So, How can i missed talking bout how 2010 is going to end, and how much 2010 has or might change who and what I am. Let’s brag all along the way of 2010 and how things were different from the year before or the year to come. My resolution for 2010 were simple, I want to live a simple happy life and probably avoid being caught up in love, do better in my studies compare to my Pre-U. Nevertheless also to appreciate and love everyone around me or those which are far away. =)

I admit I dint start this year off in a very nice way. I came in Sad and being emotional half the way through. Before entering 2010, I am always hoping for the year to be a very different and happier or wonderful year for me. Not only I am hoping for that to happen but also giving in effort to try change things in ways which I can manage! Cant just sit down and hope for miracle to happen right? The first half this year wasn’t as bad as the last half of last year. So glad that along the way so many wonderful friend has appeared and supported me along the way. Thanks You all for being such a wonderful friend!

2010 is filled with down’s up’s and down. I had my great time’s, sad time’s. 2010 is basically filled with all kinds of emotion. Everything! The up times were very high up and the down times were pretty much underground!

I had part time jobs early this year before I enrolled into my current course! I had great time working meeting new people, having new experience. Then somewhere around May I enrolled into my course. I would not say its my first choice, but it’s a choice I made that I have to NOW work my ass of it and get the best out of it! I knew many great friends there. Many wonderful ones. Yeah, some may be noisy and some could be fucking all day round, but its all bits and pieces that colour my college life~

Its also the same month where the great upturn happens in my life. She is so great I decided to just let everything flow and Ignored the so called resolution thinggy. You have been very wonderful to me. Gave me great memories, sweet moments. I know I made a right choice. No regrets despite all the sorrows that happes! Sorry we dint last. I really though we could, but its ok now! Thanks for once being apart in my life. =)  

My very first sem ended very nicely. Its just a short sem btw! So I did pretty OK! At least were something in my range! Long sem started about june I guess or july! This sem, I was pretty disappointed with myself as I slack too much and dint really gave in afford like the previous sem. Everything were pretty much last min job. Everything has to be rushed and midnight oil were burn until it almost finished. The worst was about a month before finals, where for about 2weeks lack of sleep. I could really see my panda eyes so obviously!
After making so much noise on wanting an Iphone. I finally had it! I couldn’t be much more happier. It’s a great gift.

Nov
By this time, finals over, longs sems over, loves over. Great friends gets better. So since everything is over, means it’s a start for emo session again? Well, cant deny it does happen(unless I am heartless).

Dec
December!!! YEAY! Its my sem break! I spend most of my time at home or with the brothers at klang! Then the usual routine of eat and sleep and minum. Result of my previous sem really shows that I dint give in much to what I have to offer. I know the result going to suck, but cant help it, it will just further add on weight to my existing sorrow. It’s finally coming to an end, its already 31st today! Tomorrow is a brand new year, brand new resolution and brand new me(hope so). Class going to start soon, will be soon back to those hectic life once again. With the pretty fucked up time table which really make me sick. I will frequently remind myself to NOT repeat the mistakes I did in the previous sem and to consistently give in effort in studies and no last min stuff.

A short summary of 2010 were, it start with down then up then down! It’s a really fun year. I had people that comes, and also people that leaves my life. Smiles were the most wonderful thing u could ever see on people’s face! Laughter would be the sound that would lighten my life! To everyone all around me, You are a great gift to me. Nothing much I can asked for. As I had all I wanted and I had more then I expected!

