I have always wanted to blog pretty badly. sometimes i have to many things i wanna say and express! but when it comes to being in front of the computer, all the feeling will eventually disappear. sometimes i have so many things to say. then it all gone missing at the precise time i have the chance to blog! but i guess i finally made it huh? well what actually driven me to finally start writing again, is probably emotion. Well thats what driving me crazy lately.
i stopped for awhile! i din noe what to say! i am not sure what i can say? all i know my blog is filled with emotion and crappy stuff ranting from 1 side to another from my mind!
well lets keep it simple then! i enrolled for next sem subject already! i was hoping and excited to meet new ppl. new frenz! and also to get along with people which is already by my side all the time. thank yo so much!
few days of freedom! i can don sleep! i can do anything as long as i don get my self killed. till my parents is back! well, not to say that my parents aint flexible but then, somehow there is still barriers. now i can don go back and no one knows~! but then, whats the point?
now i know how hard is it to find people to talk to when its at this time of the night. =( bloody shit!
if oni there is such thing as happy pills! LOL!
alright yo, just gonna stop it right here! probably on the next post we would post things that happen along the way lately or maybe from years ago!
*Peace off*
Well it's been a month since I got my iPhone now. Well as long as Ive been using I dint found any problem yet. So far it still feeel so fine. I jail broken it a week after I got it. Cos as usual, my ass would be itchy not to do it. Well at fist was worry that Manu problem might happen after jailbreak but so far it is still smooth and wonderful. It's filled with apps Now. Kinda regret I dint took that 32gb that day. Cos it seems to be not enough. It's filling up very fast. The apps size are pretty big. But Ofcourse it is very colorful too. Haha. Due to I am not very used to it yet, so there will be many typo. The Hutton are kinda small for big thumbs like mine and the screen is pretty sensitive so u easily presss the other button instead of the 1 you looking for. Hahah
When it's not many to be then it's not meant to be. Stff lime this cannot to be forced no matter how hard you try. =)
cant imagine how fast time past! its been 5 months since the last post is up! if time is not spend properly it will eventually pass u by. i have finals next week! but i only start, enough to answer the first question! yet i have the motivation to crap rubbish here. how awesome is that? even if i have to summarize what happen in the whole 5 months i doubt 1 day of blogging would be enough! some may say its just a short 5 months. well for me, its a wonderful 5 months with many awesome people and awesome things!
Testing testing testing.
lets start with what i am suppose to do.
i'm suppose to had early bath, early dinner. and slam maths into my face.
BUT
i end up running on treadmill and make my self so tired. and lil soft exercise here and there. i was back at 4.30 till now i haven even start off by bathing my self! OMG!
todays quiz was cancelled. well she decided to cancel it, when we are half way through it. because she noticed many did not cope up to what she expected. so she cancelled and delay it to tomorrow! lucky ME! as i dint prepare real well for todays quiz.
so i was hoping that i get to work my ass off tonight and pull it off tomorrow!!! tho todays quiz i did stuck here and there. but after awhile i still manage to get it done. but it have no value or meaning as it were cancelled when it is almost times up!
so i just assume it as practice!
Tomorrow is test, quiz,
this weeek, asssig 3,4 to be due on this friday and next monday.
gonna need to stay back to get those ass stuff done!
BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!
after next week, its study break!~ then it is Finals!!!
Then YEAY~ Good Bye SHORT SEM! and HELLLOOOOO~~ LONG SEM~
thats all tadaa~~~
things have been so pack and busy. i barely have a chance to breath. that the only reason given by lecturer is SHORT sem! nothing much can be done except accepting that fact!
well, as i were driving on the road today. i meet A couple. it was real real coincident punye pasal. i was driving, then i come to notice this car. the next thing i notice was the number plate. hahaha. as i stopped at the traffic light, i stoped right beside, then i looked inside, gosh i was glad to see them. tho in my life i pernah see 1 of them oni. so i not really sure if that guy were uncle or husband or wad la. lol. its okay U dnr me, but i noe u. =P tho i did looked abit more longer and kena tangkap. kakaka.
aynway, 3 people, with 3 differents cars, in 3 different days, from 1 same family! =)
wait wait wait, What is tomolo installed for me?
