milinium.try living the stone age.hahaha.

Haih.ltr at 4 i goin for another job interview at aeon.
it seems its at the fitness lab or shit lik tat.not really sure wad i will be hired for.
well its gonna be a long hours job.10-10.12 hours lea Jior.
haih.i din really wan to work as my parents are the 1 tat ask me to.
its less then a month left till the result is out and till i re-persue with my studies.
if i really get the job its many things i gonna miss.
its not about things tat i gonna miss tat hurt me.its about the possibilities of losing something tat i was more worry about.
me will never change.and no matter wad happen i will still be the same same same.
i jux don wish the job at tis point.not until i am stable.
but letz jux see wad happen later la.
also dnr wad to say edi.
the job is a might be a big lost for me.

basically my today starts at 6.15?hahah.okie okie.aiyo good bro muz fetch sis go skul la.
then after come bak can sleep till anytime lo.cos my mum aint working.and i am staying at home.
aiks my mum is sick.has to help mum settle house work and all lo.not giving her do house chores.
so i woke up at ???errrrrr 11.10 lik tat la.hahaha.some1 woke me.hahah.gosh.

its beeen a lame day i can say.ntg much i did or nothing much i din do.basically all the daily stuff la i gues.haha.oh yeah good news~! my body is getting used to alcohol much better edi.hahaha.no more rash or itchy anywher.haha.means good news.next time can take more.haha.lil dose aint working.haha.

hahahah.hmmm.tonite at home makan gua i guess.lol.everyday go out eat die very fast lor.lol.

oh yeah i love the show the day the earth stood still.
hahaha.they implement a FACT tat no 1 can deny lo.
human will change when they had no choice or no road to move anymore.
they r FORCED!hahaha.its the oni way they got.watch tat show la.lol.
nice eh.muz see.by now i think can DL edi.hahaha.

i think its the end for today gua.lol.
next time says more.
I am Alwiz Wise Jux SOmtimes Dnr WHy Gong AbiT.hahaha
Oh YEah "THE" "THE" thing guess used it next valentine.
blekkekkeke

hahah.i din say it to get attention.
cos i noe i will get it without the post.
blekekekekekeke

today is a emo day
domn ask me why lo.
cos i dnr de
maybe all also lik tat then i mus follw gua?
but anyway.dee noe i am not emo k!
she can see.hahha
gosh.how happily i am laughing and screaming and smile.
can see my teeth from one corner to another corner.
why is the person tat is having pms is not being pms?
and the ppl around her is being pms?
lol.i wonder why.but my therapist is coming soon.
very soon.
not fair rite?tat a person which is pms and to layan me tis stupid boy.
hahaha.
stop saying sry and its not ur fault.
its jux some short circuit in my brain.hahaha.
take care and enjoy.
letz carlsberg.cos i am doin it now.
hahaha.pity the pms person.
hahaha

My NAme Appear In DeeZ Blog.
anyway i din drive lik how she said OK!
she abit exaggerate lo.Lol.
maybe i was a lil bit fast la.lOl.
but it was still good K!
still slow still in control.
darren also say fast.hahaha.
i din drive tat fast lo.
i aint F1 driver.
i am F10.
haha.my car got break K!
aaint lik dees car lo.
but luckily i din sit her car yet
hahaha.
aiyo darren and dee!
Ch sit infront also din compliant lo
hahaha.
at the bak somemore don wan use seat belt.
ltr fly out la.
lOl

How great is Urs?Is It anywher better then MINE?or i shall say OURS?haha.actually i can say it was my best valentine ever la.but i noe the best is yet to come Rite?*wink*lol.i am still waiting.hahaha.so guess wad?

my earlier plan to go with my syg fail to turn out.due to some last min call from my dad.but actually i curang!i edi got another syg in my car.shhhh.don tell my first syg.hahaha.Jior.so my first plan is rosak edi.haha.then we decided to go bak la.but then suddenly my syg say don wan go home so early.den we went to aeon lo.

go kopitiam minum and makan ther a lil bit.haih.i love my wadever iceblended mocha hazelshit.haha.so we spend time ther.awhile.thn we go jalan jalan la.EH couple's OUT THER!we are happy also ok!we hav each other.haha.then syg decidee to go buy pressie.hahaha.then jalan jalan til around 7 which i hav dinner then i hav to leave lo.i send Syg home.then i go home for my family dinner.

hahahaha.....Wtf wtf wtf????Lol....
Jior darren wtf is tis????
but its lik tat la.WE CHANGE TYPE!wtf!
tat is my valentime LA