Lastly GOOD BYE 2010 And WELCOME 2011!
(may all the pain and sorrow leave with the year 2010, and may the best moments of live to come arrive with the year 2011)

I have always wanted to blog pretty badly. sometimes i have to many things i wanna say and express! but when it comes to being in front of the computer, all the feeling will eventually disappear. sometimes i have so many things to say. then it all gone missing at the precise time i have the chance to blog! but i guess i finally made it huh? well what actually driven me to finally start writing again, is probably emotion. Well thats what driving me crazy lately.

i stopped for awhile! i din noe what to say! i am not sure what i can say? all i know my blog is filled with emotion and crappy stuff ranting from 1 side to another from my mind!

well lets keep it simple then! i enrolled for next sem subject already! i was hoping and excited to meet new ppl. new frenz! and also to get along with people which is already by my side all the time. thank yo so much!

few days of freedom! i can don sleep! i can do anything as long as i don get my self killed. till my parents is back! well, not to say that my parents aint flexible but then, somehow there is still barriers. now i can don go back and no one knows~! but then, whats the point?

now i know how hard is it to find people to talk to when its at this time of the night. =( bloody shit!
if oni there is such thing as happy pills! LOL!

alright yo, just gonna stop it right here! probably on the next post we would post things that happen along the way lately or maybe from years ago!

*Peace off*

Well it's been a month since I got my iPhone now. Well as long as Ive been using I dint found any problem yet. So far it still feeel so fine. I jail broken it a week after I got it. Cos as usual, my ass would be itchy not to do it. Well at fist was worry that Manu problem might happen after jailbreak but so far it is still smooth and wonderful. It's filled with apps Now. Kinda regret I dint took that 32gb that day. Cos it seems to be not enough. It's filling up very fast. The apps size are pretty big. But Ofcourse it is very colorful too. Haha. Due to I am not very used to it yet, so there will be many typo. The Hutton are kinda small for big thumbs like mine and the screen is pretty sensitive so u easily presss the other button instead of the 1 you looking for. Hahah

When it's not many to be then it's not meant to be. Stff lime this cannot to be forced no matter how hard you try. =)

cant imagine how fast time past! its been 5 months since the last post is up! if time is not spend properly it will eventually pass u by. i have finals next week! but i only start, enough to answer the first question! yet i have the motivation to crap rubbish here. how awesome is that? even if i have to summarize what happen in the whole 5 months i doubt 1 day of blogging would be enough! some may say its just a short 5 months. well for me, its a wonderful 5 months with many awesome people and awesome things!


u may fall once but it isnt the end of the worls

haha. i think this sem i would fall! perhaps trip pretty badly. i wish i could keep up woth 3 pointer! but i really doubt i could do it this time, nevertheless i would try hard to achieve that. out of 60 percent i hardly have 40. yesh! u heard it right! SO, A is totally out of my reach no matter how hard i stretch. so i would maintain a B atleast! ohhh god pls let that happen! yesh i should work hard! ohh yeah i should! but then..... jeng jeng jeng.... bloggging here NOW! haha. wtf right? lol. after next week then will be a month of holiday! the whole i already digged now will be bigger by then! need to borrow from ah long edi! damn it! lol. 

ohh yeah again! INTI is like everyONE is There! GOSH!!!Its like another klang there! LOL

small small world small small 1. haha

thats all la! ohh yeah 1 last thing!!!  I LOVE MY IPHONE!!!!!! Hahahah! love it very super much! LOL. ITS totally MINE!!!! sry for this offends anyone! haha. but well, this is me!! haha lvoe it or fuck it! hahaha 

chao yo!

Testing testing testing.


currently using the chrome extension function to blog. well nothing much. boring to be precise!

lets start with what i am suppose to do.

i'm suppose to had early bath, early dinner. and slam maths into my face.

BUT

i end up running on treadmill and make my self so tired. and lil soft exercise here and there. i was back at 4.30 till now i haven even start off by bathing my self! OMG!

todays quiz was cancelled. well she decided to cancel it, when we are half way through it. because she noticed many did not cope up to what she expected. so she cancelled and delay it to tomorrow! lucky ME! as i dint prepare real well for todays quiz.

so i was hoping that i get to work my ass off tonight and pull it off tomorrow!!! tho todays quiz i did stuck here and there. but after awhile i still manage to get it done. but it have no value or meaning as it were cancelled when it is almost times up!

so i just assume it as practice!