i cant wait for college to start wei! very excited, but i very much believe i will start cursing when i am in it! haha
HUMAN!~~!!!! never satisfied with what they have, cos the grass on the other end always looked greeener.
yeah its crazy to see how time passed me by so fast. its so fast its beeen a year. crazy huh? it seems like yday when everything falls in to place for us. and not its all in pieces, everywhere. i dint grab tight that particular moment. ITs gone in the wind. this is one very special day. when last year it was a tuesday but this year, its a wednesday.
yeah its true time and tide waits for no men. time will come and go, no matter u like it anot. it will pass u by. if u din manage to grab hold of it AT THAT moment, then when its gone, ITS gone. appreciate every moment when u still can and before everything falls in to pieces.
let by gones be by gones
some might wonder what makes today another special then any other day. well, its for me know. and for those who knows to understand.
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我很喜欢我现在的生活.
我 天天活了很快乐.
没有你,我还活了很好,很快乐
我会祝福你
我也希望你能,活了很好
anyway its just for fun la.
我在学习中文
如果有错请原谅我
In every girls life there will always be those four guys...the one she loves, the one she hates, the one she cries for, and the one she cant get enough of...and in the end...they´re all the same guy.
well, lately i've beeen to a singh marridge ceremony. 1 thing i found it pretty cool. they have music taged along as usual, but what is mroe unusual is that no matter young or old, they will join in and dance along with the music. i find it very fascinating cos i doubt that in malay or chinese marridge u see that happen. they really danced and shaked some moves there. i would say they are sporting to do so. its cool in some ways that they don feel awkward or shy. cool huh? i think its awesome. lol. well some of u might have seeen alot of it. well for me, its still coool. haha
if you are expecting some long long uncle aunty story then u r wrong. haha. cos i gonna keep it short.
first, as usual lifes has it up and downs, and depends on how u sees it, then its either u gonna learn from it, or screw ur life for it la. lol.
secondly, well i wont say i regret going for ausmat instead of form 6 or anything. lol. i just regret that for what i picked i dint put all my afford into it, and wasted half my time emo-ing wakakkaa.
thirdly, i wont say that i regret din picked form 6 instead of ausmat, cos from the ways i sees it now, I SEE AN ADVANTAGE hahaha. heard alot see alot, and ofcourse i learned alot! hahaha.
the best experience is ofcourse to learn and experience it yourself, but something are better learned off others or friends or family, yeah ofcourse people close to you. haha. cos sometimes its too late till when u experienced it your self.
yeah i heard many people having accidents and all, yeah its scary, BUT DAMN! i still love speeding. yeah i'm inconsiderate, cos never think ahead *touch wood* if anything happens to me, then people around me gonna torture. haha.
but damn, i just sprint race with a city, driven by a chick, and i won! advantage is mine is manual, so i shift gear every 6000 rpm! wakakaka, can ur damn automatic city do that? partially because its a city which is 1 generation older then the current new modal. hahaha. too bad runway short, or else more fun. haha.
for a girl! u r CRAZY! haha. corners were small, but u never gave up! damn i gonna miss u! haha. u r as crazy as hell! haha
anyway, yeah just proved to u all that, despite all the scary accidents and incident people around me going through, yet i am still as playful as hell. YEAH! THATS ME! haha. live with it, or FUCK OFF!!! haha.
when u see how fast time has passed u might actually get worried, and start thinking of things u has not been doing and all and how much time left for u to actually full fill all that u wanted to. also not to be missed that is, things u missed not doing, and its now over. hahaa.
so oh yeah, i've on holiday like since ever since. haha. yeah its super long, and i'm satisfied. i did sleeep super long. anytime anyday. yeah many ppl is liek so jealous of what i'm going through here. too bad, i'm lucky UR NOT! haha. so yeah, holiday sleep eat on9, those usual stuff people does. i sleep from 3 hours a day to maybe 24 hours? or nearly ther. yeah, i'm PIG. a huge a this time. well, besides being driver fetching my sis, i doubt there is anything much to be done, oh yeah also include time i spend checking out colleges and open days then enquiry, calls, etc etc. many phone calls made. long talks, sometimes it gets too long that i ask them to call bak! u want my money? u CALL me!
