Dark night with snow falls

yeah it is be lar dy amazing how fast time just zoom zoom past. And i finally come to notice that high school is already 3 years away. 3 freaking yearS!!! haha. its amazing huh? lol. Know what? i still keeps most of the high skcool books and notes till TODAY! My floor is so darn messy. So i had no choice and have to clean it all up before my coming sem, Otherwise i wont have enough space for all my rubbish! At first, its about cleaning the floor only, but then the fortitude cames along and i end up clearing up all those "secrets" i left over in my closet. MOre like a bookshelf actually. At first i got 3 stacks of what so ever in the shelf. 1 for high stuff then, pre-U and another is for what so ever thing else.

so i finally decided to throw all the high school notes and texts away. well, its been there long enough. so its time for it to go. far far away. looking back at all those notes and cute cute things people done for me, gosh its so memorable, high school have many many wonderful moment with wonderful people. its all those little thing where it dosnt matter so much at that time, but as time past it serve as memory we will never forget. not all are happy stuff, there are not so happy moment, but then its all great moments with great lessons learned along the way. =)
not to forget i manage to dig out a few assignment i did back then when i was in form 2. YEAh~~ it goes wayyy wayyy back. i told my mum i am keeping it. mum says HAR? i said for my kids~! she laugh and said up to u, its ur storage space.

at there is also a pile of physic notes someone did for me "hehe" i still keeping it u know!!! she might not probably see this, but then thx for the notes its not an easy job to write and arrange the whole of form 5 physic notes. =)

so i even did throw all the pre-u stuff where i did not did so well, its a dark past. a waste of many things in that period of time. but then its all worth while. i had a fun ride a learn a thing or two bout humanssss. hahaha.
i only keep few text boook from pre-u such as econs!! accounting!!! and some of CAE papers. thats all.

i throw a whole lotf lots of paper. not throw actually more like recycle. tries saving some, but many are not worth keeping and some are really worth throwing. let it all go, let it all pass. just keep buried at a cornet of our hearts, and leave it there untouch and unsaid. =P

ohh yeah never forget, many notes from my current degree course also i throw throw it all away! haha. its over, like it or not, ITS History. haha. i am preparing for new notes, new subject, new people, new lectures and new new new all way long for this new year! haha.

ohh yeah never forget that i slept at near 5 the nite before and up at around 9.30am. keep cant sleep. so i decide lets work abit today. then see if i would be tired enough to sleep at night! haha. (bad insomnia)

thats all. took some pics along the process of cleaning up. haha.

Dont quite know how am I suppose to put it into words. But then lets try yeah! hmmm. new year? 2011!!!! how i start? I was poker-ing at the moment of new year! with my very very close brothers. This new year starts with very close relationship with friends around me. that night i only went back at 3 and reach home at 3.30 am. Yeah!! awesome i know it! hahaha. but then, i watched some movie till about 4 plus, 

I have always wanted to blog pretty badly. sometimes i have to many things i wanna say and express! but when it comes to being in front of the computer, all the feeling will eventually disappear. sometimes i have so many things to say. then it all gone missing at the precise time i have the chance to blog! but i guess i finally made it huh? well what actually driven me to finally start writing again, is probably emotion. Well thats what driving me crazy lately.

i stopped for awhile! i din noe what to say! i am not sure what i can say? all i know my blog is filled with emotion and crappy stuff ranting from 1 side to another from my mind!

well lets keep it simple then! i enrolled for next sem subject already! i was hoping and excited to meet new ppl. new frenz! and also to get along with people which is already by my side all the time. thank yo so much!

few days of freedom! i can don sleep! i can do anything as long as i don get my self killed. till my parents is back! well, not to say that my parents aint flexible but then, somehow there is still barriers. now i can don go back and no one knows~! but then, whats the point?

now i know how hard is it to find people to talk to when its at this time of the night. =( bloody shit!
if oni there is such thing as happy pills! LOL!

alright yo, just gonna stop it right here! probably on the next post we would post things that happen along the way lately or maybe from years ago!

*Peace off*

Well it's been a month since I got my iPhone now. Well as long as Ive been using I dint found any problem yet. So far it still feeel so fine. I jail broken it a week after I got it. Cos as usual, my ass would be itchy not to do it. Well at fist was worry that Manu problem might happen after jailbreak but so far it is still smooth and wonderful. It's filled with apps Now. Kinda regret I dint took that 32gb that day. Cos it seems to be not enough. It's filling up very fast. The apps size are pretty big. But Ofcourse it is very colorful too. Haha. Due to I am not very used to it yet, so there will be many typo. The Hutton are kinda small for big thumbs like mine and the screen is pretty sensitive so u easily presss the other button instead of the 1 you looking for. Hahah

When it's not many to be then it's not meant to be. Stff lime this cannot to be forced no matter how hard you try. =)

cant imagine how fast time past! its been 5 months since the last post is up! if time is not spend properly it will eventually pass u by. i have finals next week! but i only start, enough to answer the first question! yet i have the motivation to crap rubbish here. how awesome is that? even if i have to summarize what happen in the whole 5 months i doubt 1 day of blogging would be enough! some may say its just a short 5 months. well for me, its a wonderful 5 months with many awesome people and awesome things!

Testing testing testing.

lets start with what i am suppose to do.

i'm suppose to had early bath, early dinner. and slam maths into my face.

BUT

i end up running on treadmill and make my self so tired. and lil soft exercise here and there. i was back at 4.30 till now i haven even start off by bathing my self! OMG!

todays quiz was cancelled. well she decided to cancel it, when we are half way through it. because she noticed many did not cope up to what she expected. so she cancelled and delay it to tomorrow! lucky ME! as i dint prepare real well for todays quiz.

so i was hoping that i get to work my ass off tonight and pull it off tomorrow!!! tho todays quiz i did stuck here and there. but after awhile i still manage to get it done. but it have no value or meaning as it were cancelled when it is almost times up!

so i just assume it as practice!

Tomorrow is test, quiz,

this weeek, asssig 3,4 to be due on this friday and next monday.

gonna need to stay back to get those ass stuff done!

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!

after next week, its study break!~ then it is Finals!!!

Then YEAY~ Good Bye SHORT SEM! and HELLLOOOOO~~  LONG SEM~

thats all tadaa~~~

things have been so pack and busy. i barely have a chance to breath. that the only reason given by lecturer is SHORT sem! nothing much can be done except accepting that fact!