Tomorrow is test, quiz,

this weeek, asssig 3,4 to be due on this friday and next monday.

gonna need to stay back to get those ass stuff done!

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!

after next week, its study break!~ then it is Finals!!!

Then YEAY~ Good Bye SHORT SEM! and HELLLOOOOO~~  LONG SEM~

thats all tadaa~~~

things have been so pack and busy. i barely have a chance to breath. that the only reason given by lecturer is SHORT sem! nothing much can be done except accepting that fact! 


the reason i have time to blog now is, i just ate my dinner and i really want to sleep, but i cant cos i just ate. but i'm damn sleepY! *YAWN YAWN*

let me put in a short list what had happen lately. 

first, enrollment of my self into inti for my further studies in degree! currently in a northwood dual major program. which is international business and management. I WANNA BE BOSS! lol. yeah thats my aim. I don wanna work my ass off so that some big company get the big buck while i get my damn basic salary! i've been there for about a month plus already. and in another month time i'm gonna wish short sem bye bye! then here goes long sem. extra a few mroe subjects but a whole lot more time to study! 

so for the pass a week or two. seriously was damn busy with assig, stayed back till 6 or 7 almost everyday for discussion and to get work done! only today i have a lil chance to catch a break and i decided to attend my dusty blog. just to give others some sneak peak of what is actually happening to me. 
well, besides being busy i guess college was fun!  kinda alot of after college stuff!!! lol. found another group of crazy friends in college. tho there were not much hot *chicks* but its okay i guess. 

AIM to do my best.  

i guess gonna be pack and busy till the end of this sem. which is about a month from now.  


next, my birthday! well it was awesome. got a surprise birthday party from my new college friends. then had dinner with my brother and sister in klang, loL>! i just realise i had awesome people around me, which i must appreciate more before anything is too late! lol 

LASTLY, a million thanks to those who wished me for my birthday. U KNOW WHO U ARE! lol. 


有些事情是很难告诉你
我在等待好时间
然后才慢慢告诉你一切

well, as i were driving on the road today. i meet A couple. it was real real coincident punye pasal. i was driving, then i come to notice this car. the next thing i notice was the number plate. hahaha. as i stopped at the traffic light, i stoped right beside, then i looked inside, gosh i was glad to see them. tho in my life i pernah see 1 of them oni. so i not really sure if that guy were uncle or husband or wad la. lol. its okay U dnr me, but i noe u. =P tho i did looked abit more longer and kena tangkap. kakaka.

aynway, 3 people, with 3 differents cars, in 3 different days, from 1 same family! =)

wait wait wait, What is tomolo installed for me?

i cant wait for college to start wei! very excited, but i very much believe i will start cursing when i am in it! haha

HUMAN!~~!!!! never satisfied with what they have, cos the grass on the other end always looked greeener.

yeah its crazy to see how time passed me by so fast. its so fast its beeen a year. crazy huh? it seems like yday when everything falls in to place for us. and not its all in pieces, everywhere. i dint grab tight that particular moment. ITs gone in the wind. this is one very special day. when last year it was a tuesday but this year, its a wednesday.

yeah its true time and tide waits for no men. time will come and go, no matter u like it anot. it will pass u by. if u din manage to grab hold of it AT THAT moment, then when its gone, ITS gone. appreciate every moment when u still can and before everything falls in to pieces.

let by gones be by gones

some might wonder what makes today another special then any other day. well, its for me know. and for those who knows to understand.

Time = 00.00

~short and memorable~


我很喜欢我现在的生活.
我 天天活了很快乐.
没有你,我还活了很好,很快乐
我会祝福你
我也希望你能,活了很好

(it took me very long k? lol)
anyway its just for fun la.

我在学习中文
如果有错请原谅我

just that i'm thinking that i am doin much better, then i have to be proven wrong. simple life, isnt that simple now. 