so basically thats what i've been doing. everyone is busy with colleges and all, DAMN i'm jealous. hahaha. yeah it may sounds kuku that i;ve been excited for my course to start! while many others complain what a hectic life htey have being goin over, GUESS WHAT? i actually miss those time i spend middle of the night rushing my assignment, studies late night. sigh, but i believe when its back, i'm gonna complain and start screwing what a hectic life this piece of shit is!
thats human, they never get saticfied with what they have! they always wants more and better stuff! ofcourse better life too!
i'm actually kinda happy with my life now, tho there is nothing much happening, or going on. BUT its SIMPLE! its great. simple is good. complicated is bad. because i mgith eventually get lost in my own life? sounds stupid? but it did happen before. haha. i'm lucky to be who i am, with who i have, great frenz , great family, just felt blessed. those lil things that i've never noticed has now become something that i'll never forget!
my life before teach me alot alot alot. hahaha. real damn appreciate to ~u know who~ for teaching me what money cant buy. hahaha. u r my best lover, my best freen, my best x, tho looking at wher we stand now, but nvm la. just hope that u have a blessed and a blast life ur self! hahaha.
now i've understand the phrase ~looking back is not teardrops but smile~
never forget, some animal, that was always there for me, when i really need some1 to disturb, i'll call her anytime! hahaha.we do spend lots of time together too. lol. thx~ u r wonderful fren! lol.
yeah i seen it. i come to believe it was for me too. but ther is tis thing i would wanna say or else its like a piece of meat stuck in my throat. i've never blame u or anything but myself. i believe u r just being who you are. but a lil advice, sometimes the truth is already said and proven, all u have to do is just to believe it.
its okay too think too much, everyone does the same. i do my self. but at a certain point, i finally come to an understanding that its really the truth. i did told u the truth. don blame everything to ur self. u don have to burden ur self tis way. i believe u have pretty much problem ur self. and this should not come in the way to burden u even more.
as in for me, i felt everything is fixed. all u have to do is to believe wad i say is true, because it really is.
i don wish things be this way way. i don wish ther is gap or distance, i onli wish everything would be bak to normal.
and for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one in the world can even compare to you.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you so much more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and our past,
by the way you look at me I know we were not meant to last.
I hope that someday you'll come to realize,
how perfect you are when seen through my eyes
through miles and miles of sea;
You will be someone special
a true miracle to me.
As high upon the mountain tops
as high as one can climb;
You will be so dear to me
the best friend I can find.
As many stars that twinkle
throughout the heavens above;
You will be a a bright reminder
of what it means to love
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.
There are so many stars in the sky only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
die lor. my house line got problem. cant even make calls or even internet. all i hear when i pick up the phone is toooot toooot tooooot. chao ci bai la. lol. whooops so long din curse edi. lol. i cant live without internet tho i don do any big business wit it but i just cant live without it. lol. hhahaha. easily down for a week d la. since tis is not oni internet problem but its the whole phone line go prob. haha.
current status = At bangi kopitiam. kolian dai have to on9 outside. go bak then dieed. lol. bored to death.
Time : 3.53
gosh my parents so long winded. lol. from just now dinner chat chat until now oni i can reach home. i dnr wads wrong with me lately. like gonna sick gonna sick. or maybe badly ill.gosh better now fall sick now wei. anyway. like everyday i am super tired and sleepy. wnana go do pig edi. nitex!
just bak from ucsi and ucti tis time. lol. now oni just reach home. have to rush and go out for dinner later at 6.30 dinner at 7. jior everything so rush rush i think i gonna fall even more sick. hahaha. got time when i am bak for dinner then i write longer. as for now i mush rush go bath then out for dinner d. tataz
Time : 6.17pm
well i have been out since morning. gosh. i was real super sleep. i think i goin to fall sick anytime edi. lol. keep got headache on and off. lol. ever after since breakfast wit family then go limteh with fren and all. then nite go dinner with family till 10plus. gosh i was super sleepy my eyes closing. i was so blur tat i drove out without licence somemore drive all the way to klang then find no food then rush bak go pandamaran. damn i'm sotong. lol. hmmm. keep rush them to faster come bak cos i wanna sleep. so reach home around 10.30 lik tat. GOSH FINALLY home sweet home. lol.
