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since i am so free. maybe tis new year i shall make some changes in my blog. =)

wait wait wiat. BOA is HOT~~~~~

i dnr who is  單存 but thx for tat u said 耐心是一切聰明才智的基礎 it seems like nice words. i dnr .thx anyway

firstday of cny

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as usual visiting at khims house. thx for everything bro! and also ama house then po po house. tis year is not as great as last year. but i just accept everything as it is. =) it just wouldnt be as great without u. =)

welll its 3.30 am. lol. gosh after tis cny i think beer belly gonan appear. die liao la. lol.
everythnig from last year still seems so fresh. and here comes tis year. lol. time passes very fast.. real fast.. zooming fast
til you cant even hold on just to breathe *quoted* cuteeeeeeeee
fear will stil be there when you realise that time passes too fast with just a blink of an eye.* quoted* too. hmmm that line shows time past too fast tat it bring fear. wsting time might lending ppl in trouble. lol. 
cos i clearly remember that really cute stuff happen tis time of the year last year. first day of cny. 
i receive call at 1plus 2 just to hear how loud the fire crackers was at her place cos she was having prayers tooo.. gosh. sweeet huh??? LOL 
well, we did many sweet silly and funny stuff along the way after that.cutest sweetest blurest girl ever. =) haha. everything still clear but yet another year has come to replace the year before. 
i just wanan wish every1 in the year of tiget, to have a better year, more peace, work hard, So much love in the air! hahah. hopefully every year is a better year for everyone!


HAPPY HAPPY CNY!


just do good yea~ good things happen to good people. except for me. hahaha. 


velentine.
as in valentine tis year was alone. but its okay. lol. i had my best moments in life with ppl i really cared and loved. and i felt real satisfied. for all that's been given in, its all worth it. haha. a lonely valentine is okay tis time. feel free to join the club. happy alonetime with me. haha. 3very1 are welcomed closely .haha. but luckily tis year was together with cny so i will still be busy visiting relatives house and all. so wont be really lonely tis year. hahahha. 
to those couple couple out ther. i dnr how u wanna split ur time. but don forget to celebrate ya. haha. have load of fun. doing both. care and love them more. yeay~


HAPPY VALENTINE YA"LL

BoA album by BoA

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BoA album by BoA

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Looking through your eyes
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?
Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'
Don't Don't Go Away
Don't Go Away lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/52997-Don-t-Go-Away~BY2.html
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away
Don't Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

february fact~

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2010

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Welcome 2010!
I noe i am outdated. but wtd? don feel lik talknig bout it.
2009!
Well lets bitch a lil bit about 2009

Studies
i was enrolled in to ausmat in sunway some where around march. its around 9-10 months program. 
it was an okay situation there. din really sucked or really had fun bout it. and around dec if end with all those malaysian studies and all. finally FREE~ yet anotehr problem arise WHATS NEXT? lol


Financial
well its not really so un-manageable but at times do have some shortage. well cant blame it right? got chick at the moment sure spend al il bit more la. haha. thats why i said, having a GF aint easy! unless u some rich ass or ur gf were very understanding lik mine =). okay so, hmmm do have enough financial support through out the year. tak hutang tak pinjam pun tak di pinjamkan. so i guess i'm doing good la right? haha. damn! hmmm. its either i dont really spend so much or i am justa very good planner for gua punye money. haha. 


LOVE
Well here it goes again the topic love. may seems interesting for some, and some couldnt be more anticipated to know bout it. but i am just going to keep it short. start off sloppy early 2009, gained momentum as time pass, and at the point of highest i DROPPED! lol. so since half year 2009, IT sucked till the end. hahahaha. thats all. mau detail? dream on! haha. 


FAmily
alll fine and healthy, besides being a lil bit more pooor then the year before. gosh. the recession thingy really hit real hard! gotta be more careful on everything i spend. money kena cut. besides taht every1 fine tho. lol. 


lil last notes before i end 2009. 
its the best and the year in a year, IN 18 years of life. haha. wonderful? think again. hahaa. well, i learned alot along the way. those precious memories i gained where money cant buy.=) haha. learnd to trust ur love ones more, PLS! dont doubt them, as long as their hearts belongs to U. haha. but still mind the borders and limit. haha. should do fine =) oh yeah, jangan jgn control byk byk, ppl these days are much smarter then those days ppl. so u control byk then cabut! haha. being together dosnt mean u lost all freedom. Oh yeah don forget to love those u love alot and be understanding and tolerate, everyone does mistakes, loves decides how far u willing to push the limit. =) love can move a Mountain. opps i mean true love only. hahaa.
losing some1 very important in life sometimes make u, notice those who are around. and yesh U GUYS! and all my frenz =) thx ya'll
its been tough but u guys always there.


THE END 2009


HELLLLO 2010!
As for the start of 2010. i don really hope much. i only hope that things would get better.
What things? EVERYTHING! I'm greeedy? SO!?
haha
i don expect much, i know it will be better, cos last year is like the worst ever in 18 years? haha
nevermind its not like i totally lose everything, cos i gained experience and memories wher money cant buy. =) i know learning is never ending, so this year i hope to go into some Uni and do real well this time. don do shit, cos shit always happen. =) so be careful. 
i bad enough i ruined ausmat, cos tis time i really wanna do well. its not my fault i fall so deep rite? haha. tsk tsk tsk. 
so degree muz do better. much bettter indeed. tho i not enrolling into something i much preferred but i will do well still. and when i can afford it, after finishing degree i might continue my dream.
its a dream WORTH 295,000,000.00 of investment.
yesh its aint cheap. but i really had interest in it. 
hopefully after 3 years degree i may continue with it. 
with that money i can buy another of my house. yeah.
it is crazy! haha. 
SO dear 2010, i'm gonna love you. i hope u love me too.
blessed me with a good year. i don need a perfect year. 
i just need a good year. thats all. 
i wanna meet with real PPL, and fall for real person as well, even if i don, its okay.
i aint desperate. haha. all i have is time. plus studies maybe be in prior currently.
single is bad. but i've learned to accept it and learn to live it tat way. 
=) 
thats all. 

randomness

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there is not much of a reason why its called forgiveness tho. its a pretty random topic actually. maybe its something i would wan to free my self. i don see a meaning in life with hatred everywher. to all frenz and family, i guess the best gift i would wan for tis new year was forgiveness. i just wanna live free thats all. i don wanna hate i don wan to be hate. cos i notice its easier to hate then to be hate. but since tis 2 alwiz happen 1 way or another, so just don do both. its a new year, so if bad things to be brought from the past year to a new year, then trust me its not a way u wanna start off ur brand new year tat way. its gonna suck.

well i did have those last year. haha. i noe it hurts real bad. i was hate very badly its n its was brought to a new year. tho everything seems pretty well at first, but it do suck in the end. so this time i hope things would be much different. start the year FREE, but as time goes on, and momentum gains it speed, wad happen will happen and wad should happen will happen. =)

well i cant expect ppl to forgive me, when i dont rite? so before u wan to be forgive, be sure tat u forgive others. haha. or else don dream that it will happen. life is a bitch dont expect to get anything if u dont give in.
the best is give in and expect less. lol. be the 1 losing first, trust me. u will be the 1 gaining in the end.


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