HAHAHHA

In every girls life there will always be those four guys...the one she loves, the one she hates, the one she cries for, and the one she cant get enough of...and in the end...they´re all the same guy.

well, lately i've beeen to a singh marridge ceremony. 1 thing i found it pretty cool. they have music taged along as usual, but what is mroe unusual is that no matter young or old, they will join in and dance along with the music. i find it very fascinating cos i doubt that in malay or chinese marridge u see that happen. they really danced and shaked some moves there. i would say they are sporting to do so. its cool in some ways that they don feel awkward or shy. cool huh? i think its awesome. lol. well some of u might have seeen alot of it. well for me, its still coool. haha

~interesting facts~

if you are expecting some long long uncle aunty story then u r wrong. haha. cos i gonna keep it short.

first, as usual lifes has it up and downs, and depends on how u sees it, then its either u gonna learn from it, or screw ur life for it la. lol.

secondly, well i wont say i regret going for ausmat instead of form 6 or anything. lol. i just regret that for what i picked i dint put all my afford into it, and wasted half my time emo-ing wakakkaa.

thirdly, i wont say that i regret din picked form 6 instead of ausmat, cos from the ways i sees it now, I SEE AN ADVANTAGE hahaha. heard alot see alot, and ofcourse i learned alot! hahaha.

the best experience is ofcourse to learn and experience it yourself, but something are better learned off others or friends or family, yeah ofcourse people close to you. haha. cos sometimes its too late till when u experienced it your self.

yeah i heard many people having accidents and all, yeah its scary, BUT DAMN! i still love speeding. yeah i'm inconsiderate, cos never think ahead *touch wood* if anything happens to me, then people around me gonna torture. haha.

but damn, i just sprint race with a city, driven by a chick, and i won! advantage is mine is manual, so i shift gear every 6000 rpm! wakakaka, can ur damn automatic city do that? partially because its a city which is 1 generation older then the current new modal. hahaha. too bad runway short, or else more fun. haha.
for a girl! u r CRAZY! haha. corners were small, but u never gave up! damn i gonna miss u! haha. u r as crazy as hell! haha

anyway, yeah just proved to u all that, despite all the scary accidents and incident people around me going through, yet i am still as playful as hell. YEAH! THATS ME! haha. live with it, or FUCK OFF!!! haha.


~~!!!simple life rox!!!~~

when u see how fast time has passed u might actually get worried, and start thinking of things u has not been doing and all and how much time left for u to actually full fill all that u wanted to. also not to be missed that is, things u missed not doing, and its now over. hahaa.


cant believe it, last april fool still fresh in my mind, whereby i got fooled that one of my friend, that shes is leaving  to overseas for studies, which i really reluctant to let her go, and how my mood were spoiled and appetite were crashed!! haha. GREAT TIMES! haha but here goes another april fool, gosh time pass real fast huh? haha. this april fool, my wish is not to be foool by anyone, and i believe i can do so, all i have to do is to hide at home and not talk or see or communicate with anyone, and when the day passed, i'm safe! haha. 

for those who goes around fooling everyone, keeps your limits and have real good fun bout it. importantly, REMEMBER to have a great laugh bout it after that. haha. for those who got prank, forgive and forget. enjoy the day. it only comes once a year, don waste it. haha. 

have a great april fool ya'll! =)

so oh yeah, i've on holiday like since ever since. haha. yeah its super long, and i'm satisfied. i did sleeep super long. anytime anyday. yeah many ppl is liek so jealous of what i'm going through here. too bad, i'm lucky UR NOT! haha. so yeah, holiday sleep eat on9, those usual stuff people does. i sleep from 3 hours a day to maybe 24 hours? or nearly ther. yeah, i'm PIG. a huge a this time. well, besides being driver fetching my sis, i doubt there is anything much to be done, oh yeah also include time i spend checking out colleges and open days then enquiry, calls, etc etc. many phone calls made. long talks, sometimes it gets too long that i ask them to call bak! u want my money? u CALL me!