GUESS wad? after reach home then i brush up and all edi suddenly no electric. FUCK! i edi lying on bed wanna sleep jOr. then my dad got tis brilliant idea to go out limteh at 11pM!!!! then go until now oni reach home. Just a short blog of wad practically happen. now oni got time to on9. gosh. how pity. hahahaha.
the words i said the most today was Efffing hell and idiot and HOT HOT HOT! seriously the weather is so damn hot. i gonna fry. tat explains why i getting sick grrrrrr!!!!
rating : good day.
random ; its better the way it is now, good for both of us like tis. haha who noes huh? in about 1,2 years down the road, we meet somewhere, we might eventually smile and say hie. leave it all burried behind. lol. aint too much huh??? hahahaha. since we cant love each other, no point hating each other too.
haha. yday around 9 plus edi slept. while my cousin still around messing with my laptop. lol. gosh. Sry to be rude tak layan. i very super tired edi. lol. thats why tis morning so early wake up jor. cant sleep edi la. too much edi. lol. Jior oni 8 plus now. wad wanna do lea? cant sleep bak cos sleep super much edi. lol. sry bout yday ya tak layan. lol. its gonne be a long sunday. lol.....
i gueesss footprint muz be wipe wipe so it can be clean. so in order to keep myself in good shape. i just kept everything into skydrive and cleaned my phone. yeaps it hurts still. but u'll never knew
yes yes i am a fool. the moment i clicked i thinked i am prepared for it. but now i noe that i never will be prepared and alwiz will hurt the same. fool yesh i am!
since i am so free. maybe tis new year i shall make some changes in my blog. =)
wait wait wiat. BOA is HOT~~~~~
i dnr who is 單存 but thx for tat u said 耐心是一切聰明才智的基礎 it seems like nice words. i dnr .thx anyway
as usual visiting at khims house. thx for everything bro! and also ama house then po po house. tis year is not as great as last year. but i just accept everything as it is. =) it just wouldnt be as great without u. =)
welll its 3.30 am. lol. gosh after tis cny i think beer belly gonan appear. die liao la. lol.
everythnig from last year still seems so fresh. and here comes tis year. lol. time passes very fast.. real fast.. zooming fast
til you cant even hold on just to breathe *quoted* cuteeeeeeeee
fear will stil be there when you realise that time passes too fast with just a blink of an eye.* quoted* too. hmmm that line shows time past too fast tat it bring fear. wsting time might lending ppl in trouble. lol.
cos i clearly remember that really cute stuff happen tis time of the year last year. first day of cny.
i receive call at 1plus 2 just to hear how loud the fire crackers was at her place cos she was having prayers tooo.. gosh. sweeet huh??? LOL
well, we did many sweet silly and funny stuff along the way after that.cutest sweetest blurest girl ever. =) haha. everything still clear but yet another year has come to replace the year before.
i just wanan wish every1 in the year of tiget, to have a better year, more peace, work hard, So much love in the air! hahah. hopefully every year is a better year for everyone!
just do good yea~ good things happen to good people. except for me. hahaha.
velentine.
as in valentine tis year was alone. but its okay. lol. i had my best moments in life with ppl i really cared and loved. and i felt real satisfied. for all that's been given in, its all worth it. haha. a lonely valentine is okay tis time. feel free to join the club. happy alonetime with me. haha. 3very1 are welcomed closely .haha. but luckily tis year was together with cny so i will still be busy visiting relatives house and all. so wont be really lonely tis year. hahahha.
to those couple couple out ther. i dnr how u wanna split ur time. but don forget to celebrate ya. haha. have load of fun. doing both. care and love them more. yeay~
Looking through your eyes
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?
Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'
Don't Don't Go Away
Don't Go Away lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/52997-Don-t-Go-Away~BY2.html
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away
Don't Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more
天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后
並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣
嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨乾了回憶
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被順時針的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过]
最美的爱情回忆里待續