so basically thats what i've been doing. everyone is busy with colleges and all, DAMN i'm jealous. hahaha. yeah it may sounds kuku that i;ve been excited for my course to start! while many others complain what a hectic life htey have being goin over, GUESS WHAT? i actually miss those time i spend middle of the night rushing my assignment, studies late night. sigh, but i believe when its back, i'm gonna complain and start screwing what a hectic life this piece of shit is!

thats human, they never get saticfied with what they have! they always wants more and better stuff! ofcourse better life too!

i'm actually kinda happy with my life now, tho there is nothing much happening, or going on. BUT its SIMPLE! its great. simple is good. complicated is bad. because i mgith eventually get lost in my own life? sounds stupid? but it did happen before. haha. i'm lucky to be who i am, with who i have, great frenz , great family, just felt blessed. those lil things that i've never noticed has now become something that i'll never forget!

my life before teach me alot alot alot. hahaha. real damn appreciate to ~u know who~ for teaching me what money cant buy. hahaha. u r my best lover, my best freen, my best x, tho looking at wher we stand now, but nvm la. just hope that u have a blessed and a blast life ur self! hahaha.

now i've understand the phrase ~looking back is not teardrops but smile~

never forget, some animal, that was always there for me, when i really need some1 to disturb, i'll call her anytime! hahaha.we do spend lots of time together too. lol. thx~ u r wonderful fren! lol.

i have great fren~

the only thing bugging me is i'm not satisfied with my self, includes status, edu level, looks, height,
(yeah i expect alot from my self)

ARGH! i seriously damn happy with my life~!

hopefully entering a new phrase of life will bring better and more meanings to my life. 

FAMILY
fren
Music
?????????
i love you all loads! 
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

yeah i seen it. i come to believe it was for me too. but ther is tis thing i would wanna say or else its like a piece of meat stuck in my throat. i've never blame u or anything but myself. i believe u r just being who you are. but a lil advice, sometimes the truth is already said and proven, all u have to do is just to believe it.

its okay too think too much, everyone does the same. i do my self. but at a certain point, i finally come to an understanding that its really the truth. i did told u the truth. don blame everything to ur self. u don have to burden ur self tis way. i believe u have pretty much problem ur self. and this should not come in the way to burden u even more.

as in for me, i felt everything is fixed. all u have to do is to believe wad i say is true, because it really is.
i don wish things be this way way. i don wish ther is gap or distance, i onli wish everything would be bak to normal.

=)

i'm sry if i take things too lightly, someday u will know why.
SRY!


All I ever wanted was to be part of ur heart,
and for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one in the world can even compare to you.
No one is this world would ever replace you, 
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would, 
I love you so much more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and our past,
by the way you look at me I know we were not meant to last.
I hope that someday you'll come to realize, 
how perfect you are when seen through my eyes

As far as the ocean is wide
through miles and miles of sea;
You will be someone special
a true miracle to me.

As high upon the mountain tops
as high as one can climb;
You will be so dear to me
the best friend I can find.

As many stars that twinkle
throughout the heavens above;
You will be a a bright reminder
of what it means to love



Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall. Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected. LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.
Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart.
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.
Men vs. women: Men would rather sacrifice love to conquer the world. Women would rather give up the world just to be with someone worth the sacrifice.Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but sensible balancing of both.Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has it's way of expressing itself despite the silence.The happier the memory, the deeper it hurts.
There are so many stars in the sky only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.


hmmm i think it was saturday nite. well i'm too free so i tried la. see if it knock me off. tis is wad i did. 

                                               
                                                                                                                 that jar/ cup i bought for 24 bucks


 (inside is 10% henessy + 10% white lable + 60% carls and 20% jolly) (times 2). try having 2 jug of those. hmmm. it does knock me off. lol. fun wei! haha


anyway its just for fun. lol. got company then even better. lol



die lor. my house line got problem. cant even make calls or even internet. all i hear when i pick up the phone is toooot toooot tooooot. chao ci bai la. lol. whooops so long din curse edi. lol. i cant live without internet tho i don do any big business wit it but i just cant live without it. lol. hhahaha. easily down for a week d la. since tis is not oni internet problem but its the whole phone line go prob. haha.

current status = At bangi kopitiam. kolian dai have to on9 outside. go bak then dieed. lol. bored to death.


Time : 3.53

gosh my parents so long winded. lol. from just now dinner chat chat until now oni i can reach home. i dnr wads wrong with me lately. like gonna sick gonna sick. or maybe badly ill.gosh better now fall sick now wei. anyway. like everyday i am super tired and sleepy. wnana go do pig edi. nitex!

all also go do pig la K? lol. 


Time : 10.30

just bak from ucsi and ucti tis time. lol. now oni just reach home. have to rush and go out for dinner later at 6.30 dinner at 7. jior everything so rush rush i think i gonna fall even more sick. hahaha. got time when i am bak for dinner then i write longer. as for now i mush rush go bath then out for dinner d. tataz


Time : 6.17pm

well i have been out since morning. gosh. i was real super sleep. i think i goin to fall sick anytime edi. lol. keep got headache on and off. lol. ever after since breakfast wit family then go limteh with fren and all. then nite go dinner with family till 10plus. gosh i was super sleepy my eyes closing. i was so blur tat i drove out without licence somemore drive all the way to klang then find no food then rush bak go pandamaran. damn i'm sotong. lol. hmmm. keep rush them to faster come bak cos i wanna sleep. so reach home around 10.30 lik tat. GOSH FINALLY home sweet home. lol.

GUESS wad? after reach home then i brush up and all edi suddenly no electric. FUCK! i edi lying on bed wanna sleep jOr. then my dad got tis brilliant idea to go out limteh at 11pM!!!! then go until now oni reach home. Just a short blog of wad practically happen. now oni got time to on9. gosh. how pity. hahahaha.

the words i said the most today was Efffing hell and idiot and HOT HOT HOT! seriously the weather is so damn hot. i gonna fry. tat explains why i getting sick grrrrrr!!!!

rating : good day.

random ; its better the way it is now, good for both of us like tis. haha who noes huh? in about 1,2 years down the road, we meet somewhere, we might eventually smile and say hie. leave it all burried behind. lol. aint too much huh??? hahahaha. since we cant love each other, no point hating each other too.






finally i can sleep. thx GOD. lol. it really was a long and busy day. haha. =)
NiteX WORLD!!!!

at i-city, i looked so stone. haha

Time : 12.41am

hahaa. finally i got my whole day filled. goin kai kai. tataz. though goin to be too free until ntg to do. haha. its good to be busy tho. lol. atleast not emo la. lol. tis few days everytime pia sudden attack shooot tilll mouse waanna kong d. DAmn.! i just bought it lea. siaao wei. loll aiyo my cousin yday tekan tekan until my laptop abit kuku d. lol. Pity meeee! Just bought it tooo lea. hahahahha. everything going kuku next is me edi la. lol. 


HERE I COME!!!! =)

Time : 10.21am

haha. yday around 9 plus edi slept. while my cousin still around messing with my laptop. lol. gosh. Sry to be rude tak layan. i very super tired edi. lol. thats why tis morning so early wake up jor. cant sleep edi la. too much edi. lol. Jior oni 8 plus now. wad wanna do lea? cant sleep bak cos sleep super much edi. lol. sry bout yday ya tak layan. lol. its gonne be a long sunday. lol.....

there is a reason why i dint add U back. That is because u made up your decision to do so. And so, i shall respect decision u made and full fill your desire. It dint happen not because of I dint treasured you even as a friend but to respect of who you are and what you want. I believe there is reason why you do so, just because i dont know, that doesnt mean a reason dint exist =) and just because i believe it exist, that dosnt prove i am right. lol.

life goes on. you will alwiz stay and remain in a corner of my heart. no matter what you do, no matter what you did, no matter how much it hurts.

when i din care, dosnt meant i din even bother, but it is because i wasnt allowed to.

=)

tears fall even tho my hearts feels ntg. or maybe its super hurt until i cant feel no more but my tears don lie.
when i love snail i put in my 110% give in more then i ever could. one mistakes thats alll it takes for a misery life like tis. =(

tho i am emo everyday everytime but NOW i am abit more then just emo. i am pretty emo. 

i gueesss footprint muz be wipe wipe so it can be clean. so in order to keep myself in good shape. i just kept everything into skydrive and cleaned my phone. yeaps it hurts still. but u'll never knew


i love you eventho u makes my heart breaks and makes me cry. 

what is meant by letting GO?

yes yes i am a fool. the moment i clicked i thinked i am prepared for it. but now i noe that i never will be prepared and alwiz will hurt the same. fool yesh i am!

since i am so free. maybe tis new year i shall make some changes in my blog. =)

wait wait wiat. BOA is HOT~~~~~

i dnr who is  單存 but thx for tat u said 耐心是一切聰明才智的基礎 it seems like nice words. i dnr .thx anyway

as usual visiting at khims house. thx for everything bro! and also ama house then po po house. tis year is not as great as last year. but i just accept everything as it is. =) it just wouldnt be as great without u. =)

welll its 3.30 am. lol. gosh after tis cny i think beer belly gonan appear. die liao la. lol.
everythnig from last year still seems so fresh. and here comes tis year. lol. time passes very fast.. real fast.. zooming fast
til you cant even hold on just to breathe
 *quoted* cuteeeeeeeee
fear will stil be there when you realise that time passes too fast with just a blink of an eye.* quoted* too. hmmm that line shows time past too fast tat it bring fear. wsting time might lending ppl in trouble. lol. 
cos i clearly remember that really cute stuff happen tis time of the year last year. first day of cny. 
i receive call at 1plus 2 just to hear how loud the fire crackers was at her place cos she was having prayers tooo.. gosh. sweeet huh??? LOL 
well, we did many sweet silly and funny stuff along the way after that.cutest sweetest blurest girl ever. =) haha. everything still clear but yet another year has come to replace the year before. 
i just wanan wish every1 in the year of tiget, to have a better year, more peace, work hard, So much love in the air! hahah. hopefully every year is a better year for everyone!


HAPPY HAPPY CNY!


just do good yea~ good things happen to good people. except for me. hahaha. 


velentine.
as in valentine tis year was alone. but its okay. lol. i had my best moments in life with ppl i really cared and loved. and i felt real satisfied. for all that's been given in, its all worth it. haha. a lonely valentine is okay tis time. feel free to join the club. happy alonetime with me. haha. 3very1 are welcomed closely .haha. but luckily tis year was together with cny so i will still be busy visiting relatives house and all. so wont be really lonely tis year. hahahha. 
to those couple couple out ther. i dnr how u wanna split ur time. but don forget to celebrate ya. haha. have load of fun. doing both. care and love them more. yeay~


HAPPY VALENTINE YA"LL

Looking through your eyes
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?
Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'
Don't Don't Go Away
Don't Go Away lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/52997-Don-t-Go-Away~BY2.html

Baby, don't you know, I miss you so

Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away
Don't Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more


Welcome 2010!
I noe i am outdated. but wtd? don feel lik talknig bout it.
2009!
Well lets bitch a lil bit about 2009

Studies
i was enrolled in to ausmat in sunway some where around march. its around 9-10 months program. 
it was an okay situation there. din really sucked or really had fun bout it. and around dec if end with all those malaysian studies and all. finally FREE~ yet anotehr problem arise WHATS NEXT? lol


Financial
well its not really so un-manageable but at times do have some shortage. well cant blame it right? got chick at the moment sure spend al il bit more la. haha. thats why i said, having a GF aint easy! unless u some rich ass or ur gf were very understanding lik mine =). okay so, hmmm do have enough financial support through out the year. tak hutang tak pinjam pun tak di pinjamkan. so i guess i'm doing good la right? haha. damn! hmmm. its either i dont really spend so much or i am justa very good planner for gua punye money. haha. 


LOVE
Well here it goes again the topic love. may seems interesting for some, and some couldnt be more anticipated to know bout it. but i am just going to keep it short. start off sloppy early 2009, gained momentum as time pass, and at the point of highest i DROPPED! lol. so since half year 2009, IT sucked till the end. hahahaha. thats all. mau detail? dream on! haha. 


FAmily
alll fine and healthy, besides being a lil bit more pooor then the year before. gosh. the recession thingy really hit real hard! gotta be more careful on everything i spend. money kena cut. besides taht every1 fine tho. lol. 


lil last notes before i end 2009. 
its the best and the year in a year, IN 18 years of life. haha. wonderful? think again. hahaa. well, i learned alot along the way. those precious memories i gained where money cant buy.=) haha. learnd to trust ur love ones more, PLS! dont doubt them, as long as their hearts belongs to U. haha. but still mind the borders and limit. haha. should do fine =) oh yeah, jangan jgn control byk byk, ppl these days are much smarter then those days ppl. so u control byk then cabut! haha. being together dosnt mean u lost all freedom. Oh yeah don forget to love those u love alot and be understanding and tolerate, everyone does mistakes, loves decides how far u willing to push the limit. =) love can move a Mountain. opps i mean true love only. hahaa.
losing some1 very important in life sometimes make u, notice those who are around. and yesh U GUYS! and all my frenz =) thx ya'll
its been tough but u guys always there.


THE END 2009


HELLLLO 2010!
As for the start of 2010. i don really hope much. i only hope that things would get better.
What things? EVERYTHING! I'm greeedy? SO!?
haha
i don expect much, i know it will be better, cos last year is like the worst ever in 18 years? haha
nevermind its not like i totally lose everything, cos i gained experience and memories wher money cant buy. =) i know learning is never ending, so this year i hope to go into some Uni and do real well this time. don do shit, cos shit always happen. =) so be careful. 
i bad enough i ruined ausmat, cos tis time i really wanna do well. its not my fault i fall so deep rite? haha. tsk tsk tsk. 
so degree muz do better. much bettter indeed. tho i not enrolling into something i much preferred but i will do well still. and when i can afford it, after finishing degree i might continue my dream.
its a dream WORTH 295,000,000.00 of investment.
yesh its aint cheap. but i really had interest in it. 
hopefully after 3 years degree i may continue with it. 
with that money i can buy another of my house. yeah.
it is crazy! haha. 
SO dear 2010, i'm gonna love you. i hope u love me too.
blessed me with a good year. i don need a perfect year. 
i just need a good year. thats all. 
i wanna meet with real PPL, and fall for real person as well, even if i don, its okay.
i aint desperate. haha. all i have is time. plus studies maybe be in prior currently.
single is bad. but i've learned to accept it and learn to live it tat way. 
=) 
thats all. 



there is not much of a reason why its called forgiveness tho. its a pretty random topic actually. maybe its something i would wan to free my self. i don see a meaning in life with hatred everywher. to all frenz and family, i guess the best gift i would wan for tis new year was forgiveness. i just wanna live free thats all. i don wanna hate i don wan to be hate. cos i notice its easier to hate then to be hate. but since tis 2 alwiz happen 1 way or another, so just don do both. its a new year, so if bad things to be brought from the past year to a new year, then trust me its not a way u wanna start off ur brand new year tat way. its gonna suck.

well i did have those last year. haha. i noe it hurts real bad. i was hate very badly its n its was brought to a new year. tho everything seems pretty well at first, but it do suck in the end. so this time i hope things would be much different. start the year FREE, but as time goes on, and momentum gains it speed, wad happen will happen and wad should happen will happen. =)

well i cant expect ppl to forgive me, when i dont rite? so before u wan to be forgive, be sure tat u forgive others. haha. or else don dream that it will happen. life is a bitch dont expect to get anything if u dont give in.
the best is give in and expect less. lol. be the 1 losing first, trust me. u will be the 1 gaining in the end.


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